whatever

she/her

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he’s amazing.

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i can no longer lie, i fuckibg love nickelback

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we lost each other, and i don’t really mind

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it’s time to let go .

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what if he never really felt anything and just said he did out of guilt? or what if he’s just been messing around this entire time? or what if he’s “settling for me”?

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was it all a lie?

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i’m ready to walk away. i don’t want to fight for something that they don’t seem to care about anymore. but i don’t know how. and if i do, what will be ruined?

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i’m tired of being the only one to start conversations with them. i’m tired of being the third wheel in their relationship. i’m tired of never getting to talk one-on-one without their boyfriend being there. i’m tired of acting like they aren’t a total hypocrite. i’m tired of acting like they’re being truthful and rational. i’m tired of acting like they aren’t one of the most insufferable people on the planet. i’m tired of acting like they aren’t chronically online. i’m tired of being abandoned. i’m tired of being forgotten. i’m tired of being ignored. i’m tired of being looked down upon by someone who is no better than me. i am tired of being treated like a child. i’m tired of being judged by people who don’t step outside. i’m tired of being overshadowed by their twitter and discord friends. i’m tired of being the second choice. i’m tired of trying to keep the friendship alive. and i’m so tired of acting like i’m okay with all of this.

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i’m tired of trying to be tough and closed off. i want to be open and welcoming. i want to love completely and unconditionally again.

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november 24th, 2023 - 10:21 pm

i’ve grown to understand how truly beautiful and precious each relationship of mine is with each person. i care so much about so many people in such different ways, and the love i feel for them grows stronger with each day it seems. while some people i find myself growing apart from, i also find myself being drawn to others that i wasn’t quite as close to before. i believe i may love nearly every person in my life for a different reason, whether they simply keep my life interesting by serving as an enemy, or being one of my soulmates. every little moment with every person is so special. and i wish i had known that far earlier. i wish i could have appreciated some of the people who were once in my life that i cannot seem to get back. i miss them deeply, and to this day i cherish them, even if they don’t know it. i want to tell everyone how much i love and care for them. i hope i can someday.

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nobody will ever understand how discouraging it is to watch everyone around you succeed while you fall behind. i am completely, and utterly alone.

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and just then, i could feel the shells of who i used to be all around, comforting each other in our shared states of grief. not for one who’s passed, but for one who couldn’t stay in our hearts forever.

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just gotta tough out these last 2 hours and then i can finally get all wrapped up in my little bed and go to sleep

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the most beautiful beautiful people love red lobster biscuits

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found this in my notes app ?????? what was i planning

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walked into chem class with a sense of impending doom wish me luck

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this needs to be on spotify pls🫶