I have made a good image for myself. Progressive birth mother, motivated young adult, prosperous creatively, and never failing to connect.
Yes, I gave my daughter up, yes, i worked hard to show her that I MYSELF am not unworthy of her nor that SHE is unworthy of me. I have started theater companies, starred in independent films, stunted for action movies, created props for the stage, and costumes for your families. I have created immense worlds on paper and in your minds, made you fall in love, made you cry, and perhaps made you feel nothing at all. I guide souls through movement practices to help them explore themselves just as i have. They come to me for happiness and light, but all I can provide is guidance to yourself.
I have learned a new human construct every day. I can differentiate between brains and motivate others within their own. I am a jack of all trades and a master of few.
I can be sociable, vibrant, and inspiring. I can make others enthralled with my presence as you can see, but my happiness comes from your smile. From the youth in your eyes, from the solidarity of your voice. You became my home. You became my means, and you became my future.
Then why is it, that I have lost myself? Why have I lost control? Over my life, over my finances, over my investments, and over my family.
Your actions prove your love for me, your words; your enthusiasm. I have never expected a tranquility such as this; so chaotic, so passionate, so comforting.
Am I to die so others may thrive or am I to die so I may live?
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