So uhhh..
You know how when a person doesn't post for a while and they return they usually start off with "Hello! I'm not dead!", yeah so welcome to Ukraine circa 2023 I quite literally gotta say that I am actually not dead, and I hope it stays like that for the foreseeable future but you know missiles happen
So, what happened, I had a little mental health oopsie daisy in like 2020 and talking to people became way too scary so I just disappeared from the internet, waiting till therapy or pills work, or covid to end, to just have time to breathe and get back on my feet, So Yeah instead of that we got Literal Fucking War so... yeah.
War is Hell, and I am so proud of people here who still keep on. Hurt, tired, angry, but still living and helping and fighting wherever they are, standing tall in the face of those fuckers who don't even count us as human beings. For year and a half so far and however more that's necessary.
The way war surrounds you, your actual home as well as your thoughts, what you see, what you read, and just how much of that information is about civilian people getting hurt, it just... it messes with you in ways I probably could not ever explain. Personally I think I have lost ability to emotionally process things, just kind of blanking out where emotion is needed. But it's not the worst way to cope so anyway.
So, I think I will post some art here maybe again? I loved this place, and rotating ocs in my head is still my main hobby, i kind of sidestepped more into dnd rather than StarCraft but oh well. We'll see
And if you're ruzsian - leave me alone. Just leave all of us alone for god's sake
