⊠milk delivery â "the places youâve been carrying too much alone."âŠ
it's funny how kids movies are almost (never) built for children but for the adults watching with them.
for example, zootopia 2
when it first came out i was like,
oh ion wanna see that bs.
they always making a sequel.
and then i saw a preview,
so i took my little happy ass to my website and watched it lmaoo.
i loved it ofc,
idk why i was being a downer.
maybe it's because of wicked and wicked 2 (whatever that title is)
has been pissing me off.
but
i did in fact enjoy it.
some raunchy ass jokes that caught me off guard bc it was so DELIBRATE
wtf??
some of those kids gonna catch on
anyways.
multiple themes but one stuck out,
"you will succeed"
now you know i dont do the whole
"speak it into existence type of thing" manifestation
without the work put into it.
there's a piece where one of the characters say (and i'm paraphrasing)
"it's not meant to be on your shoulders like this.
i know i came to fix things, but my family wouldn't want me to bear that responsibly"
and i was like.
no fucking way.
that's touching wayyyy too close, wtf??
your burdens you are carrying are not even your own.
you have shouldered multiple people,
multiple generations within your family's issues and made them your own.
and i understand that you love them,
but you cannot give your all when every time you stand up,
you're wobbling because you forgot to put gas in your own car.
if they ordered doordash and they live 5 miles away,
and you got your tank on empty, but you accept the job anyway knowing you don't have the money or gas
you will get stuck,
you will get stranded.
cause once the car stops,
doordash support doesn't say anything except "can you deliver it on foot?"
but it's snowing,
hard.
it's not possible to make it on foot especially bc your car is in an area that you don't understand, let alone know.
you only came here because someone told you that you'd make really good money here.
now you have to figure out what to do because you can't pay for a tow,
don't have gas money.
and the job you picked up took you to a rural area,
just completely fucked all around.
not to mention, there's no gas so you cannot turn it on to keep you warm.
it's cold as fuck outside??
do not take that order if you know you cannot make it.
and don't try to negotiate either.
there is no "oh i'll be fine."
no.
there's no gas.
and you don't know it but,
the fuel has been leaking too.
so you don't even know you're losing more gas than you think.
and the leak?
thatâs generational trauma.
thatâs survival identity.
thatâs carrying lineage wounds.
thatâs taking responsibility that was never yours.
that's carrying the world on your shoulders.
it's too heavy.
put it down.
and breathe.
they'll be fine,
they won't like it but,
that's only because they just liked when you made it easier.
â 11/1/2025 â ?? AM CST
(nice way to start the month smh,
forgot to note what time i started writing)
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