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buddie/ryliver mirroring phenomenon you will never not be compelling. Like the way both of these pairings have shifted into something new that’s so…. “ive known you for so many years & we’ve had ups and downs and I’ve looked at you a thousand different ways, and some of them i didn’t want to admit, but i think im done hiding now i love love love being around you”

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I think it’s funny how whenever they ask ryliver questions about the characters Oliver is like “oh the writers are in charge, I’m just following them😊” and Ryan is like “☝️let me tell you 🫵 what should’ve happened”

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happy pride to the person who asked the question about bodyswap. oliver says i’d strip down and dance around in my underwear. everyone laughs and he says no genuinely, that’s the first thing i would do. okay. sure. gets flustered and stands up. immediately kicks over a water bottle. gets flustered again and sits back down. ryan looks at him, says hmmmm what would i do with your body? oliver says you’d be so lucky. like; you wish. ryan laughs. oliver laughs. repeats what would I do with your body and ryan (bright red) reaches over and sticks a hand in his armpit and gives him a secret little pinch. ryan says hmmm i guess I’d slut it up. like you used to, i’d be a slut. in your body. :) they say thank you very much for the question and move right along like that was the most normal they’ve ever been.

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Eddie forgetting to log out of his work tw account pt 248/?

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well, autism is genetic

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can we talk about Buck swooping in when Eddie stands to confront the homophobe? he says, and repeats “we’re not doing this” in such a way i could feel the weight of it

we’re not doing this. we. you and me, Eddie. we are going to swallow this. we are going to let it slide because we are lost and at their mercy—and because this isn’t our fight; its mine. he says we can’t do it, but he means that this isn’t Eddie’s fight to fight and so he should back down so he doesn’t get hurt

because Buck still thinks Eddie is straight. Buck thinks it’s his fault for being too vocal in the diner. too loud. too much. he thinks this is Eddie’s protective anger, the anger that comes out when someone accuses him of faking his son’s disability. or when someone is constrained and abused with religion by the people they should trust. Buck assumes this is Eddie having his back like he promised all those years ago. what he doesn’t realize is who Eddie is protecting with that anger

Buck doesn’t notice Eddie said “no, i want to know what our kind is” when he stood up. he doesn’t realize that Eddie’s anger always comes from protecting someone else the way he wants to have been protected. the man doesn’t feel his own PTSD is a real enough disability to accommodate for so he lashes out at the man who implies his son doesn’t need accommodations either. he felt confined and abused and forgotten by his own religion and so he’s quick to anger with Abigail’s captors. and in that diner, the man he loves is being attacked for being queer and so he stands up, quick to protect. maybe he doesn’t know his anger is self-preservation. maybe he hasn’t made that connection yet but it’s there, bubbling under the surface and just waiting to be addressed

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Ryan on stage at the panel yesterday.

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My RescueVerse Day

Ryan and Oliver photo was first. I lined up at 8:20am. About 20 people in front of me. I blacked out when I got up there. Their eye contact was insane. I couldn’t look at Ryan cause that’s Eddie Diaz and I freaked out. So I focused on Oliver. I said hi and nice to meet you.

I immediately got in line for the trio. Kenny thought I was with the girl in front and we had a silent conversation that I wasn’t 😭 I asked for a trio hug. I squatted down and Ryan and Kenny put their arms around me. My cheek was so close to Kenny. I think Ryan noticed my shirt or something and laughed and said “I see we have a favorite.” I died at that. I realized later I should’ve told Kenny and Ryan I would see them in Nashville.

Got back in line for Oliver solo. I was calming down after that. I was weirdly relaxed for him. When I got up there, I noticed he had bracelets and they looked exactly like the ones I made. Same colors. I thought someone regifted so I was like “I made those” and we chatted about those until I realized it said Buckley while mine said Buck. I asked for a hug for my pose.

After that I went to go get my credit for Aisha then I decided on a whim to use it to do a solo Ryan. So I got back in line for that. I said hi again to Ryan and asked for the hug around the neck. And I told him that I would see him in Nashville.

Panel: (I wrote this down as quickly as I could)

* Input into how characters dress. Mutual collab. Kenny tried mustache in s1. Ryan sent it to Kenny and Kenny pitched it to Tim. Then Oliver started “bring it back” Chant. Ryan said it took him eight seasons to ask about Eddie’s wardrobe

* Difference and similarities. Oliver answered for Kenny. Said he’s similar to Chimney. Ryan said Kenny didn’t want to captain. Ryan to Oliver “you’re very close to s1 right” Oliver said “this is a big mistake” Ryan said the auction video embodied Oliver. Kenny said “take it off” Oliver asked “Kenny do you think Ryan is like Eddie”

* Lightning if it was them. Ryan ran up ladder but Oliver didn’t dangle. Ryan asked what season and we all yelled six and they all just looked impressed. Something about Ryan’s broken nose?? Didn’t catch all that

* Favorite scenes firetruck. Silly little idea headphones and Aisha can laugh/talk without moving her mouth. Ryan said karaoke. Oliver said “you had fun with that?” And he groaned. Kenny asked if they were going really drunk. They blushed and avoided until they admitted they had a little bit to drink. Oliver mentioned again how much he hates singing.

* How they prepare for sad scenes. Kenny listens to music, Oliver gets into the dialogue. Kenny joked “Oliver you can do this.” Mentioned next week’s episode and learned a lot from Kenny. Ryan can’t stay into it. Get in the body the night before. Stays jovial day off and then finds it in the moment. He feels like he gets stuck in his head and has to immediately get out.

* Funniest thing on set. Lot of laughing. Oliver said pilot. Ryan is just idk. Story of Peter walks into the glass door. Couldn’t stop laughing

* Ryan is wearing bracelet

* Characters with a connection. Kenny Spider-Man. Ryan said Batman. Oliver rolled his eyes. Ryan said Zorro too. Oliver tried to avoid it. Ryan said green lantern for oliver. Oliver said he hasn’t really felt that for any character.

* Ryan’s safe space is his kids. Oliver ways to find peace. Kenny said marijuana, drinks, gummies. Just kept listing 😂

* Oliver question. How did he get into photography. He said covid. But because they do interesting things on set and tried to focus on that. And because of his intimate connection with the cast, he can capture moments

* What would they be if they didn’t become actors. Oliver motioned to Ryan. He said professional fighter. Kenny said he would struggle. Oliver manual labor. He considered firefighter

* Question for Ryan. Stories from hero reborn. The original costume was from sex store. Oliver’s face 😭😭 went through five to ten costumes. The fan said it needs another season and Ryan agreed but he would have to get off another show

* Deep question. What would your character as of now say what to tell their s1 or s2 self. Ryan “that you’re going to dance in your underwater” Oliver joke “don’t get too close to Bobby” real “be easy slow down”. Kenny said same

* Asked about tsunami and asked if Oliver got tired. Oliver said it is but it’s fun. And feels accomplished. Asked about train and what season and we all said three. Ryan said “this is so nice.” Said it was the most physically demanding

* Sports fans. Kenny bears. Asked about college and they said no. Oliver said lakers. He said doesn’t follow football but arsenal fan. Ryan said he fell out of it. Oliver “Go Purdue” Kenny said “I went to Purdue” Oliver “for what”

* Switch characters. Oliver said Maddie. Ryan said Athena. Oliver just stared at him. Kenny said “Josh.” Ryan said he should be Sue and Kenny turned around. Ryan said too soon

* What do they want to explore more. Ryan said Eddie wants to explore Eddie’s military background.Oliver said explore Buck’s professional growth aka wants to be captain but not now. Kenny said why he’s called chimney

* Another character to Captain 118. Ryan said Peter from nbc. Ryan said Noah from the pitt. Oliver just was like “why” Kenny said the rookie crossover. Kenny said to buddie podcast to mention it cause tim listens to it. Wildest Kenny said “Walter white”

* Kenny why does he say Diaz the way he does and they just started making fun of him. Ryan was late due to bathroom emergency and Kenny said it and it stuck

* Ryan is shadowing right now to direct!! Hopefully s10

* Any episode that is different on norm. Jinx debate and being spiked. Debating on this week and they said no. Struggled to figured this question out

* Dream crossover. They said Abbott. They pitched it to a writer. How hen has family and they all road trip. High potential Oliver thought he said his idea was high potential. Didn’t realize they meant the show. Ryan said scrubs.

* Where do you go from space. Oliver said deep sea. Oliver said really small

* What artists would characters listen to. Chimney listens to pop. Buck Americana. Zack Bryan-y. Eddie said Tupac

* Favorite episode to film. Oliver said mother’s boy. Oliver said this weeks is special. Beautiful and what 911 is about. Kenny said chimney begins. Ryan said confessions cause he shaved the mustache and dancing. Then Eddie begins. Oliver and Kenny were messing with bracelets while Ryan was talking about Eddie begins

* Hidden talents Kenny breakdance. Ryan said poetry, art but not hidden. Oliver said he’s more musical than people know. Kenny and Ryan just looked at him like “since when?” That went on for a while

* Favorite lines Kenny said “Diaz” Ryan said “the family you chose” Oliver said “love me anyway”

* Superpowers. Super speed. Ryan said flying or teleportation. “Why is buck so out of breathe”

* Plot twist. Oliver said chimney is an arsonist. Kenny said chimney was supposed to and Oliver was like what. And kenny said Oliver told him that

* Ryan joked Athena and Eddie are secretly seeing each other. Oliver said disrespectful and put his head in hands

* Redo an emergency. Tsunami was perfect. Oliver said earthquake. Kenny blimp.

* Speed round of questions

* What you carry. Leader fatherhood

* Ryan if he wants scenes with Maddie

* 999 challenge how long. They said easy.

* Rest of season with a song. Ryan “I don’t want to wait” Oliver “rescue”

* Buck gets into inconvenient. Oliver said if you are Buck (missed the rest)

* Favorite traits Eddie

* Oliver dying. Shooting. Rebar

* Fight in May

* Favorite fruit

* Stolen from set “shoes socks Oliver’s jacket.” Kenny said no comment

* Crazy and dumbest way they got hurt. Ryan cut his foot during s3. Slippers in s3 is because of that

* Movies

* How many takes with fork. Oliver said they didn’t break and did it in the day. It wasn’t in the script and they needed the scene to build momentum

* Ryan understands more Spanish than he speaks. He’s practicing and Eddie deserves to speak it

* What time does Oliver sleep

Last thing was Oliver autograph (I’m doing Ryan and Kenny in Nashville). I had a pen for Oliver to sign the tote and it didn’t work so he had to switch to the sharpie :( I gave him a Buddie and Buck bracelet. I said he probably had plenty but he said what’s more. It was more for me than him anyway.

Throughout the con, I met so many other amazing fans! Just getting to connect and talk face to face was amazing. I heard how the meet and greets went. I heard their theories. We talked about our hot takes. A couple people recognized my url and gifs and that just made me emotional 😭 It was just amazing to find this community of people. I had the best time!

Please enjoy my Buddie photo op.

searchingforglendowerwithleah

So interesting to me how deliberate the homophobia in this episode was and how this is framed as directly impacting Eddie rather than Buck the canonically bisexual character….

There was no need for this plot… if the guys at the diner were just meant to be a misdirect they could have had a minor conflict over ANYTHING else…why did they need to be homophobic to propel the plot?

Also the cop clearly had been told by witnesses they were a gay couple…the cop could have just been portrayed as lazy or that he didn’t believe Eddie. He could have thought Eddie had a brain injury or something and that Buck didn’t even exist…but the show has him repeatedly act micro aggressively towards Eddie for being gay and that’s the reason he is so uncaring about the case (other than thinking Eddie had potentially killed Buck in a gay lovers quarrel)…

Neither of those situations queerphobic framing were necessary for the story’s plot, however, the entirety of Eddie’s arc this episode is REPEATEDLY dominated by him being the subject of homophobia…

“Your kind”, “princess”, “your “friend””, “mend your wing” — that is FOUR homophobic insinuations all directed at EDDIE in the span of one episode.

Why would that be a “straight” characters plot…

bewildered-buck

say it on main @saucerfulofsins! because youre so right!!

Eddie's silence on the whole thing is so fucking loud! previously their relationship and the questions it brings have only been brought up to Buck, and his defense is thin (he's straight, he was a renter, 'i'm not' but not said directly to the 'in love with Eddie' bit but clarified to 'hopelessly pining for')

there is no way that buddie isn't in the works as we speak and i am SO excited to see how they manage it

searchingforglendowerwithleah

Yesssss!!! Because even if Eddie isn’t expressing his identity and revealing his actual feelings something has SHIFTED!!!

Because even though Eddie is a character currently plagued by silence and stasis one incredibly positive shift is him separating himself from performance!!! He is no longer capable of “wearing a mask”, disguising himself, or performing heterosexuality. He has removed himself completely from dating women (dare I say that has been his most overt, consistent and overarching plot line this season) AND he doesn’t deny the queer accusations thrown at him this episode.

I’m still not sure if Eddie KNOWS he is gay, but at least subconsciously we see an awareness. He is still denying himself joy but he is no longer denying himself truth. We haven’t seen the lie of saying he is straight or denying the intimacy of his and Bucks relationship even when he had multiple chances to do so this episode. In this (closeted) limbo the only choice is silence!!!!

However, this is television and so silence is temporary and the queer subtext this season is LOUD! I must conclude that is leading to something.

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the narrative continues to set up how gentle eddie is when someone hurts him. his parents steal his son? it sucks, but he will still kiss his mother on the forehead. abigail is stalking him which in turn causes her dad to stalk him? well, she is a misguided teenager who needs help, and eddie can help her. but if someone does something that could hurt chris or buck, eddie does not back down. a man was ableist about chris, and eddie gets arrested after punching him. a woman takes buck, and eddie is prepared to shoot her or use her as a human shield if it meant getting buck back. his job is to help people, and that is always his first instinct EXCEPT when it threatens chris or buck in any way. because eddie will always put his family above all else.

searchingforglendowerwithleah

Because his love is stronger than his anger!!!!!!

When asked if he is an angry man Eddie replies not anymore but the truth is he never was!!!!!!!!