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One year, one full circle.

Yesterday marked one year since Jordons death. One year since I lost the love of my life and best friend of 7 years, One year since my entire life fell apart in front of my eyes, and one year since I was forced to start finding who I am without him by my side...forced to begin the life Jordy chose for me. I've made a million mistakes in the last 12 months, but I've also realized and overcome a million other things i thought I'd never be able to Get through. I didn't accomplish everything I hoped to, in fact I fucked a lot of it up and I'm still working for them..but I feel like I've made a full circle. It's day 366 without him and yes I'm still hurting just as bad as I hurt on this day a year ago, but I feel like a new person, like change is in the air...and I feel like going with it. I feel like I'm finally ready to let go and go with the change instead of freaking out and making it stop. I'm excited to change, to embrace the new me a year later. I refuse to let this year revolve around me being sad over Jordon I just can't do it anymore, he gave me this life and I've made a year of it sad and trying to put the pieces together. But now they're together and in ready to really really live the life he gave me with excitement because I know that's exactly what he'd want me to do. Ok random rant over