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ind. sel. private alex mchugh of chuck. sideblog to thexcasey. loved by elvira. old as dirt. low activity!!!

[bisexualopinions]

“do you like boys or girls?” yes.

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@demorganed​ said:  “  you're  no  longer  a  perfect  10.  ” 😬

“i can only assume you mean because i’ve surpassed a 10...”

[blackcatrph]

** assorted chuck quotes pt one.

“  i  don't  run.  i  stalk  my  prey.  ”  

“  if  you  ever  want  to  save  the  world  again,  you  know  where  i  am.  ”

“  with  all  due  respect,  shut  up.  we're  saving  you.  ”

“  you  shot  down  my  helicopter  with  my  own  damn  gun  !  ”

“  this  is  real  ?  you  really  love  me  ?  ”

“  i  was  an  assignment,  and  then  you  fell  in  love  with  me.  ”

“  of  course  she's  not  picking  up,  she's  evil  !  ”

“  a  cloak  of  invisibility.  yes  !  you're  a  wizard,  harry.  ”

“  you're  out-gunned,  out-manned,  out…side,  and  it's  a  lovely  day,  so  throw  down  your  gun  and  nobody  gets  hurt.  ”

“  i  am  the  most  powerful  weapon  in  the  world  !  ”

“  you're  no  longer  a  perfect  10.  ”

“  you  really  love  it  here,  don't  you  ?  ”

“  it's  not  always  easy  to  trick  a  mental  patient.  ”

“  i'm  a  much  bigger  nerd  than  you  thought  i  was.  ”

“  water  can  only  dilute  this  feeling.  ”

“  this  is  my  team  and  nobody  is  going  to  take  us  down.  ”

 “  that  plan’s  kind  of  vague.  ”

“  it’s  a  bit  like  old  times  isn’t  it  ?  ”

“  looks  like  you  walked  into  the  wrong  cult,  bitch.  ”

“  just  admit  that  you  cannot  handle  the  fact  that  i'm  the  badass  operative,  with  the  badass  tips,  and  you're  the  dorky  sidekick  !  ”

“  is  that  a  zip  drive  in  your  pocket  or  are  you  just  excited  to  see  me  ?  ”

“  you  ever  have  sex  with  someone  who  just  tried  to  kill  you ?  it's  incredible.  ”    

“  it  made  a  nasty  scar  right  over  one  of  my  favourite  scars.  ”

“  i  want  it  noted  that  i  took  out  six  of  their  guys.  ”

“  this  is  what  happens  when  you  draw  your  plans  from  star  wars.  ”

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ik i did this to myself but i hate it thx

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youdbetonme​:

   Sarah, Morgan, Marine - Casey, government agent, he notes down the names, the details the girl - Alex - lets slip, things to bring up later when they debrief her once she’s on board. One of his men comes up next to him, a quick, “All clear on the boat, sir,” before stepping back and standing at attention. He nods in response and looks back at the girl, considering the next plan of action. They couldn’t leave her there, obviously, and whilst he was quite certain she was immune there were no guarantees. They’d have to get her tested for the virus, and give her a general check-up over all. The real issue was what to do with her when all that was done; one extra person meant one more mouth to feed, and it would be a while yet before they were gonna be anywhere near land again, not when they were still deciding on the safest place to bring the cure.

   “That’s alright, Alex, it’s all going to be okay now. I’m gonna take you on board the ship, we’re gonna get you checked out and cleaned up. Can you stand, Alex?”

leaving here means leaving her father’s lifeless body. not that there was anything she could do with it. there would be no funeral. no memorial. she doesn’t even want to think about sarah and morgan right now. tears slip down her cheeks as she finds herself nodding automatically and she stands carefully, slowly, with a hand on the wall. she’s a little dizzy, but over all, alright. she’s clutching her dad’s rings, the marine corp one and  his wedding band, tightly in her hand. they were the last things he had given her before... 

she wipes at her eyes with her free hand and takes a step closer to tom, sniffling. “i...” she glances to the room where her father’s body lies, drawing in a shaky breath as her lips tremble. “i love you, dad,” she whispers, eyes closing for a moment, pushing a stream of tears down her face. her arms wrap around her body, hand clenches tightly around his rings and looks up at tom, nodding. if she doesn’t leave now, she might not ever.

[rivvah]

taylor swift * folklore starters

THE 1

i’m doing good, i’m on some new shit

and if you wanted me, you really should’ve showed

but we were something, don’t you think so?

and if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you

in my defence, i have none

but it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one

if one thing had been different, would everything be different today

CARDIGAN

when you are young they assume you know nothing

i knew you

baby kiss it better

you put me on and said i was your favourite

a friend to all is a friend to none

chase two girls, lose the one

you drew stars around my scars

but now i’m bleeding

tried to change the ending

i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs

cause i knew everything when i was young

and i knew you’d come back to me

THE LAST GREAT AMERICAN DYNASTY

how did a middle class divorcée do it?

there’s only so far new money goes

their parties were tasteful, if a little loud

there goes the last great american dynasty

who knows, if she never showed up what could’ve been

she had a marvellous time ruining everything

there goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen

she stole his dog and dyed it key lime green

i had a marvellous time ruining everything

EXILE

i can see you standin’ honey

and it took you five whole minutes to pack us up and leave me with it

i think i’ve seen this film before

you’re not my homeland anymore

now i’m in exile seein’ you out

i can see you starin’ honey

like you’d get your knuckles bloody for me

those eyes add insult to injury

i’m not your problem anymore

so who am i offending now?

we always walked a very thin line

you didn’t even hear me out

i never learned to read your mind

MY TEARS RICOCHET

even on my worst day, did i deserve babe, all the hell you gave me?

i swear i loved you

i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace

and if i’m dead to you, why are you at the wake?

you know i didn’t want to have to haunt you

cause when i’d fight, you used to tell me i was brave

and i can go anywhere i want, just not home

you had to kill me, but it killed you just the same

you turned into your worst fears

MIRRORBALL

and when i break, it’s in a million pieces

hush

you’ll find me on my tallest tiptoes spinning in my highest heels

i know they said the end is near

i can change everything about me to fit in

i’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me

i’m still a believer but i don’t know why

SEVEN

please picture me in the trees

i was too scared to jump in

are there still beautiful things?

cross your heart, won’t tell no other

and thought i can’t recall your face, i still got love for you

love you to the moon and to saturn

and i’ve been meaning to tell you

i think your house is haunted

i used to scream ferociously

AUGUST

i never needed anything more

are you sure?

never have i ever before

cause it was never mine

and i can see us twisted in bedsheets

cause you were never mine

i remember thinking i had you

wanting was enough

for me, it was enough

so much for summer love, and saying “us”

cause you weren’t mine to lose

THIS IS ME TRYING

i’ve been having a hard time adjusting

i didn’t know if you’d care if i came back

i have a lot of regrets about that

and maybe i don’t quite know what to say

i just wanted you to know that this is me trying

they told me all of my cages were mental

so i got wasted like all my potential

i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

but i didn’t pour the whiskey

at least i’m trying

it’s hard to be anywhere these days

ILLICIT AFFAIRS

make sure nobody sees you leave

tell your friends you’re out for a run

take the road less travelled by

and that’s the thing about illicit affairs

like you don’t even exist

but they lie, and they lie, and they lie, a million little times

don’t call me kid

don’t call me baby

look at this godforsaken mess that you made me

for you, i would ruin myself

INVISIBLE STRING

i used to think i would meet somebody there

were there clues i didn’t see?

all along, there was some invisible string tying you to me

you ate at my favourite spot for dinner

something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire

one single thread of gold tied me to you

hell was the journey but it brought me heaven

MAD WOMAN

what did you think i’d say to that?

what do you sing on your drive home?

every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy

and when you say i seem angry, i get more angry

what a shame, she went mad

no one likes a mad woman

you made her like that

it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together

cause you took everything from me

the master of spin has a couple side flings

good wives always know

EPIPHANY

just a flesh wound

___, i think he’s bleedin’ out

something med school did not cover

doc, i think she’s crashin’ out

and some things you just can’t speak about

to make some sense of what you’ve seen

BETTY

but i think it’s cause of me

it’s like i couldn’t breathe

you can’t believe a word she says

the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you

would you have me?

would you want me?

would you tell me to go straight to hell?

i’m only seventeen, i don’t know anything

but i know i miss you

just thinking of you

i dreamt of you all summer long

the only thing i wanna do is make it up to you

PEACE

i never had the courage of my convictions

as long as danger is near

but i would die for you in secret

the devil’s in the details

but you got a friend in me

your integrity makes me seem small

and you know that i’d swing with you for the fences

and you know that i’d sit with you in the trenches

and you know that i’d give you my wild

and you know that i’d give you my child

is it enough?

all these people think love’s for show

would it be enough if i could never give you peace?

HOAX

this has broken me down

stood on the cliffside screaming “give me a reason”

your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in

don’t want no other shade of blue but you

i am ash from your fire

you know i left a part of me back in new york

you knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for

you knew it still hurts underneath my scares

you knew you won, so what’s the point of keeping score?

darling, this was just as hard

you have beaten my heart

no other sadness in the world would do

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youdbetonme​:

   It was just a little houseboat, nothing too suspicious - except that it was a little houseboat, with a quiet, scared little voice whispering into the radio, out in the middle of the ocean. The fact that it hadn’t capsized, hadn’t been destroyed by storms or waves or anything else on these waters. So, no, not really suspicious, but all the more suspicious because of it. Commander Chandler didn’t even really need to be with the team to check out the vessel, but something about it just didn’t sit right with him.

  Finding anyone on board - giving how far they were from any kind of land - would have been suspicious, reedy siren’s call or not, but the dead bodies on dead with rashes on their bodies and dried blood caked on their faces just made it more so.

  The girl was young, and scared, pale and malnourished, but she wasn’t sick. She couldn’t be, not with the bodies outside. So he stowed his weapons, and took slow measured steps towards, stating his name and rank and waiting for her response. Shock, maybe.

   “I know, I know you’re not - ma’am, I’m Commander Tom Chandler, of the US Navy. Can you tell me your name? Can you tell me what happened here?”

she nodded at his words, trying not to look into his eyes. they were far too close to her dad’s. she didn’t move, though, afraid if she stood she might pass out. “i, um--i’m alex... alex...casey... and my dad, he.... he brought me here because it was supposed to be safe... and sarah and morgan, they were supposed to meet us, but they never showed up,” she said, tears streaming down her face. “i don’t know where they are!” she sobbed, head down against her knees as she shook.

after a moment, she looked back up at him, blinking back more tears. “you said... navy? my.... my dad was marines and.... then...” did the secret matter now? she didn’t know. he was dead. what worse thing could poissibly happen to him? “he was a government agent... they said the cure was coming, but...” she shook her head, looking down again.

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she’s staring at the wall, unmoving until the booming voice of someone startles her and she looks at the doorway, panicked. she can’t get anymore pressed against the wall and she’s shaking from head to toe. the man doesn’t look sick. soon there’s two more filing into the room. navy uniforms. he’s saying something, but she feels delirious. she doesn’t have a fever, though. she never did. finally, she lets her eyes meet the man’s. they’re blue. like her dad’s. and that’s when the tears fall. 

“--i--i’m not sick... i never got sick... everyone else did...” she says, eyes glancing to the room next to the one she’s in, her voice shaking worse than her body. she doesn’t know when she ate last. or had water. she’s been confined to this room for hours.... maybe days? she really doesn’t know. 

@youdbetonme​ pls save her thank u

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“and now the storm is comin’...”

@shespied​ miss americana and the heartbreak prince taylor swift

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charlesxcarmichael​:

“Look, I’ve known Morgan basically all of my life. Whatever he did, I can guarantee he didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“He texted me D-U-M-P-D. He didn’t even spell it right for one! And now he’s---I don’t know, Chuck. I love him. This kind of thing doesn’t exactly just go away.”

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charlesxcarmichael​:

v.s. the Fallen Hero

In the time Chuck had known him Casey had been hurt half a dozen times. Mostly gunshot wounds. But never like this. Never something that landed him, unconscious, in a hospital bed with a broken… everything and never because of Sarah. There’d been tears enough of his own. Chuck hugged his arms over his chest and glanced back at Casey, who looked strangely small lying there, “All I meant is they said he looks worse than he is, okay? So don’t cry, cause he’s gonna be okay. Believe me, at this point, I’m pretty sure John Casey’s Kryptonian.” A hand touched against Alex’s arm. “He’ll be okay.”

Please let it not be one more lie.

Alex laughed, though it was punctuated with a sob. She gently squeezed her father’s hand, bottom lip trembling as she looked back at him for a long moment. “What really happened?” she finally asked, looking back up at Chuck. She knew he’d fallen from the sixth story window, but the other details had been omitted and she wanted to know---she needed to know. “Do you know who did it?” 

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brokenspy​:

“- how many drinks did you have before i got here?”

“irrelevant. i’m saying it’s not fair that i can’t make sergeant just because i have boobs. i’m more qualified than wilson! i even have a freakin’ degree! in criminal justice! you know... our job! he doesn’t have that and he doesn’t had---didn’t have to... i mean he doesn’t do the training thing like i do. i’m always in training! and why would they send me to a leadership course if they’re not gonna make me leadership. this is bullshit!”

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“I wanna be defined by the things that I love, not the things I hate. Not the things I'm afraid of... of the things that haunt me in the middle of the night.”

@bonsaisniper​ daylight taylor swift

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“There are so many lines that I've crossed, unforgiven.”

@charlesxcarmichael​ it’s nice to have a friend taylor swift

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“You need to calm down. You’re bein’ too loud.”

@charlesxcarmichael​ you need to calm down taylor swift

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“we were stupid to jump.”

@brokenspy​ false god taylor

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“They say the road gets hard and you get lost when you're led by blind faith .”

@bonsaisniper​ false god taylor swift