Dkna
At one point, I want to be your everything and give you everything but there are times that I feel like I am not giving enough and wanted to give up. There are times that I feel like I am not making the right decisions with you and everything feels so wrong with you but on the other hand I wanted to stay. Tangina dkna. So confused. I don't think this is real anymore. Pota hindi tayo ganito dati. I am so afraid that if I let go of you, you'll lose yourself too. Pero please know that I tried. I really did. I thought things will work out fine this time pero tangina hindi talaga. If I go, ikaw yung maiiwan sa ere and you'll tell me you have nobody. Di kaya ng konsensya ko bui. I am trap to this cycle na pilitin yung sarili ko na bumalik kasi nakokonsensya ako if anything bad happens. Okay pa sa una pero after few days I will feel na parang pinipilit ko nalang sarili ko. Hay tangina dkna. Gusto ko na kumawala sa lahat ng drama. Gusto ko lang yung tahimik muna. I thought I made the right decision na bumalik pero natrap nalang naman ako sa cycle na toh pota. Yoko na. Di na ko magpaparamdam. Bahala na.
