Due to recent events I unwillingly have become a topic of conversation amongst parties I do not associate with and generally give no thought to in my day to day life; but feel I have to clarify a few things for my own sake of integrity. As a 22 year old woman, I uphold my strength in not allowing my sense of well being to be placed in the backseat. It is my fervent wish that all pure intentioned people are eventually heard, recognized and empowered as equals. To preface my statement I want to express how I am destroyed afresh knowing that many people are not as fortunate as I am in regards to my personal and familial relationships. I rally for all going through anguish due to abuse to be helped. I pride myself in being sweet, but never will I cherish that personal quality in myself more than my stubborn will. Never have I been one to do as others sayn without questioning. I am an adult. No one makes choices for me but myself. I am in charge of myself and I only associate with people who encourage me, support positive growth, and treat me like the fully capable, intelligent and compassionate woman that I am. I am disgusted when I am patronized by people claiming to know what is best for me. Especially when those people either have never met me or known me intimately. As someone who managed to never be broken down into believing things which did not resonate with me (while I endured years in a religious cult without my consent almost a decade ago) I find it hilarious that I am painted as some type of mousey girl who does what she is told without questioning. I would sooner choose to be dead before I live my life surrendering my freedom to anyone else. I have not been groomed or mislead into things successfully without a vigorous and victorious fight ever in my life. I do not associate with anyone that feels they can meld my thoughts or take advantage of me. I speak to anyone I like and am not controlled by anyone in any sense. I do feel that is is very sexist to assume that because I don’t indulge petty online diatribe that I am being silenced due to my appearance. Just because I am a young woman it does not mean that I am not clever enough to be privy to the ongoings of my own life. Yes, I am capable of being sweet, but that does not mean my strength or mind ought to be underestimated. I do not care to get involved in vague online speculations and I am not interested in disclosing personal details of my life or that of anyone I may be associated with. I have publicly stated that I an saddened that I cannot share my “real life” on the internet. This is the quote which I care to dissect for those being invasive. I unfortunately feel that I cannot share the dearest and happiest aspects of my life publicly online, because many people do not respect my privacy and in fact over step boundaries blatantly. I have been stalked by certain individuals and for my own peace of mind refrain from being open on the web. In order to shield my younger siblings and dearest members of my family I must be selective in what I choose to share with the world. I have a public Instagram where I post a medley of dorky/silly videos to make people laugh and to entertain myself within the parameters I set. I feel an obligation towards honesty to say that concerns about my well being are unfounded, false, and based in imaginative speculations made by people who have never met me or have alternative motives than they parade. I would appreciate that these ridiculous rumors surrounding me be put to rest. I have a wonderful group of friends and a protective adoring family who I am very close to. If ever anyone of them had the slightest inkling that I were unhappy or in any compromising situation, I’d be helped instantly and without hesitation. Thankfully I am not in any form of predicament that calls for such action. Thank you for the concern were it genuine. I kindly ask to have any aspect of my life which I do not broadcast online respectfully remain private. Sincerely, Autumn xx
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