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Put a “Tell me" in my ask and my character will answer…

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If you snuck into my room I would:

[  ] Go back to sleep                 [  ] Kick you out [  ] Cuddle with you                   [  ] Be like “How in the world?” [  ] Let you sleep on the floor    [  ] Become angry

If you kissed me (or hugged) I would:

[  ] Kiss or hug you back                       [  ] Smile and laugh [  ] Stiffen, and feel uncomfortable        [  ] Push you away [  ] Be shocked                                       [  ] Strike you

If you asked me to go out with you for a day I would say:

[  ] No          [  ] Yes          [  ] Most certainly not.          [ ] Without hesitation.

You are:

[  ] Cute          [  ] Adorable          [  ] Attractive          [  ] Beautiful [  ] Okay         [  ] Ugly                 [  ] Am not going to grace this with an answer

You are to me a:

[  ] Stranger          [  ] Acquaintance          [  ] Ally [  ] Friend              [  ] Love                        [  ] Rival [  ] Enemy

I find you to be:

[  ] Pathetic          [  ] Off no consequence          [  ] Intriguing [  ] Frightening     [  ] Unsettling                          [  ] Annoying [  ] Infuriating       [  ] Pleasant company            [  ] Comforting [  ]  Unable to be lived without                            [  ] Trustworthy

 (- Based of askboxmemes’s post.)

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          ( i’m working on some stuff right now, but like for a starter! )

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          ( shit, i keep forgetting to work on hitomi’s magi page. )

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          ( if i had a functioning tablet, i could scribble up a lot of the ideas i have pretty quickly, but i guess i’m just stuck with my pencil and paper for that. )

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Her expression of confusion turned to one of fear, of paralyzing fear and sorrow. All of her hallucinations could touch her, a haunting burning cold against her scarred skin. If this hallucination really was what it was, she knew it would break her more.

But… a spark of hope, of burning fearful hope, told her it would be okay.

                     If it’s really you, Hitomi….

A shaking hand moved from her side to reach out to Hitomi’s hand, tears burning in the corners of her eyes.

                                      If this horrible pain is finally finished….

Warm fingers wrapped around a warm hand.

The last straw broke on her back, her tears hot and heavy streaking down her red cheeks. Her lips quivered, grasping that warm hand offered to her, even though her arm shook.

                 “ I-It’s really you…. Hitomi….”

                “ H-Hitomi…. Hitomi….!”

          “ Sayaka... ”

              Warm tears started to rolled down Hitomi’s cheeks as              she gripped Sayaka’s familiar hand. A slight smile              formed on her lips, this was the happiest she had felt in              a long time. Letting go of her grasp on Sayaka’s hand,              she pulled her into a tight hug. She gently stroked her              silky blue hair and tried to calm her tears.

          “ It’s going to be alright, I’m here for you... And I won’t ever              leave again, okay? I promise. “

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Was this even real? Was she even awake? This couldn’t be correct at all, not in the slightest. This was cruel, absolutely cruel. She had wanted this. She wanted this before she lost herself and dove into her darkness, to reconcile and fix the mistakes made. How cruel of this dream, or hallucination, or whatever it was, to tease her with a future that never came for her.

She bitterly wondered if Hitomi ever realized her actions had hurt her, that she had left a bitter scar on her heart, one still throbbing painfully as she listened.

                  “ This…. is a joke, right?”

She stepped forward, her face one of cracking stone, bleeding emotions of anger and confusion peeking through a solemn expression.

                  “ You… aren’t really here, are you? Is this some cruel game, to play with me? I’ve had enough hallucinations…”

          “ A joke...? I would never joke about this, I’m completely serious! “

                Hitomi felt tears welling in her eyes as she saw Sayaka’s                strained expression. What was she talking about? She was                no hallucination, she knew that, but Sayaka didn’t. Had                what she’d gone through really messed with her psyche that                much?  Hitomi had to prove that she was really there, that                she was real. Letting out a sigh to compose herself and                stretching her hand outward, she calmly gazed into Sayaka’s                eyes.

          “ Here, touch my hand. It won't fade away... “

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          ( all i can see kyousuke as is a huge asshole that takes sayaka for granted and treats hitomi like crap. )

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Was this how she would be punished for killing them? She had experienced hallucinations aplenty before, but this was just worse. One that could speak to her, actually look and walk toward her. As if she were still alive, as if she still cared.

She almost expected the hallucination of Kyousuke to appear beside her, sneer at her with bloodied teeth, spit acid at her.

She was already losing her mind. What would happen if she humored this hallucination?

               “ What did you want to talk about?”

          “ I don’t even know where to begin... “

              Hitomi thought for a moment, there was so much that she              needed to say. She had been bottling up so many emotions,              she had to get them off her chest. Raising a hand and              placing it on her chest, she let out a puff of breath. She              connected her gaze with Sayaka’s.

          “ I want to reconcile with you, Sayaka-san. After Madoka and you              started to drift away from me, I was so sad... I thought that my              only salvation was Kyousuke, I thought he could make me happy.              When I realized that I was wrong, it was too late. What I needed              was my childhood friends, but you were gone by then... I became              so bitter... But I don’t want to be bitter anymore. I want to be              happy... And I want you to be happy too. Please, let me help you              be happy! “

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           ( things that fuck me up ; hitomi sobbing into her hands at sayaka’s funeral. )

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She resisted grimacing, or crying, at the sight of the green haired enemy friend cry for her return. It had been so long since she lost her, she was sure this was a hallucination before her. Hitomi finding her on her return home, on her pause before the long trek to the outer district at the school, in her magical girl outfit.

                                                 You cannot be real.

She absently wiped the blood off her hands behind her back.

                          “ Hitomi….”

          “ You’re still upset, aren’t you? I’d be lying if I said I didn’t know why... “

               Hitomi bit her lip hard. Ever since the day she told Sayaka the truth,                there was a strong tension between them. On this night however, it                felt as if a heavy fog had entrapped the both of them. A shiver ran                down her spine. Something wasn’t right, this all felt like a strange                dream. Or, perhaps, a nightmare.

          “ I - I need to talk with you... “

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Shizuki Hitomi’s fan magi theme ; Whereabouts of Wind by Hideaki Matsumoto.

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           ( so i was skimming through the wraith arc for more hitomi icons and i have a sneaking suspicion that she’s gonna come back later in a really important way. or at least that’s what i hope. )

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Tomoe Mami ; the sisterly magical girl of Mitakihara.

I feel so light. This is the first time I feel so happy during battle. I'm not afraid of anything any more... Because I'm not alone any more.

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          ( I’m super excited to rp hitomi since i’ve been thinking a lot about her relationships with the other girls. )

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@curtus-patronus.

          “ S-Sayaka, I’ve been so worried! I’m so glad to finally see you. “

                Hitomi could feel the tears welling in her eyes when she                encountered Sayaka at the school’s courtyard that night.                It had almost been a week since she was reported missing,                Hitomi started to fear the worst. Rubbing her eyes, she gave                a light laugh. It felt like a dream, with Sayaka wearing such                a strange outfit, but Hitomi didn’t care. To her, this was a                dream come true. Sayaka was alive and safe, her prayers                didn’t go to waste.