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⊂⊃﹑18+ PICK A CARD : your sex appeal; fantasies people have about you

mdni; strong mentions of sexual content.

little bit of a different format since i don't have the time to do my usual one. this is my first nsfw pac as well as the first pac of the year since i've been crazy busy with academics. hopefully, i'll be able to be more active soon.

pile 1 ₊⊹

If this topic is triggering for you, please feel free to skip it. This reading will still be here when you're ready to read it.

Quite a few of you have a very difficult relationship with your sexuality. In fact, the phrase "stilted seduction" came to mind. You could have been conditioned to believe that any self-expression even remotely sensual, not even sexual, is almost equivalent to "asking for it."

Most of you have a difficult time imagining you have a sex appeal at all and could have chosen this PAC to get validation that it is not the case. However, I honestly don't feel comfortable diving into the sex appeal of this pile because there's so much resistance and discomfort, that I sense you just want to force through instead of doing the work to deconstruct the shame you feel around sex. If you identify as a woman, you could not feel like a "whole" woman or a "real" woman because you can't access being sensual or seductive. You feel that you don't have the charm your peers easily wield nor can you get the person you have your eyes set on as easily as the others.

There's also a lot of anger and resentment underneath it all due to being unable to express yourself this way. Anger at the people who've instilled this shame in you, anger towards the people who have it easier than you and get what you want, anger and disgust towards yourself even.

Once again, if you identify as a woman, you might have had a phase where you thought it's easier to be thought of as "one of the boys" rather than a genuine romantic interest. And you really leaned into this, because it was the only way of getting attention from the people you liked. Some of you might have had a pick-me phase too. Growing up "ugly" or attracting unwanted attraction could be something you faced that also added to this stunted relationship with desirability.

I know that the PAC is meant to get into your sex appeal, but there is far too much fear and anxiety surrounding this topic and I do not feel comfortable forcing it. I've already tried to work on this pile for weeks but it just isn't happening so I'm going to take that a sign. Even a scenario I channeled was quite sad and from your end, rather than what others think about you. Some of you feel that even if you do get chosen, you're only the consolation prize and your person will always imagine someone else in your stead.

Pile 1s, what you need is a whole lot of healing and kindness towards yourself as well as others. I'm sensing some of you could have been quite nasty or passive aggressive to those close to you during rough patches due to envy or jealousy. You've judged others for being "overly promiscuous", for freely enjoying even pieces of media that depict sensuality/sexuality, but now that you've somewhat found in in yourself to explore it yourself, you fear others will do the same and get defensive in advance.

We all have moments we are not proud of but it is important to forgive and move ahead.

The messages for this pile are quite blunt and I don't feel called to sugarcoat it. Normally, I'd provide suggestions on how to go forward from here but Spirit merely wants attention to be brought to these patterns so that you are aware of it. And to do the work required to overcome this. Some of you have a habit of spiraling into shame & resentment, followed by quick fix of some kind to make yourself feel better. There's a whole lot of denial going on within that needs to be looked into.

Even though this wasn't what I intended for this pile, I still hope it provided some helpful insight for you all.

channeled messages : "it is easier to be competent than sexy."

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pile 2 ₊⊹

It’s giving Higuruma from JJK. Would not be surprised if y'all had dark circles that added to your appeal. Something about your tired expression, or the somber tone could get people going. Sex could be a huge part of your wind-down or stress release routine.

Also, the way you guys refrain from giving in way too easily. Not necessarily playing hard to get, but you don’t mind waiting. It’s like an unaffected mountain of patience and calm while the other person is deep into their desire. Even if you verbally affirm something (like yeah I'll come over to your place at 7) the other person could read it as simply another appointment to you because you don’t react to specially to it. You’re constantly busy and some of you could have pain in your shoulders or back.

I just heard “I could fix that.” The people you attract with your appeal are very eager to please or want to be of use to you in bed. They seek acknowledgement or praise or some evidence to see that they affect you too.

I feel like you come off as apathetic to most people. Because of this, whenever someone sees you passionate about something, whether it's for work or a hobby, they find that incredibly alluring and dare I say, even sexy.

I feel like if someone communicates this to you, you’d be a little amused and tease them. If you aren’t confident in your sexuality now, then perhaps this is later on in your journey, or just your admirer’s obsession (less likely), but I imagine you teasing them like “aw, my good girl/boy doesn’t see how affected I am by them, hm?” while touching them and getting them worked up. I feel like you’d tease them mercilessly through actions or words, before letting them take control as a way of apologizing. You’d whisper into their ear about what they do to you, about your arousal and take pleasure in their reactions.

Your sex appeal is coming through as chill, laid-back and confident. Primarily, you use it as a stress-relief or at least that’s what your partners perceive it to be. Some of your lovers do end up feeling a bit neglected/ not getting as much care or attention as they need, so pay attention to that and try to open up a dialogue.

You could blurt out sexual stuff quite bluntly (with tact ofc) that gets others flustered and you enjoy that reaction. You prefer it aa your method of flirting because it takes less energy and still has quite an effect them.

They’re very eager to please you. I feel like most of you have arrangements for sex rather than a committed relationship.

Idk if you set the boundaries properly, but communication doesn’t really seem to be going on unless it’s for a booty call. But it’s a 180 during sex, you’re more attentive and all that attention is finally present now. It’s very flattering for other person and they once again want to please you. I feel like you could get head often or people definitely fantasize about giving you head often.

Going to be honest pile 2, you should communicate with your booty call cause they ain't getting all that from their sex life with you when it comes to the emotional part. Maybe the aftercare isn't quite meeting all their needs or something else. It’s on them to communicate too but I feel like they place you on a pedestal and are a bit intimidated. It is the same if you're in a relationship. They don’t want to seem too difficult “otherwise you’ll stop calling” is what I heard.

Your strengths lie in prolonging the softer moments, long make-out sessions with you where there’s loads of sensual kissing, setting up the atmosphere, edging, etc. A wilder side is unleashed that your admirers are enchanted to see and want to be the only one who gets to see such a side of you.

channeled messages: "i wanna ride," cross-fading

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pile 3 ₊⊹

It's giving forest-recluse-faerie who’s happy with their animals, doesn’t go out into town much and is a bit skeptical of people approaching their, especially with romantic intentions. But a hunter who catches sight of her is bewitched by them.

There’s something very pure about you and I don’t mean it in a virginal sense. Pure of heart. You could be very kind to animals and have lots of compassion for beings or causes that people normally overlook, but when it comes to humans you could view them with a natural distrust and keeping your distance. This fascinates people. Especially someone who’s seen you be so kind to strays for example is a bit confused when you’re standoffish and cold when they approach you.

It’s not as if you’re completely closed off. You have a rich inner world that you have painstakingly cultivated (and brought back to life is what I’m hearing) People in the past have trampled on your heart so now you’re very careful about who you bring into your inner sanctuary. There’s this one specific memory where you show someone something really precious to you and then they sort of dismiss it like “That’s it? That’s what you wanted me here for?” For some of you, they could have also tried to get into your pants right after that which made you really jaded. For the ones you do care about, you share freely with them and others wonder why they can’t get that with you. You might find that people are even more insistent on getting with you ever since you imposed stricter boundaries as they view it as a challenge.

But even when they can’t get past the wall, they can still see the sharp wit and intellect. It’s something most of them struggle to keep up which is why these sort of people don’t usually impress you.

Which leads me to the sexual fantasies— they want you to touch them with wonder. They want you to direct that gaze of curiosity and awe when it comes to them. They want to "train" you. Hear you. They want you to trail your hands all over their body. They dream of you approaching them and then seducing them, like some sort of fairy nymph that just sits don on their lap one day, teasing and playing until they finally can’t bear it anymore. They're very in awe of your body. Most of the fantasies are just unabashed checking out and exploration your body, being able to touch you and to gaze at you when you’re at your most intimate. Some of them want to watch you masturbate. They want to look at that blissed out look on your face so that they can have something for their spank bank.

channeled messages : "There you are again," hide and seek, roleplay, CNC, impact play, voyeurism, peeping tom roleplay/fantasies.

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i had originally planned to do written scenarios for each pile but i was practically writing smut so i scrapped it. i'll save that for future readings.

like i said, this is my first nsfw reading so i'd love to hear yall's thoughts on it!! pls do comment and reblog if you enjoyed it xx

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your next relationship

we are looking into your next relationship!! I've been putting this off because I haven't been in the love mood, but I'm so glad I did this reading!! I hope you all enjoy!

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture draws you in. remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!!

pile one

welcome to your reading pile one! i hope you are splendid today! let me start off by saying this relationship will change you and your life. you and your partner are meant to come together to have this relationship with each other; it is a big part of your journey. i wonder if you have been single for a long time, and this has been a long time coming. i also feel like you're not expecting this person to come in, you may be very focused on yourself, so this may be a bit triggering, and may awaken some past fears that need to be worked through.

honestly, this is one of the best energies i've felt, i feel like this is going to be such a beautiful relationship! you'll be in an extremely happy state that i don't think you've been in for a while, i see different parts of you awakening and becoming more open and free, especially your inner child. you will be extremely happy pile one.

adding onto that, harmony and contentment have a very strong presence here. the foundation of your next relationship may be built on a shared sense of happiness and mutual emotional support. there's a feeling of completeness and peacefulness that both of you will have, this will foster an environment where both of you feel secure and valued. i swear you guys, i keep hearing destined, i really think you both will feel like fate put you two together. for some of you, this could even be your future spouse, otherwise this is just going to be longterm. i also keep thinking that it's been a long time for both of you since you've been in a relationship, you could've even given up on love, but this relationship will change everything you thought about it!

there is also a youthful and curious energy that's tied to emotions and communication here too. your next relationship will involve an openness to exploring feelings with a sense of wonder and a fresh perspective. this is so cute, i kind of feel like this love will make you feel young and giddy again, no matter what age you are. it will reignite a spark in both of you that you thought went out a long time ago. going back to how this may have been a long time coming for you, there is a call to embrace vulnerability and the willingness to express your emotions honestly, because i feel like it may be a tad bit difficult for you guys at first. you can embrace these things with a creative or playful approach, and this will breathe life into your connection. you guys match very well, your humour could be the same, you may have the same type of personality, you guys just click and it's so cute!!

going back to what i said about this connection changing your life, there's a powerful moment of reckoning or awakening that will happen. this relationship will be a catalyst for significant personal growth for the both of you, encouraging you guys to confront your past patterns or decisions with clarity and a renewed self-awareness. there could be a profound shift in understanding what truly matters in life or in this connection, leading you two to a sense of liberation or a new way of engaging with yourselves and each other. now, this may not always be easy, but it promises a deeper integration of experience, and a forward movement together towards greater authenticity. you guys genuinely seem like very level-headed people, i actually think this process will be quite easy for the two of you. it seems like you guys really want to make this work!

cards: 10 of cups, page of cups, judgement

pile two

welcome to your reading pile two! i hope you are having a great day! your next relationship will be extremely healing to you. when i pulled the cards for this pile, i started to get extremely emotional, so i wonder if you've been waiting for this for a very long time. i also think you were patiently waiting too, you guys have such sweet energy, i just want to give you a huge hug!! there could be a connection that you released yourself from, and it was extremely painful for you. this could have been a long term connection, or an on and off situationship, and you've been slowly picking up the pieces by yourself. you guys are very aware as well, you understand that you need this time to heal and tend to your wounds. i do feel like this has left you a little bit lonely though.

this person and relationship coming in will change all of that though. it's different from the last ones you've had, it feels like you can safely breathe again. you will have a turning point or a release from a state of difficulty or exclusion that you were having in your life when this relationship is close to coming in. this relationship will not emerge out of your loneliness, or any scarcity or loss, it's emerging from a space where your healing and your recovery have already started. this healing period you are in is actively bringing in this relationship for you. you are unknowingly aligning with this person, and you loving and healing yourself is creating this for you. i also see that you and your partner are at the same place, i'm seeing both of you on a balance scale, and it weighing out perfectly.

you're definitely not expecting this person, you may not even be really focused on love at the moment since you're healing, which is very understandable. when this comes in, you may be a bit scared because of what has happened to you in the past as well. i don't think you will be very welcoming, or even notice this person at first, but something about them stands out to you that makes you very intrigued. they are very different from any past people you've dealt with, i'm thinking that you could write them off quickly because you'll judge them very fast lol. this person will be proving you wrong BIG time though.

this is a union and partnership that's founded on mutual respect, emotional exchange, and a coming together of your two distinct energies. it's kind of like the the universe hand places you two next to each other, you could definitely meet by chance randomly. again, i think you guys are at the same point in your timeline because i dont think either of you are looking to date at this time, especially with each other, it's very weird what i'm seeing. i'm seeing a huge hand (aka the universe) placing you two next to each other, but you're looking everywhere else BUT each other lol, i'm literally screaming, 'they're right there!!" this may be a slowburn, but i feel like it's very needed, and that you're fine with that.

when you guys FINALLY notice each other, there is an undercurrent of mutual recognition and emotional harmony that promises a genuine connection between you both. ohhh, your souls align. this is actually very spritual more than anything, it's like your soul sees theirs, and it's beautiful. this will be an extremely strong bond, you guys will KNOW that this person is yours. this relationship will be marked by cooperation and balanced giving, you two are a complete match. this gives soulmate, twinflame, or it could even be karmic, just take what resonates.

i do feel like there may be a struggle with balance here though. in the past, did you immerse yourself with other people? it seems like this time you are trying to keep yourselves upright, but it may take some work. i also think that being in a healthy relationship or connection will be very new for a lot of you, so you will work hard to adapt. this relationship will have a lot of ongoing adjustments to it, this could be in practical matters, communication, or the emotional rhythms of you both. this may cause a little bit of friction, but please do not give up. relationships do take some work, and it may not be easy, but it will lead you to better healing and growth. this relationship also requires awareness and flexibility to prevent both of you from feeling overwhelmed or unsteady.

this relationship does have the potential to be long-term, but there is a lot of healing and growth to be had if you both want to make this work. i think either way, this relationship will change you for the better, you'll be very in love, you'll have a lot of fun, and you will have a lot more awareness and growth of what you want and need in a relationship.

cards: 5 of pentacles reversed, 2 of cups, 2 of pentacles

pile three

welcome to your reading pile three!! i hope you are having a wonderful day! your next relationship is going to be a big one because you literally manifested this! i feel you've been in an era of taking care of yourself HEAVILY, and everything is just aligning for you. you look good, your money or your work could be good, and you are working on creating a healthy mind and spirit as well. you guys are definitely on your shit!! you're very evolved, especially when it comes to love and relationships. you don't tolerate any disrespect, you are firm with yourself and your boundaries, and you play no games. the match you've been waiting/ looking for is on their way to you!

this is a brand new beginning for you guys, you're definitely ready for this relationship. you guys will be very attracted to each other when you first meet, but you'll take it a bit slow to get to know each other better. your relationship has a foundation, or it starts with fair exchanges, generosity, and mutual support. this signifies that balance will be very important early on, there is an awareness of mutual generosity or support that both of you need to offer and give one another. i feel like things in past relationships have never been very balanced, so this will be the most crucial thing that you'll be looking for in this relationship. you both feel the same way about this, you guys genuinely want this relationship with each other, how sweet.

in this relationship, you both will have a deep emotional fulfillment with each other, and like i said before, this is literally a wish fulfillment for you. this will actually be a strong theme in your relationship, you will both feel extremely emotionally content, and you will have a lot of satisfaction with each other. this relationship has the potential to nourish your emotional needs deeply, possibly offering you a sense of ease and contentment that feels genuinely heartfelt. you guys are going to be so in love lol! this person fits perfectly in your life by the way, it's like the puzzle piece that was missing for a long time has finally been found and placed.

you guys will be together, but you'll still be yourselves. i love to see this dynamic in relationships because the fact that you honor and support each other as individuals while also being a unit is incredible. this definitely has the potential for marriage, maybe that's what your mainfesting or aiming for! you will be able to find joy in your own achievements and your personal development, while also having this person with you and cheering you on. you will have independence and security within this partnership too, you both will thrive individually without sacrificing your personal goals or stability. you will blend your closeness with your autnomy and i absolutely love that! you guys both could work a lot, have your own hobbies, but there's such a beautiful balance that makes this just perfect!

cards: 6 of pentacles, 9 of cups, 9 of pentacles

I hope you all enjoyed!!

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Channelled Description of You in Bed (ft. Your next/partners) 18+

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Passionate Confession from your FS

(Eternal Devotion Edition)(18+)(part - 10)

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There are confessions that begin with I want you, and then there are confessions that begin much deeper than desire with the quiet realization that somewhere along the way, another person became woven into the places you once thought belonged only to yourself. This reading carries that second kind of confession. The kind that isn't simply about attraction, chemistry, or the thrill of being wanted. It is about the moment someone realizes that their heart has already made a decision before their mind has found the language for it. Your future spouse's confession comes through differently in each pile, but beneath every one of them is the same beautiful truth: they don't simply want to experience you. They want to know what it feels like to keep choosing you.

PILE 1

I think the first thing I would want you to know is that loving you changes the way I understand waiting. Before you, I thought waiting meant standing still. I thought it meant wanting something and having no choice but to sit with the ache of not having it yet. But somehow, you taught me that waiting can also be a kind of devotion. That sometimes the heart recognizes where it wants to go long before life has created the road to get there. I may not have understood you immediately. I may have needed time to untangle what I was feeling, to step back from the intensity of it and look at it honestly. But somewhere in that silence, I realized that I wasn't moving away from you. I was moving toward a truth I wasn't ready to say aloud.

You became the wish I kept pretending was only a wish. There was something almost embarrassing about how easily my thoughts began turning toward you. I'd imagine a conversation with you and then find myself wondering what another one would feel like. I'd remember something you said days later and smile without meaning to. I'd catch myself imagining what it would be like to have you beside me in moments that had nothing to do with romance at all. And that's when I knew this wasn't just attraction. Attraction can be exciting, but it doesn't make you imagine someone's presence in the quietest parts of your life. You did. Somehow, without asking, you began appearing in the future I was building inside my head.

And I need you to understand how much that frightened me. Because wanting you made me vulnerable in a way I hadn't expected. There are parts of me that are very good at appearing composed, very good at convincing everyone including myself that I don't need very much. But you touched the part of me that still wants to be chosen without having to earn it first. You awakened the old ache of wanting to belong somewhere completely. And there were moments when I wondered whether it was safer to keep you as a beautiful possibility than to admit how deeply I wanted you to become real.

Because what if I let myself hope and you weren't there? What if I allowed myself to imagine your hand in mine, your voice in my mornings, your presence becoming familiar, and then life took you somewhere I couldn't follow? That fear made me more careful than you probably realize. I didn't always pull away because I didn't care. Sometimes I pulled away because I cared enough to know that once I truly let myself fall, I wouldn't know how to do it halfway. But there is something about you that keeps making me want to try anyway.

You make me feel like desire doesn't have to be a wound. It can be a beginning. You make me want to stop treating tenderness like something that needs to be protected from the world and start treating it like something worth building a life around. I think about the kind of home we could create, but not some perfect, polished version of one. I mean the real thing. Slow mornings. Messy kitchens. Falling asleep halfway through a conversation. Laughing at something neither of us can explain to anyone else. Your things gradually finding their way into my space until I can't remember what it looked like before you were there.

And yes, there is a sensuality to the way I imagine you. But even that begins with tenderness. I imagine being close enough to notice the smallest changes in your expression. I imagine the kind of eye contact that makes conversation disappear for a moment. The warmth of pulling you into an embrace and realizing neither of us is in a hurry to let go. I imagine kissing you after one of those long conversations where we've finally said everything we were afraid to say. There is something about the anticipation that draws me in almost as much as the closeness itself the feeling of knowing that the distance between us is finally becoming smaller.

I don't want you because I think you can fill something missing in me. I want you because you make me want to share the parts of myself I stopped offering so freely. That's the difference. You don't feel like an escape from loneliness. You feel like the person I would want beside me even after the loneliness was gone.

And if I could confess one thing without being afraid of how much it reveals, it would be this: I have imagined what it feels like to come home to you more times than I will ever admit. Not because I need saving. Not because I need someone to complete me. But because there is a peace in the thought of you that I can't manufacture anywhere else. You feel like the answer to a question I didn't know I had been carrying.

Maybe that's why my love for you feels so patient. I don't want to rush toward the moment of having you and miss the miracle of becoming the person who can love you properly. I want to learn you. I want to understand the things you don't say. I want to know what makes you laugh when you're exhausted, what makes you feel safe, what kind of silence you need when you've had a difficult day. I want to know the version of you that exists when the world isn't watching.

Because when I finally say forever to you, I don't want it to be a beautiful word. I want it to be something you can feel in the way I stay. You were never just the desire. You were the place my desire eventually learned to rest.

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PILE 2

You are dangerous to my composure.

That's the confession I would probably resist making first because I don't like admitting how easily you can get underneath my skin. I can be disciplined. I can be rational. I can tell myself to slow down, to think things through, to stop letting attraction turn into imagination. And then you appear, or I hear your voice, or I remember the way you looked at me, and suddenly all that careful control feels a lot less convincing.

There is something about you that wakes me up. You bring out a side of me that isn't interested in being perfectly behaved or perfectly prepared. Around you, I feel more spontaneous. More daring. More alive. You make me want to follow an impulse instead of analyzing it to death. And the most frustrating part is that I actually like the person I become around you. You make me feel bold without making me feel reckless. You make me want to take chances.

Sometimes I think you have no idea how much I notice you. I notice the way you move through a room. I notice when your mood changes. I notice when you're pretending not to care about something you very obviously care about. I notice when you become quiet. I notice when you're happy. And there is something almost addictive about being the person who gets to see those little shifts. I don't just want the version of you everyone gets. I want the version that appears when you finally stop watching yourself.

There is a part of me that wants to impress you more than I should. I want you to look at me and feel something. I want to be memorable to you. I want to become the person whose name makes your expression change. And yes, there are moments when my imagination gets ahead of me, when I wonder what it would feel like to finally close the distance between us and stop pretending that the tension isn't there.

Because it is there.

It's in the way silence stretches when we're close. It's in the little moments where neither of us seems particularly interested in stepping away. It's in the feeling that one more second of eye contact might turn an ordinary interaction into something neither of us can take back. But underneath that fire is something much softer than I expected. I don't just want to be desired by you. I want to be trusted by you.

I want to know what happens when the confident version of you gets tired and you don't feel the need to hide it. I want the nights where we talk until our voices become quiet. I want the mornings where neither of us is completely awake and yet somehow reaching for the other feels instinctive. I want the kind of closeness where we can laugh immediately after a serious conversation because being vulnerable doesn't make everything heavy.

There is a possessive streak in my feelings, but it isn't about owning you. It's about wanting to be the person you choose when there are a thousand other places your attention could go. I want to know that when your world becomes overwhelming, you think of me as somewhere you can land. I want to be the person whose arms feel familiar. The person whose presence tells you, without words, you don't have to hold everything alone tonight and I think that's where my passion for you becomes devotion.

Because anyone can want someone when everything is exciting. I want you when the excitement settles. I want the quiet version. The tired version. The stubborn version. The version that doesn't know what she wants for dinner and the version that suddenly has a dream at three in the morning and needs to tell me about it immediately. I want to know the ordinary you so intimately that eventually even your smallest habits become things I love.

I can imagine us having that kind of chemistry that never completely loses its spark because we're always discovering another layer of each other. A glance across the room. A hand finding the other naturally. Sitting too close and pretending it's accidental. A kiss that makes both of us forget what we were talking about. Then laughter. Then that look again. That is the kind of intimacy I want with you—not something performed, not something borrowed from fantasy, but something that belongs specifically to us and if I ever become completely honest with you, I think the confession would be embarrassingly simple. You make me want to stop being careful. Not because you make me lose myself, but because you make me want to finally let myself be known. You are the person who makes my fire feel like it has somewhere to go and I don't think I want to put it out.

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PILE 3

There is something about you that feels strangely familiar to me, and I don't mean familiar in the ordinary sense. I mean the kind of familiarity that makes a person pause and wonder why their heart recognized something before their mind had any explanation for it. When I think of you, I don't feel like I'm beginning from nothing. I feel like I'm remembering something I didn't know I had forgotten.

Maybe that's why my feelings for you have always carried this strange mixture of tenderness and inevitability. There is nostalgia in them even before there are memories. I find myself imagining things we've never done and somehow missing them already. A certain kind of evening. A particular song playing somewhere in the background. Your head resting against me while we talk about the day. Your laughter becoming something so familiar that I don't even consciously register it anymore, except when it suddenly stops and I realize how much I love hearing it. You make me sentimental and I don't think you understand how unusual that is for me.

I find myself wanting to preserve moments with you before they've even happened. I imagine photographs we haven't taken, places we haven't visited, birthdays and holidays and ordinary Sundays that somehow become meaningful simply because you're there. I imagine growing into each other's lives so gradually that one day we look around and realize we've built an entire history together.

There is also something about your mind that deeply captivates me. You aren't someone I could love only from a distance. I would want to know how you think. What you believe. What you secretly dream about. The opinions you hold too strongly. The things you changed your mind about. The memories that shaped the person you became. I want to know the stories behind your silences.

And perhaps that's where the sensuality of my love for you begins too not with urgency, but with familiarity. I imagine knowing your body through tenderness rather than curiosity alone. Knowing how you like to be held. Knowing which kind of closeness makes you relax. Knowing when you want words and when you simply want someone beside you. There is something deeply intimate about becoming fluent in another person without needing them to explain every sentence.

I imagine the kind of affection that becomes instinctive over time. A hand resting against yours while we're sitting together. Pulling you closer when you drift toward me in your sleep. A kiss on your forehead because I happen to walk past you and suddenly feel overwhelmed by how much I love you. The quiet intimacy of being able to touch without asking what the touch means because we already know and there is a very particular kind of devotion here. I don't want to love you only when you are easy to love. I want to know how to stay when life changes you. I want to meet every version of you.

The ambitious one. The exhausted one. The playful one. The uncertain one. The version that feels beautiful and the version that doesn't. The version that knows exactly where she's going and the version that needs someone to sit beside her while she figures it out. I want to be there for the becoming.

Because I don't think my love for you is about finding some perfect version of you and holding onto it forever. It's about falling in love with you again and again as life changes you.

There is a part of me that already feels protective of the future we haven't created yet. I think about the home we could build, the little traditions that would become ours, the inside jokes that would make absolutely no sense to anyone else. I imagine growing older and still reaching for your hand automatically. Still looking across a room and finding you first. Still having that tiny moment where I think, there you are and if there is passion here, it is the kind that becomes deeper because it survives time. I don't want one unforgettable night with you. I want thousands of ordinary ones.

I want the morning after the beautiful night. The quiet breakfast. The sleepy smile. The feeling of knowing we don't have to say goodbye when the sun comes up. I want the kind of intimacy where desire doesn't disappear because familiarity has arrived; it becomes warmer because now there is history beneath it.

You are not simply someone I want to fall in love with. You are someone I want to remember loving and if I could leave you with one confession, it would be this: I don't think I chose you only once. I think I will keep choosing you in every version of our life, in every season, in every room, in every ordinary morning where I look over and find you still there. You feel less like a beginning to me and more like something my soul has been slowly walking toward and when I finally have you, I don't think I'll ever stop being grateful that somehow, through all the lives we could have lived, we found our way into the same one.

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About this reading: In this reading, we are going to explore the love language of your future spouse in bed, which is basically how do they exactly express themselves in bed, their overall energy, how do they show you that they want you, and what do they expect from you as well, and their impact on you, like how their intimacy style affects you emotionally and physically, and what their aftercare after intimacy looks like. All these aspects are covered in the respective piles.

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Lordddd pile 1 😭😭 your future spouse is BIG on kissing!!! It's basically their top love language and also their most favourite thing to do with you!!! Every time they want to show affection? Smooch. Every time they want to soften you up? Another smooch. And they’re GOOD at it too. Like dangerously good. Like “why is this so soft and uhfnjfkdajs?? why am I melting??” They literally express their feelings through their mouth lmao 💀✋🏻. they’re obsessed with the feeling of tasting you slowly😏. But this is not some shy little timid lover. PLEASE. Look at the swords in this spread. this person has dominance in their BLOOD. Their vibe in bed is dominance. The type of dominance where they know exactly what they want and exactly how to get it. They know how to warm you up slowly, build you up, tease you, take their sweet time preparing you lmaooo…and then when they feel the moment is right, They take control. And without even raising their voice. It’s just the energy and also the stare. they love hearing you. LOVE it. they want to hear your moans, your breath you whispering “oh my god” because of something they did. Compliments during sex, Oh they EAT THAT SHIT UP. you telling them “that feels so good” and that's an Immediate power boost for them. They get off on knowing they’re blowing your mind. Their desire grows the more YOU respond. This is someone who wants to hear, feel, see EVERYTHING you’re experiencing.

Okay now, you know how I said earlier that they start all soft and sweet? Let me be brutally honest: that sweetness is the BAIT. 😭 Because baby once the real desire hits, oh they’re not soft anymore. They’re not shy at all. They WANT to see you melt into their touch. They want to see your body respond to them. But the best this here is that they NEVER rush you. Like EVER. Even if they’re dying inside, even if they're imagining 10 different ways to take you right now, they will wait. Even years into the relationship, they won’t push. They’ll let you set the pace until you open up. And that’s when THEIR wild side comes out. They have a loooooot of desire for you, but they hide it behind. You’re gonna FEEL it though. Oh trust me you will absolutely feel it in their stare. and them being skilled? Goosebumps. I literally got goosebumps. Because even if some of yall fs might not have a ton of experience but they still know how to handle you. They know where to touch. They know when to slow down, when to speed up, when to grip your waist, when to grab your neck, how to hold your waist, like they read your body like a language. (Godd this image looks SOOO MICH BETTER IN MY MIND TRUST MEEE😭✋🏻✨)

Now what turns them on the MOST, they’re turned on by DOMINANCE. Their dominance. THEM getting what they want. And by “getting what they want,” I mean YOU reacting. You responding. You giving in. You becoming a little shy, a little (or a lot) breathless, a little “oh my god I can’t handle you.” If you think you're dominant, wait until you meet this person lmaooooo your dominance will literally glitch out. Their energy is just stronger. f you crave them, if you reach for them, if you look at them with that “please” in your eyes… THEY’RE DONE. That’s it.

Emotion matters SO MUCH here too. Sex is not just sex for them, it’s much MUCH more than that. Something they put effort, time, devotion, and presence into. This is the kind of sex that changes your perception of sex. goshhh their Tongue skills, Hand skills, Stamina, Multiple rounds. Multiple orgasms. Shaking, shivering, weak legs, holding onto them for balance… the whole thing. They LOVE pushing you to the brink. Not in an uncomfortable way, just in a “I want to see how much pleasure your body can handle” way.

Their REAL love language reveals itself AFTER sex. This is someone who might be all composed, teasing, during sex, but afterwards they get soft. SOFT. Like suddenly the sword energy melts into water energy and they’re wrapping their arms around you, pulling you into their chest, kissing your forehead, rubbing your back. They show love by holding you gently after.

The queen of cups earlier hinted that you’d feel deeply emotional, and the 4 of wands confirms that this person’s AFTERCARE is their biggest love language. This is where they show the emotion they hid during sex. They’ll check in on you. They’ll stroke your hair. They’ll pull you closer unconsciously. They might not say “I love you” but their body language screams it. after sex is the ONLY time they fully open up.

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Okay so for my pile 2s… listen… your person is NOT the type who’s going to sit there and describe every fantasy in a paragraph. They’re not super vocal about what they want, but omg they KNOW what they’re doing. Like this is someone who may not give you words, but they’ll give you results 😭 I can’t even pinpoint their exact sexual style right now because every pile 2 person’s person comes with their own flavor, BUT the vibe is literally: whatever you personally love, they HAVE it. Like your specific turn ons, your specific preferences… they just naturally match that. It’s kinda eerie honestly. I’m also getting that you might not be super experienced when you meet them, or at least not as experienced as other people your age. And it won’t matter at all because they’re naturally good at making you feel comfortable + insanely satisfied. This person is low key fertile as hell though 💀 so if you’re a female expecting a male partner… yeah just be careful in the early stages unless you want a sudden “surprise.” protection, besties, PLEASE. Also, this person is NOT a casual hookup type. They’re not the “yeah let’s just do it for fun” kind. They need some real emotional connection or at least a clear label before they go into anything sexual. They’re a little traditional like that. Passionate af, but still traditional.

Now the Death card in sexual readings… omg… big indicator that this person is actually very intense and very deep in bed. Like not chaotic or crazy, but the kind who builds everything up so slowly you’re literally vibrating. Foreplay is their KINK. They love the slow teasing, the touching, the eye contact, the warming-up stage, that’s their favorite part. They’re not the “straight to the point” kind. They love to savour everything, take their sweet time, and they make it so worth it. And honestly slow sex with someone like this, that’s where the real fire starts. They’re huge on eye contact too, like they “stare into your soul while doing things” kind of eye contact. And sometimes they might lose control because your confidence turns them on a LOOOOT. When you take the lead sometimes, Oh they’re done for. Completely melted. It’s hilarioussss AND ORAL. OMG oral. They’re obsessed with it. Like this person is very tongue active 💀🔥. Mischievous energy, teasing energy, using their mouth everywhere they can type of vibe. For some of you this person might be into threesomes, Or at least the idea of exploring sexually in that way. BUT if you’re not into that, don’t freak out, because for many they just like involving toys, tools, things to make it fun and playful. They love experimenting. Trying new stuff. Keeping the spark alive ALWAYS. Sex is not “activity” for them… it’s like a whole ritual. They take it seriously but also playfully.

They like leaving a mark… not necessarily literally every time (though maybeeeee hehehehe) but they want each experience to feel memorable, special and just different. And this person is VERY private about all this. They’re not the PDA type. But in private, Yeah. The playfulness, the intimacy, the eye contact, the teasing, it’s all there in them. They won’t say everything out loud but they’ll communicate with their expression and their touch. And they read you SO well. Like they know your body better than YOU know your body. They can literally tell what you’re feeling by one breath. It’s insane. This person loves seeing you surrender, (why do each pile have this kink 😭) not in a disrespectful way, like crossing boundaries or anything, but they love guiding you into pleasure you didn’t even know existed. Death + Devil together in a sexual reading, Bro that combo is CRAZY. This person is super smooth too. Nothing feels abrupt with them. They’re kind of skilled, honestly. They either learned or practiced or studied what they’re doing because they genuinely want to pleasure you as much as possible. Seeing you actually enjoy yourself is what turns them on the most.

And omg the teasing you and actually testing your patience, THEY LOVE IT. The flirting in bed, the whispering, the “I know what I’m doing to you” smirk. If you tease them back, Yeah, they’re going to lose their composure so fast. They’ll grab you like they don’t want you going anywhere. They’re very affectionate bed, lots of kissing, lots of closeness. After being with them, You’re gonna feel boneless but still wanting more 😭 crazzyyyy. Like shaking, overwhelmed, emotional, but also craving them again immediately. They open you up emotionally too, not just physically. You’ll feel… revealed. In a good way. Like you can’t and don’t want to walk away from them afterward.

And honestly, every time you two do it, it might be very spontaneous. Like you didn’t plan it, you weren’t expecting it that day, and then suddenly all the bottled-up tension turns into something crazy. Especially the first time between you both might not be planned, just “ When it happens, it’s going to consume both of you. The orgasm is going to feel like releasing everything you’ve been holding emotionally + physically. Eye contact is going to be insane, like you’re saying things to each other without even speaking.

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Okay WHY does this person try SO HARD to pretend they’re calm?? They’re out here walking around like some smonk, all peaceful, gentle, soft-spoken… but the cards are like “this person is horny as hell but hiding it behind a fake personality” 😭 Like they look unbothered but inside they’re pacing like a wolf in heat. And the funniest part is that they actually think they’re being subtle. They’re not.

And the sex with them Oh. god. This is the “best friend you accidentally start making out with and then suddenly the vibe changes” type of intimacy. like it’s friendly, warm, cooperative, and so balanced that sometimes you’ll literally sit there like, “How is sex THIS cute and THIS hot at the same time??” You two don’t fall into strict roles, you’re not the designated sub, they’re not the designated dom, none of that rigid dynamic stuff. It’s so interchangeable. One day you’re the one taking over and pinning them down, and the next day they’re the one pushing you against the pillows. It’s all about mood, energy, and what feels natural in the moment. That’s the magic of this pile, equal give and take, baby. Both of you get to be the main character.

And foreplay, PLEASE. This person LIVES for it. Like they consider foreplay an entire sport. A hobby. A lifestyle. They are not here for “let’s get straight to it.” No. They want to build the tension so slow and so deep that you’re literally SQUIRMING by the time anything happens. They’re big on kissing, slow, lingering, teasing kisses that make your brain glitch. They’re obsessed with touching the sensitive spots of your body and watching you react. They want to explore every inch before getting into the heated stuff. And the funny thing is… this person has FANTASIES. LOTS of them. Silent ones. Hidden ones. the kind they’d never openly admit in conversation. They keep them locked in, but the moment they’re actually in the mood? Ohhhh baby those fantasies COME OUT. Suddenly you’re seeing a whole different side of them and you’re like, “WAIT A MINUTE, WHO TAUGHT YOU THIS??” They go from “aww soft boy/girl energy” to “I’m about to show you what a starving wild animal looks like.” It’s unhinged in the most attractive way possible lmaooo

But here’s the twist: they’re only like this with YOU. To the outside world, they are the most composed human being imaginable. Calm. No dramatic . They look like someone who doesn’t even think about sex (only if they know our pile 3 person) But behind closed doors they are a whole different creature. And they’re very physically expressive once the privacy kicks in. They’re super open with what they feel, what they want, what hurts, what they need, what they crave. They communicate honestly with you, about problems, feelings, everything. They don’t hide anything and also expect the same from you.

You’ll feel this happy, warm, sunshine type of energy with them. They actually enjoy intimacy. Like they’re not performing, not pretending, not acting sexy for aesthetics, they’re genuinely, wholeheartedly, stupidly happy to be there with you. You’ll notice it in their eyes, especially during sex. They maintain constant eye contact, the kind of eye contact that says “I’m enjoying this more than I can say" and then there’s their face. You know that little smile people have when they’re not actually smiling but their whole aura looks happy? That’s them. Their face glows. They look like someone who’s fully at peace and turned on at the same time.

And oh my GOD, the confidence. They aren't cocky or arrogant, but just this warm, stable, grounding confidence that makes YOU feel even more comfortable and that makes you relax, open up, and enjoy things more intensely. They love knowing what you like, they actually ask, listen, and ADJUST. They’re not the “I’ll do what I want and you’ll deal with it” type. No. They genuinely want to make sure you enjoy every second. They get turned on by YOUR pleasure.

And your reactions?? YOUR reactions are their kink. Babes, they will literally BLUSH if you so much as moan their name with an ounce of sincerity. They love seeing how you touch them, how you treat them, how you appreciate them. They don’t need grand gestures, something small and honest makes them EVAPORATE. They like being treated with affection. They like being seen, they like being valued.

This pile is honestly the cutest mix of sexual tension + gentle softness. It’s spicy, yes, very spicy, but not in a harsh, sharp way. It’s sensual, warm, melty, flowy, communicative. It’s the kind of sex where you feel both horny AND emotionally safe at the same time. Nothing is forced, nothing is rushed, nothing is awkward or performative. It’s two people who genuinely enjoy each other’s bodies and just love each other's presence and want to make every expereice of their life fun without too much stiffness and seriousenss.

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You might not talk to a lot of women around you it's almost as if you do not communicate at all. I feel like you are really distant and alone from the people around you, and this forms an image that you do not want to connect or talk to anyone. What I see is that a lot of women around your circle feel as if they have not formed a true connection with you in order for you to actually share things with them. Now I also see that a lot of women feel as if they were not able to understand you. There is a feeling of being misunderstood and this comes from your energy, so maybe a lot of people (especially women) feel as if they have misjudged you in some way. Baby, I also see that you tend to get a lot of attention from men because of your personality and this might form an image of you being an attention seeker in their eyes. But when they realise that you do not give a fuck about men, they feel as if they have misjudged you or that they were not able to fully understand you and your true aura. And I also see that because of some experiences of the past, you tend to stay silent around people you don't know, especially women, because you feel as if you cannot trust anyone even if they are from your community. So your silence shows as if you do not want to have anything to do with women in your circle. I also feel like a lot of women see you as someone who is really tired, someone who is really exhausted from the things happening in their life. I also feel like they see you as someone who is depressed or really stressed about something. Women around you see you as someone who has been through a lot, someone who has been through really difficult times it’s almost like they see you as someone who has great strength, especially mental strength, and that you are someone who needs a little space or needs rest because of how tired you are. Now two messages: women actually see you as someone who is really pretty and really attractive. It’s like your appearance screams that “you are for the girls”, or you might dress for the female gaze, which a lot of people appreciate and love about you. I’ll be honest a lot of women love the way you do your hair and makeup.

Alright, so I'll be honest. You may not have the best experiences around friend circles it's almost as if you have been dropped from every circle or every friend group that you ever formed. All of your friends see you as someone who is really distant, and a lot of you do not actually communicate well with your friends. This gives them an impression of you being sneaky or rude to them because they believe you do not trust them enough to communicate and share things, and this might be true because I feel as if you do not trust people easily, especially friends, because of some past experience. I also feel like in the past you might have been the neglected or outcasted friend of the circle because either you or your friends did not trust each other enough. There seem to be trust issues within friendships. I also see that a lot of your friends see you as someone who is not true, someone who is not fair in a way. Maybe in the past you did not belong to a well-off family and they also saw you as someone who is really poor, poor in the way you grew up, poor in the way you looked. Maybe you are not the kind of person to always spend on your friends, and most of your friends were actually just with you so they could use you for your money or your resources. But you never gave them the chance to do that, and that is why they always dropped you from their friend circle. Now, I do feel as if you might have Saturn in your 11th house or Mars in your 11th house. I also get a lot of earth energy from this pile, especially Virgo and Taurus. I am sorry but I am not getting many messages on this topic. I don't know why trust seems to be a really big or significant factor in your friendships so either your friends trust you a lot and they trust you with their life, and no matter what others say about you they will always trust you OR it could be the other way around. One thing I also see is that I keep getting messages about how you were treated as a friend and now how your friends view you, so baby this can mean something.

Alright, so the message I'm getting: when people meet you for the first time, they see someone who is really assertive, someone who is really clear with what they want. I also feel as if you have been working on something new, or when you talk, you talk with authority, with assertiveness. You are straight to the point and you say exactly what you mean. So when people see you for the first time, they see someone who could be a great leader, someone who has great communication skills. I also see the message that when people see you for the first time, they definitely feel as if you are more than what you say. It's almost as if when people meet you, they can feel that you are not telling everything about yourself even though you may talk a lot or talk for hours, people just feel as if you are hiding something or that you are deeper than what you show. There are certain parts of yourself that are really deep. People may feel as if you are someone who likes to motivate others, someone who has a lot of knowledge, someone who is a great teacher. Another thing I see is that when people see you for the first time, they feel really calm around you you know, the type of calm you feel around someone with a great soul, like the feeling you get when you are near your grandpa or grandma. That sense of calmness, understanding and care that is how strangers feel around you. Now, this can relate to the message that you talk as if you have hundreds of years of knowledge, that you are really deep, that you are an old soul. I also see that even though you are really calm and grounded, sometimes people might be a little scared, it's your energy that instills this fear in others. You know, when you meet someone of a higher authority or higher vibration, you actually get a little scared. That may be the case here. It can also mean that when people meet someone with great potential or determination, they get a little intimidated. Or this can just mean that when people see you for the first time, they are actually scared of approaching you because of how you carry yourself.

Okay so first of all, I feel like some of you could be attracted to Pile 1 because I got similar energies of pile one and pile 2, so if that is the case then make sure to read that one too because it might have some messages for you. Now let's proceed with the reading. So the first message I'm getting is that men view you as someone who they would want to devote their life to. No, because I got the Devotion and Simplicity card. Now what this tells me is that you have this really simple and really serene energy that makes men want to cherish you, take care of you. It’s almost as if they want to help you out, they want to be of use to you. I also see that men around your circle do not want to lose you. If they are your friends or even if they’re your colleagues, they do not want to lose you because it's almost as if you remind them of someone from their past. Maybe you remind them of their mother, maybe you remind them of their first love – there’s just something about your energy that makes men want to devote their life towards you, like they would literally want to worship you. And I also got the message that when men see you, you ignite a feeling of hope and faith within them – faith of a better future, faith that they can do better, faith of something new. You also fill them with this hope that tomorrow will be better. Maybe you have this empath energy that makes people get addicted to you, and that is why when men encounter you, they sort of fall in love with the way you treat them because you are not someone who discriminates on the basis of gender or bias. You’re like no matter who it is, you will always treat them with kindness and love. So sometimes your kindness makes men fall for you because some men cannot differentiate between love and kindness. I keep hearing “the one that got away”, so maybe that could be significant. I also see that your energy is really pure, like an angel, so men sort of get addicted to your energy. That’s why a lot of men that you’ve encountered in your life are not able to forget you at all.

Alright, so women see you as someone who is really resourceful. I feel like you may really focus on your career and your work in general, and I feel like a lot of women feel inspired by you to work towards their career. I also feel like you have this girl-boss type of energy that makes you seem really, really attractive in the eyes of women. I also see that you attract a lot of admiration from women who might not be doing as good in their life as they expected, and you actually inspire them to keep working towards their goals. You inspire women to actually know their worth. It’s like you encourage them to leave things behind. Maybe you are a really good teacher or you have really good communication skills that help them find solutions to their problems. The one thing common between how men and women see you is the hope you give them and the faith you instill in them. This tells me that you have really divine energy and you encourage others to walk with dignity and respect. I do feel like a lot of women in your life put you on a pedestal. They see you as someone they want to be like, and that could be the reason why you have difficulty forming true connections with women – because you cannot be in a relationship or friendship with someone who puts you on a pedestal. I also see that some women see you as a “relationship breaker,” but not in a negative way. I do not mean you steal their boyfriends, lol. It’s actually the opposite – you “steal” their girlfriends, meaning you teach their girlfriends what a relationship should be like. If you are into K-pop, you might know about the “Rosé curse,” and you might carry one yourself 😭. I also see the Lotus being really significant in your reading. The lotus is known for spiritual awakening and blooming in not-so-positive environments. So people see you as someone who is spiritually awake, in tune with the higher, and really divine. I keep getting white or golden light maybe you have a golden aura or you wear a lot of gold. South Asia is also significant.

Okay so right off the bat I got the message that men may not approach you as much as they do your friends or people around you, and this is because a lot of men believe that you are out of their league. And I’ll be honest, the message I’m getting is that a lot of men are scared to approach you because of their fear of rejection. It’s almost as if they feel they cannot approach you because you are too good to be true. You are doing really good in your life and they feel that you do not need them. I also feel as if you instill this feeling of loneliness or distance in a way where a lot of men like you but they might not approach you or might confuse their feelings because of their fear of being rejected by you. And that is because you come off as someone who belongs to a really good background. The way you carry yourself and the way you hold yourself is as if you are well put together in your life and you do not need anyone. I also feel as if men see you as someone who is really fierce and brave, and you are not afraid to call them out on their shit. So that is why a lot of men do not want to get involved with you, because they feel that if they get involved with you, it will not be good for them. But I’ll be honest, the message I’m getting is that a lot of men have a crush on you. It’s almost as if they see you as a goddess, someone who is out of their league, someone who is picture-perfect. I also got the message that you are self-sufficient from all corners. It’s like you are doing good in your studies, you are doing good physically, you are doing good financially, and you are doing good in your relationships with others and that is why you have this “I am good by myself” energy. Men feel as if they cannot offer you enough and that is why they are scared to approach you, because you make them feel less of a man, you know? Because of all the provider expectations. Let’s be honest if you are self-sufficient then what else is left for them to provide? So in a way, you make them re-examine their own needs and goals. You make them view things from a new perspective. A lot of men you encounter might have this mindset of “I have to provide for my woman, I have to take care of her financially and physically.” But you make them realise that women do not want money they want love and care. So a lot of men view you as someone who can change their perspective on life.

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Pick a pile:- What Your Future Spouse Will Buy You, Spoil You With & Adore You In ✨

Hello my cutie patooties!! and welcome back to another reading. Today's reading is for THE LOVERS and honestly anybody who's ever looked at something cute and thought, 'If someone bought me that, i would be so happy!' because we all love gifts okay? ✊😔

We're taking a look at the things your future spouse is most likely to spoil you with, the gifts they'll love giving you, and the outfits, aesthetics, and little details they'll absolutely lose their mind over.

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Pile 1: "How you say you love me? You ain't put me in Chanel"

— Chanel, Tyla

When we see this pile from a surface level, we'll see a lot of, you know what they call quiet luxury or like looking expensive without trying? In a very non attention seeking way. Very deeply rooted. That's what we have here. I also see you being hit with this realisation that “oh, my partner has terrifyingly good taste” lol. And you have this thought with a very amazed expression on your face. Like, you're definitely impressed and hey, nothing better than a person impressing you right?? I mean, this person is NOT AT ALL RANDOM. They are not just giving you…. anything. EVERYTHING IS INTENTIONAL FOR THEM WHEN IT COMES TO YOU. PERIOD 😤

No random things. They are sat. They are going through multiple things trying to find the one for you. They remember your preferences. They are cherry picking. Lol I'm also hearing them say “only the best for my baby” and if that isn't adorable, girl, i don't know what is.

Another specific thing I'm getting is that if something you really wanted is sold out, they'll snatch it as soon as it's available again on any platform. Like they literally will have the notifications on for that specific thing and boom as soon as they even get the air that it's back in stock ANYWHERE, add to cart. Buy now. Pay. Delivered. They are quick! And further, you know how I said that intentions and details are very important to them? Yeah, they'll leave a note with their gifts. And i find that so so soooooooo hot. Gimme a gift with a beautiful scented note on how much you love me or what made you buy this etc ANYTIME!!! YOU'LL EXPERIENCE THIS KIND OF LOVE!!!!!!!

Now, the specific things I keep seeing are:-

Chanel perfume, Cartier bracelets, Cashmere, Silk pillowcases,Luxury candles, fancy handbags, Watches.

And don't ever believe that they are buying things for the sake of buying things or like just because something is trendy or flashy. No. They buy you things because they genuinely believe you deserve beautiful things. Period!!!!!!

This is exactly the spouse who notices your shampoo, conditioner, hair mouse, etc. is running low!!!! Who replaces your laptop because it's lagging (you know the pain of that right??? And this person is so sure of their love and their own self that they'd rather face their worst fears than to have you face any minute inconvenience.)

This is someone who upgrades your life in very teeny tiny ways until one day you're looking around thinking "Why is everything around me suddenly so chic and expensive?"

Also, this person has a sense. A taste. An eye. Specifically for artistic things. They respect and admire all forms of arts and this is important because I can sense them considering you a form of art as well. This energy is just so so gorgeous sigh. And they will admire you a lot. They'll have their eyes on you with this very thoughtful expression. Like, they ENJOY just admiring you. That's their hobby. As simple as that. I'm hearing “a sight for sore eyes”. That's what they say for you. They can spend their whole life just staring at you lol. What a simp 😭. A very classy simp.

Pile 2:- "Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?"

— Lover, Taylor Swift

Okay so when we see the reading from a surface level, I can see a lot of like, chaotic affection? Lol. Very much tilted ‘maximum spoiling’ and ofcourse, zero self control in matters involving gift giving for you.

Let me just say, when it comes to gift giving and specifically gift giving for YOU, this person is gone. Like they are an absolute disaster 😭

Because every time they leave the house they return with something???? Never empty handed. Lol. Flowers. Snacks. Keychains. Books. A blanket. A random plushie. Three candles. A mug shaped like a strawberry. You see where I'm going??

And why, you ask? Because it reminded them of you. That's it. That's the entire thought process.

This is the spouse who goes "I saw this and thought you'd like it." And they'll either be totally serious saying this and holding something adorable in their hands or like even with a dopey smile lol. So cuteeee. And suddenly you're holding the most random object known to mankind. It's like that for you. ✊😔

I see huge flower bouquets (like absolutely hugeeeee), Build-a-bears, Stuffed animals, Matching bracelets, Cute stationery, Polaroid cameras, Concert tickets, Surprise dates too.

This pile feels very Pinterest. So if you are constantly on Pinterest, congratulations. Your boards are coming to life. Very soft puppy love.

Very "I made us a scrapbook."

And one specific thing I'm getting is that they have this constant thing going on in their head when they are around you or just look at you and it's literally just “omg omg omg omg omg omg omg” lol.

This spouse has major pathetic-in-love energy.

Hopeless. Gone. Finished. 😔✊

P.S.- i know this isn't related to the title but they'd totally be so SO down to come with you to your beauty appointments? They would literally sit and pray in their head that you ask them to tag along but I also see them being understanding if it's your solo time and they'd respect that. They also sit with you as you scroll on Pinterest for your next nail set or hair colour or honestly anything. Lol. They'd give really good input too. They'd totally be able to differentiate between different nail polishes that look similar. Hope you get what i mean.

Pile 3:- "Money is the anthem of success. So before we go out, what's your address?"

— National Anthem, Lana Del Rey

Now, you are the freaky pile because when I see your pile from a surface level, all I see is sex appeal, Confidence, passion, intensity. Because there's a big element of power here. Your spouse is very intense and I have a feeling that they are someone important. Like, really important and they are also very dominant. They possibly look intimidating. But you probably like that? I don't know lol i just have this image of you smirking because this is exactly your type?? I know what you are 😂

Okay so coming to your future spouse. Now this spouse buys things that make you feel powerful. As i said, there's a big role of power. Maybe they know that you've felt very helpless in your life or maybe you have a weird relationship with power dynamics. I totally understand. And your future spouse does too. They really want you to reclaim your power and Your energy and they are more than happy to aid you in your journey. They'll FIGHT FOR YOU. I feel like you're having a hard time believing this reading or this person because I see so much pain in your energy and your spouse does too. And I have to say, you both really needed each other.

That's the vibe.

I keep seeing like spicy heels, Red-bottom shoes

Luxury makeup, Statement coats, Black dresses, Gold heels, Date-night outfits

I also see your spouse being someone who's very confident. It's like they're very hot and they know it. I hear them saying

"Buy it."

"No. Get the better one."

"Stop looking at the price tag."

Lol. You see the dynamic? Because they genuinely enjoy seeing you feel confident. They love and respect you. Every damn part of you. Stop overthinking.

I swear some of you are getting a spouse who will literally sit outside a fitting room and rate outfits with you.

And they are sooooo specific in their picks because they know exactly what looks good on you. And what you like wearing and what makes you feel good. They don't just care about how something looks. They care more about how you feel in it.

Also, your future spouse is a menace lol. A cute menace but still. They would totally enjoy it if people got jealous of your relationship, or your outfits or anything. They like being openly with you. They won't hide you. Ever.

And and, I see a lot of bookings of private rooms? Like maybe you are introverted or maybe it's just one of those days where you just want to stay lowkey. This person will totally go ahead and arrange private rooms. Could be just fitting rooms, restaurants, boutiques. Anything.

P.S.- I love you, my shy babies. Hehe.