AN INTERLOPER

[mindspiking]

i will add some drawings of my favourite characters later, but this is just some basic information. like i said i haven't been active here at all since i haven't been drawing much and when i do draw it's for some fandom that i don't really want to post.

also, if you want to request any drawing for fandoms (especially corru.observer since i am pretty dry on fanart ideas for it) you can do that too, just know there's not a super high chance i'll do it.

[rugwurm]

[mindspiking]

not a question

i really enjoy your interloper design! very squishy..

thank you

[kociamieta]

endless fractals beyond waterless seas

[mindspiking]

apparently i never posted this. the context is that my girlfriend says this to me all the time and it reminds me of moth

[mindspiking]

i don't mean the things i say

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all i have been focusing my time on has been either drawing roblox or playing roblox. hello

[mindspiking]

Did you ever post ‘is your dissociation manageable’ here or is it corrucord exclusive? I feel a strong connection to it

that will probably remain corrucord exclusive as i’m not the biggest fan of how it looks anymore

[mindspiking]

pm fan!

project moon has been one of my biggest interests for several years and i doubt i’ll be letting it go ever

[uniquestgirlever]

i hate that i can’t talk about my symptoms without feeling like a fucking cringelord

[oneirophobe]

happy easter to those who celebrate i made this really ugly gif and i loved it so much that im deciding to share it

[mindspiking]

when i was told many years ago that someone had never met another person like me i was happy. i realised a few years later after we split that it was probably code for i was unusual offputting and unpleasant. but it’s ok

[mindspiking]

my entire life i have gotten in trouble over and over for talking about violence with people and i don’t really know why this has been a consistent problem maybe being autistic.

part of why i left girl scouts as a kid was because the other girls were uncomfortable with me talking about death all the time. as a young teen people did not like me because i would talk about violence or cannibalism unprompted, i also had gotten in trouble for not showing pity (but also not trying to be directly mean) when someone was talking about a tragedy near them. i’ve upset family members by trying to show them media i was interested in because it was very dark or scary. a more recent example was me telling stories about when i was genuinely homicidal and being confused why nobody found it as funny as i did. i believe the conversation was about mental health struggles? but i don’t remember.

this was said to me while i was around 14 which makes sense. i’m just pondering about reasons i am so disliked lately which may or may not be good for me

i’m not trying to be edgy like “oh i’m so evil i talk about people dying all the time” this is just a genuine struggle. i was not phased by death or loss very much throughout my life so i guess maybe it’s just something that people don’t like to hear that simply doesn’t click in my head

[mralderaminowsky]

glowing

[mindspiking]

when i was told many years ago that someone had never met another person like me i was happy. i realised a few years later after we split that it was probably code for i was unusual offputting and unpleasant. but it’s ok

[daily-hec-n-spek]

[Day 103] HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?

[bstrd-ous]

DO YOU LIKE STARS?

yeah they're cool

based on the image w the aliens saying the same thing btw

[mindspiking]

i want to post one of my ocs but i should draw him a little more before i do so it can go in one post