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[minkkumaz]

. ˚ . ⁺ ⊹ . ᐟ 건배하자 like a thunder ──── ﹙ 𝓞MI'S 𝓑EDROOM ﹚ choi jongho is my only 𝒶𝓃𝓈𝓌𝑒𝓇 ʕ •̀ ω •́ ʔ

one, two, three, lets burn ⮂ @woonhakist ♡ #: 𝒹reams 𝓃ightmare prevention 𝒾mportance of reblogging

LATEST ꒱ never mine lee donghyuck STATUS ꒱ written requests closed, but open for discussion, thoughts, and texts

세상 어디에서든 보일 수 있게 i got the answer

[minkkumaz]

is this thing on

[astrae4]

BOYNEXTDOOR PAGE RECS AS SOMEONE WHO LIVES IN THE BND X READER #

excluding pages containing nsfw. including my favorite posts alongside the pages. comment down your favorites too <3

my fav work from myself: a lady’s guide to securing a man with broad shoulders , park sungho

from my amazing moots 💗

@htaesan , not that i care or anything | taesan

@slytherinshua , girl next door | sungho

@miumura , soulmate undercover | taesan

@woongelaatin , baby! | woonhak

@fgumi , chalant | jaehyun

@soombee , caught in the current of you | leehan

@pchysnz , (technically a wattpad writer but her ‘bestie’s pretty’ fic is amazing!)

@miaozzy , ur a fan?!

@blissfullsvn , between the lines | taesan

Other Pages…

@coriihanniee , bnd as highschool tropes

@globaloppaaa , cuteness aggression

@kaiyunsim , skit | riwoo

@minkkumaz , i’m trying to get over this | riwoo

@juyeoz , like me! (like me!) | leehan

@dat-town , another social casualty | jaehyun

@gyurilla2 , if i say, i love you | riwoo

@hancorys , small girl fantasy pt.2 | woonhak

@junnieverse , daddy day care | taesan

@tanghuyuj , we get, the same! | woonhak

@leehanadez , no one noticed, right?

@winteringdream , coffee date? | sungho

@nonononranghaee , a kiss for luck love | sungho

extra works that made me giggle hehehe 😝

the phone tradition | riwoo, @yakaiatori

so kiss me | taesan, @itsactuallylina

overall there’s so much more but i got lazy so um…here you go guys 🫳 maybe if i get motivation i’ll make a pt.2

TAGLIST: @ja4hyvn @flwoie @sulkygyu @xiaoderrrr @ineedaherosavemeenow @teddywonss @taerae-verse @bbangbies @cherrypieexx

[minkkumaz]

thank you for mentioning me ^_^

[minkkumaz]

Heyyyy are u still active 🙃

honestly not really, but hopefully the passion comes back oneday:)

[minkkumaz]

hai

stylist (secret) gf and woonhak- where he goes onto stage and performs but soon finds his name blowing up on twitter bc of his gfs lipstick mark on his collar that he never noticed

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MELONNN HOW U BEEN GIRL! jaehyun would cover up for him and say that he was kissing his neck with strawberry lipgloss or sum, THE ALLEGATIONS NEVER STOP

[minkkumaz]

kaiju8 promo in 2025.. heh

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OMG ARE U FRLS... NEED THAT NEW SEASON IMMEDIATELY

[minkkumaz]

OMI I JUST REDOWNLOADED TUMBLR HOW HAVE YOU BEEN POOKS

HEYY WASSUP HOW HAVE U BEEN!!

[minkkumaz]

HI I LOVED CROWNS CANT KEEP ME AWAY FROM YOU i was wondering if you would ever be open to continuing the story because i love royal aus and the happy endings that come with it and i just loved everything about what you wrote and would love to read more of it from you 🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️

hi anon! i'm so glad you like it, i haven't written in so long for tumblr i'm not even sure how i would continue!! i'll use this message to say that i do still love writing, but i'm very busy nowadays, and my focus has gotten worse T_T that story in particular was a surprise fic for my friend woonhakist, and i had never written a royal au before like.. ever? particularly because that's not the type of fiction i'm really into! so unfortunately i don't think i'll ever do it again </3

[minkkumaz]

NO SERIOUSLY!!! like i redownload tumblr just to chat…

AND OMG ITS ALMOST HALLOWEEN!! still thinking abt bonedo dressing up w reader as body guards… do u have any plans?

and oh my gosh recently ive been so caught up danganronpa again… kkokichi u shouldve lived we miss u….

that game is my guilty pleasure. nobody i know irl will ever know abt it so i gotta yap abt it online.

I REMEMBER U HAD SOME IDEA ABT IT… but maybe im hallucinating. kokichi and hoshina both have purple hair this is a sign. WOONHAK GO PURPLE !!!!

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YEAH I HAD A DANGANRONPA 8TURN SERIES; well, HAVE, i just havent touched it at all for awhile. let alone any fic on my account LMAO

ive always been a shuichi girl so maybe we are meant to be...

for halloween im just trick or treating with my friends!! gotta go while im still a youngin hehe

also body guards for reader is FUNNYY i feel like jaehyun and leehan would love matching costumes the most >< (leehan as ken?!? LOL)

[minkkumaz]

da..dandadan…. omi plz marry me i think you really are the one.

ALSO!! ive been thinking abt some more crush stage bnd…. like like theres thing song called the cutest pair (regina song) AND THAT SONG IS SO CUTE!! like the lyrics are so fic-able (?????)

like imagining that song with teenager jaehyun… like he has been crushing on reader for YEARS. after laying his eyes on her at the playground his heart was set. he definitely tried to get the readers attention but shes just too dense :[.

it doesn’t help when the reader just wont look at him!! why is she talking to everyone BUT him. one day jaehyun just gets the motivation to go all in and try to sway you. like if he cant get ur attention he’ll surely just make sure u get all of his and he’d do that by accompanying you EVERYWHERE!! like you need to hand papers over to the office? he’ll go with you AND carry the papers. you need help with assignments? he’ll learn the lesson for you even if he isnt in the same class.

but honestly who wouldnt look at THE myung jaehyun.

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maybe i am... I WISH TUMBLR WASNT SO DRY AND WE HAD ANOTHER PLATFORM TO DISCUSS!! ive only been checking bc i look for ur replies teehee

and yes omg i have heard that song, I COMPLETELY AGREE. i recommend the artist 'rin' if you've ever heard of her, one of my favorite songs is called 'just me' (i wrote a haemin fic about it but i lowkey forgot the title LOL)

jaehyun is literally the sweetest pea ever, id be oogling at him for eternity, he wouldn't get the chance to look at me without me staring right back! my cute baby T.T if only men were like that in real life LMAO

[minkkumaz]

yeah frieren is more fantasy aligned,, but i still definitely recommend it!! its so beautiful and it became super popular really fast for such an understandable reason…so id try it out! its genuinely so heartwarming and i feel like its right up ur alley. like lowk… i could imagine u ranting on tumblr abt the plot and sobbing….

AND BLUE LOCKK?! stop rn. i am refusing to watch the anime and ill only stick to the manga. i remember reading it before the anime was ever released and i was supa hyped and the oh the animation…. like yea no.

but kuronas my fav character! i used to also be a big nagi devotee but oh boy oh boy Kurona. I LOVEEE HIM!!! like i lovr like fangs but shark teeth. I AM SOLD! ON CHARACTERS LIKE THOSE!!! HES SUPA CUTE! so excited to see him animated but i refuse to watch those 2fps frames.

AND OMG HOORAY OMI AND YUNGYU MEETUP X2!!!! take pics of minho plz (*´∀`*)

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YOURE SO FUNNYYY i actually got into blue lock because i saw someones shelf display of all their manga and figures and whatnot and i was like.. gawdamn.. i love collecting and their stuff looks so cute!

lowkey i get into anime partially because of the cute merch, but i always end up enjoying them!! i dont think ive seen kurona in the anime yet but we will see. the animation definitely is... something of the sorts... but i hardly spend time reading so its a better alternative to me no matter how wacky it is.

IF I GET AROUND TO IT I WILL DEFO GIVE FRIEREN A TRY! since mha is over and i have to wait weekly to watch blue lock and dandadan (the only other animes im keeping up with) im dipping my toes back into the romance pool since ive been watching so much shonen!

im watching sasaki and miyano right now, theyre so cute i could die, and i love sasaki's english va >< i have like 2 episodes left. im gonna start making a list of what i wanna watch!!!

AND YES I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY POOKUMS AGAIN !!!!

[minkkumaz]

U R LYING OMG UR WATCHING KAIJU8 STSOP (*≧▽≦)!!! IM SO SO HAPPY!!! I CAN SEE WHERE UR COMING FROM!! I STARTED LOVING KAIJU8 WAYYY MORE AFTER THE MANGA SO IM SUPER EXCITED FOR S2!!!!

when i tell u hoshina soshiro is THE MAN!! TO EVER EXIST! hes so gorgeous i miss my beautiful purple haired husband (≧ヘ≦　)

its silly cuz he literally just texted me!! we r abt to go on a marvelous date.

AND I ALSO AGREE LIKE IVE BEEN SO OUT OF THE KPOP LOOP :(( i fear im converting back to my old music taste of just rap and some other genres…. BUT THAT WILL NEVER STOP THE BND LOVE THAT I AM HARBORING!!! i still rant and talk abt bnd to all my close friends and they pretty much got sick of me after the release of 19.99….

when i tell u nice guy altered my brain chemistry like OOH. nice guy fresh guy matji right…

im in LOVE WITH THE ALBUM!!! and EVEN BETTER YET… BND WORLD TOURRR?!! LIKE STOP RN!!!???? LEKEKEKEKEK IM SUPER EXCITED FOR THE USA DATES!!!! but unfortunately i spent LOADS on the wave to earth concert… (remember the lil thoughts i shared w u abt bbd x their songs hehe)

IVE ALSO BEEN INTO ANIME WAY MORE TOO!! been (re)watching loads and loads of pokemon… and recently i watched frieren and its changed me for the better. have u heard of it? definitely my next recommendation for u!!

its shocking to hear… and dont get me wrong i LOVE my kaiju8… but animewise i love frieren a bit more. PARTLY BC THE ANIME IS PRETTY SHORT SO FAR AND FRIERENS ANIMATION JUST TAKES THE CAKE FOR ME!! oh i could ramble ages abt frieren.. honestly it took me a bit to get into, but after like the 3rd ep i was hooked. i stopped watching it for a whole month bc i didnr wanna finish it LMAO.

theres these 2 characters… fern and stark and their chemistry together makes me wanna cry. theres this one ep where stark takes on a commission to attend a ball and fern becomes his partner and it was genuinely the most beautiful thing ever i CRIED. i refuse to elaborate on it though bc if u ever do watch it, u need to experience the shock and tears coming.

but definitely i prefer kaiju8 since of my unbroken bias for it… do u have any anime recs for me?!!

also… ive been getting back into danganronpa… kokichi,,,,,, i missed him（◞‸◟）

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I FINISHED KAIJU NO 8 YESTERDAY!! it was very good i was so happy kafka got his chance, and reno is just so cute hjskskdh ALWAYS HAS SO MUCH FAITH TOWARDS HIS ELDERS!!

but hoshina is just so.. whew.. MAN.

i think what started me getting back into anime was the ABSOLUTE BINGE.. i did with my hero academia. like i literally locked down 7 seasons in less than a month. denki is literally my bf forever but my eyes have been further opened to bakugo...

not sure about recommendations because ive been going pretty mainstream, but ive also been watching blue lock and KSJKH NAGI IS SO BOYFRIEND i love him so bad.. hes a little lazy lard but we can be lazy lards together bro im sayin?!?!

also, to be honest im not the biggest fan of fantasy magic quest and wizard esque things, THATS KINDA WHAT IM GETTING FROM FRIEREN BUT I COULD BE WRONG. that sounds contradictory bc ive been so much into mha which has powers but.. IT MAKES MORE SENSE IN MY HEAD YK

kpop is such gray space for me right now, i still listen and adore but im just like ;] I BARELY EVEN LISTENED TO BND COMEBACK AFTER THE FACT, but nice guy is very good, AND DANGEROUS BRO THAT SHIT WAS FIRE

i wish i could go to bnd world tour but i am very broke... and i may or may not be seeing 8turn on tour HASJKH i get to see my man yungyu in person again!!!!

(also not that danganronpa sneak?!!? shuichi will always be famous in my heart)

[minkkumaz]

so are we discussing the bnd comeback…?

(HI I MISSED UOMG)

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MELON IVE LITERALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU FOR THE PAST COUPLE DAYS BC YK WHAT...

ive been getting more into anime since we last spoken so ive been watching a lot, I STARTED KAIJU NO 8 AND IM HALFWAY THROUGH AHSJBSN let me just tell you rn....

hoshina IS the coolest mf ever hes just so silly but threatening.. i checked this notif MID EPISODE 8 so when i finish the anime ill get back to you

BUT I THINK MY FAVORITE CHARACTER IS RENO AND IHARU their dynamic is honestly just very cutesy grr

however i will say im less attatched to these characters than other animes ive watched, but maybe cause since the anime is so short, theres not any filler episodes expanding on different characters background besides kafka ofc

BUT BESIDES KAIJU NO 8 i loved the bonedo comeback, ive been a little out of touch with kpop recently so i havent listened very much since it came oht but... I MISS U MELON i miss chatting with u but tumblr is such a dry space for me rn LMAOAO

[minkkumaz]

this riize situation really js has me gobsmacked

[minkkumaz]

girl do u have a masterlist

if u clicked on the links on my pinned they are under 'dreams' :3

[wonhes]

WARNINGS: ….. angst 😺👍 + cursing

☁︎ — JUNE 24TH, 2024 10:58 PM

blinking to try and comprehend what they heard, they all blankly look at each other as anton’s words continue ringing in their heads. trying their best to put into words what they were all thinking, they continue staring at each other in complete disbelief. shotaro is the first to break the silence by loudly scoffing at his younger friend.

shaking his head at him, he takes a step forward towards anton. bringing the back of his hand up, he smacks anton’s chest causing anton to let out a small “ow.”

“and what the actual fuck posessed you to say that?” shotaro asks, disapproval written all over his tone.

“it was a joke!” anton quickly yells back as he rubs his chest.

“look around,” eunseok states as he moves to point at the rest of the boys. “is anybody laughing?”

“i panicked, i’m sorry!” anton sighs, bringing a hand up to nervously chew on one of his fingernails. “i was just trying to lighten the mood,” he mumbles to himself.

“you said sohee was going to get a restraining order against her!” wonbin quickly yells back. “in what world is that funny?”

“okay, i did not say it like that!” anton immediately argues back, shaking his head at wonbin’s words. he doesn’t understand why everyone is making such a big fuss. anton swears he has jokingly told sohee that before and it didn’t result in him crying. he genuinely does not understand why him making that joke towards you led to you crying and locking yourself up in your room.

“if anyone should get a restraining order is yn but on this guy over here,” eunseok sighs shaking his head as he uses his index finger to point towards seunghan’s direction.

rolling his eyes at eunseok’s comment, seunghan brings a hand up to flip eunseok off; this instantly causing eunseok to flip seunghan back with both of his hands.

“she literally texts him everyday! i was just trying to be funny,” anton continued on defending himself, ignoring the two boys bickering.

“god,” shotaro sighs once more. “anton, do you not know how to read a room?”

“your sister is in love with sohee,” shotaro states. with wide eyes, anton quickly looks at your friends for confirmation. when getting the confirmation he needed, he awkwardly shifts in his spot.

“she texts him every day probably hoping he’s going to magically unblock her one of these days– she wants to work things out with him but he refuses to hear her out,” shotaro sighs, shaking his head at sohee’s way of handling the situation. “you told her he was out of town so that most likely caused her to believe you’re still in contact with him–” shotaro continues explaining. “you made a tasteless joke about sohee getting a restraining order against her so she most definitely believes that came out of his mouth.” shotaro finally concludes.

“do you now understand why your sister is crying or do i have to dumb it down some more?” shotaro speaks up once more causing eunseok to let out a small snicker at his choice of words.

“wait—” eunseok’s eyes immediately go wide. “yn,” he says, turning to his friends as they all instantly gasp and make their way up the stairs to go to your room and comfort you.

from up the stairs, eunseok turns back for a brief second and points down at seunghan. “and don’t you dare step foot upstairs,” he states before turning back to continue walking up the stairs.

rolling his eyes at eunseok’s comment, seunghan lightly pats both shotaro and anton’s chest to signal them to follow the rest up the stairs.

JUNE 24TH, 2024 11:13 PM

“baby, open the door,” wonbin sighs as he continues to knock at your door. turning back to look at sungchan and eunseok, he shakes his head at them.

“pretty girl?” sungchan tries now, jiggling your doorknob.

“sugar plum, please!” eunseok desperately yells out, wanting nothing more than to be there for you.

“baby? sugar plum? pretty girl? what the fuck?” seunghan mumbles to himself, confused on the sudden pet names you were receiving.

shaking his head at seunghan, wonbin couldn’t help but roll his eyes at him. “platonically, asshole.”

“you’re just mad yn didn’t like it when you called her pretty girl,” eunseok quickly shot back, turning to smirk at the shorter boy.

gasping at his words, shotaro and anton bring a hand up to smack their friend. “you called her ‘pretty girl’?” shotaro asks in full on disbelief.

“you fucking called my sister ‘pretty girl’?” anton angrily asks.

“ow–” seunghan states as he begins rubbing his head and arm. “sungchan just called her that and nobody fucking cared!”

“she’s my best friend!” sungchan quickly reasons back. “besides, it’s platonically. yours on the other hand was not.”

“eunseok, what else has he done.” anton asks as he continues to angrily eye his friend.

“oh, i’ll gladly tell you–” eunseok begins as he turns to look at seunghan’s panic figure shaking his head at him, pleading him to stop.

“yn,” shotaro randomly speaks up. at the sound of his voice, everyone shifts their attention towards him and watch as he brings a hand up to knock at your door.

“what the fuck are you doing?” anton whispers out towards his older friend.

“trust me,” shotaro quickly answers back before softly knocking once more. “i know you don’t know me like that but it’s shotaro,” shotaro quietly says.

“i’m really close to sohee,” he adds as he continues speaking to you against your door. “you-” at the sound of the door unlocking and swinging open he closes his mouth.

“i didn’t kiss seunghan,” you quickly state, looking up at shotaro with tears spilling from your eyes.

softly smiling down at you, he nods his head at your words. “i know,” he reassures you.

“please tell him that,” you desperately plea with him.

as you watch him shake his head at you, you feel your bottom lip start to quiver. looking up at him once more you try to plea once again.

“i’m not going to tell him because you are,” shotaro says, sending you a warm smile as he takes out his phone to text sohee.

“i’m going to text sohee and tell him i’m coming over so he’ll know to expect someone over,” shotaro tells you as he finishes typing on his phone. “but instead of it being me, it’ll be you.”

shaking your head at his words, you couldn’t help but let tears spill. desperately running to whichever one of your friends was closest to you for emotional support.

“oof,” wonbin softly says, taken back at the sudden contact. quickly snapping out of it, he brings his hands to your frame to hug you back.

“he’s going to get a restraining order,” you sob, hiding your head on his chest.

hearing your words, eunseok annoyingly turns to anton as he brings a hand to slap the back of his head. “you fucking see what you did?”

“baby, he’s not going to get a restraining order,” wonbin lightly laughs to try and reassure you. “do you know how silly that sounds?”

“sohee told anton,” you mumble, hugging wonbin tighter to try and calm yourself down.

angrily turning to look at your younger brother, it’s sungchan’s turn to slap the back of anton’s head. “you fucking see?”

“ow— it was a fucking joke!” anton whispers back.

“he’s not going to get a restraining order, i promise,” shotaro states, side eyeing anton in complete annoyance. “sohee never said that, i swear.”

“i can even show you our texts–” shotaro continues trying as he takes his phone out of his pocket. “he wouldn’t do that.”

“he wants to talk things out, trust me. he’s just hard headed.” the older boy tells you.

“very hard headed,” seunghan mumbles to himself, agreeing with shotaro.

discreetly nodding his head at their words, eunseok slowly makes his way to where you and wonbin were standing.

“move. my turn!” eunseok pushes wonbin off of you and quickly takes over, hugging you gently as he places a quick kiss on the top of your head.

“what the actual fuck is your problem, eunseok!?” wonbin groans, shaking his head at his friend as he dusts himself off.

“what? i’m just trying to be here for my best friend,” eunseok reasons, causing you to let out a small chuckle at their banter.

“okay! now, it’s my turn,” sungchan says, making his way towards you.

smiling at the sight of you no longer crying, anton begins walking towards you as well. “i’m sorry you have a stupid little brother,” he sighs as he sends you a sad smile.

“i got nervous and made a dumb joke,” anton admits to you as he nervously scratches the back of his neck. “i’m also so fucking sorry for the way i spoke to you the other day, you didn’t deserve that all.”

“i don’t know what i was thinking. i was just so angry and instead of taking it out on seunghan– like i should’ve– i took it out on you,” anton sadly states, completely ignoring seunghan reaction at his sudden words. “i-” anton continues once more but stops at the feeling of your arms wrapped around his torso.

“it’s okay toni,” you softly smile up at him.

“not trying to interrupt anything,” shotaro speaks up, taking a step forward as he looks down at his phone “sohee texted back.”

at the sound of sohee’s name, you instantly turn to look back at shotaro. sending you a small smile your way, he nods at you. “go.”

“go get your sohee.”

☁︎ — JUNE 25TH, 2024 12:26 AM

with a shaky breath, you close your eyes to try and calm yourself down before bringing a hand up to ring his doorbell. at the sound of his doorbell ringing you feel your heart hammer against your chest even faster— if that was even possible. now or never, you keep quietly mumbling to yourself as an attempt to calm down.

“taro-” sohee tiredly says as he opens his door. at the sight of you in front of him, sohee does a complete double take and stares at you with wide eyes.

“h-hi,’ you quietly mumble, nervously playing with your hands.

staring back at you, sohee couldn’t help but take notice on how red your eyes were. have you been crying? sohee sadly asks himself. he feels himself wanting to reach out for you to reassure you everything was okay. but instead, he quickly shakes his head at his thoughts, forcing yourself to snap out of it. you’re with seunghan, he reminds himself.

“go home yn,” sohee sighs as he tightly grips on the door handle.

“baby, can we please talk?” you desperately ask, taking a step closer to him.

“don’t-” he closes his eyes to try and calm himself down. “don’t call me that.”

“pretty boy-”

“is this funny to you?” sohee groans out as he steps outside while looking at you with tears in his eyes. “stop teasing me and go home.”

“i’m not-” you try but get interrupted by sohee’s scoff. “sohee, please.”

“yn, what do you want to talk about?” sohee asks, shaking his head at you. “if you wanted seunghan, you could’ve told me, you know?” he sadly states. “i would’ve backed off.”

“i don’t-”

“i heard you and anton talking that day,’ sohee cuts you off, not wanting to hear any of your lies. “god, i’m so fucking stupid.”

“baby, you’re not,” you quickly move towards him to comfort him causing him to take a step back, away from you. sadly looking down at the space between y’all, you try and swallow your tears despite your heart breaking by the second.

“please, go home.” sohee tries again, gesturing you to walk away

“i’m not going anywhere until you listen to me,” you firmly state, shaking your head at him. “bab-”

“don’t call me that!” sohee brokenly stops you. “you lost the privilege to call me that the second you decided you wanted my best friend,” he angrily brings a hand to wipe away his tears.

“i don’t-” you try talking once again but are once again stopped by sohee talking over you.

“i’ve been so fucking in love with and i thought-” sohee gulps. “i thought you were starting to feel the same way too. i thought it was finally mutual.”

“sohee,” you sadly say as you take a step forward to grab his hand. not having it in him to move once again, sohee lets you grab him. letting out a small sniffle, he brings his attention back towards you. at the sight of his tear stained cheeks you feel your heart break all over again.

“d-do you like seunghan?” sohee hesitantly asks as more tears begin to cloud his vision.

“baby, no,” you gently say, as you bring a hand to cup his cheek and wipe away his tears. “i like you.”

“then why did you kiss him?” he sniffles.

“i didn’t kiss him,” you begin, causing sohee to shake his head at your words and take a step back away from your touch.

“baby,” you desperately try to reach out for him. placing both of your hands on his cheeks, you try and get him to look at you. “look at me, please.”

listening to you, sohee hesitantly removes his focus from the ground and makes eye contact with you.

“the thought of you and seunghan together hurts me so fucking much,” sohee admittedly whispers out. shaking your head at his words, you bring a hand down and place it against his, intertwining his fingers with yours. “it hurts— it hurts so much,” he repeatedly mumbles.

“i didn’t kiss seunghan.” you reassure him.

“but, anton said-”

“i didn’t kiss seunghan but anton did walk in on seunghan trying to kiss me,” you hesitantly told him. processing your words, sohee finds himself letting go of your hand and creating distance between you two.

“baby, wait. please listen to me,” you say, catching his hand before it fully slipped away.

“were you gonna kiss him back?” sohee asks, looking down at you with watery eyes.

“no.” you immediately reassure him. “i only ever want to kiss you.”

“have you ever had feelings for seunghan?” sohee sadly asks, still trying to piece together the whole situation. “please don’t lie to me.”

☁︎ — JUNE 25TH, 2024 1:48 AM

sitting down on his bed, you nervously chew on your bottom lip as you wait for sohee to speak up. you were finally able to explain everything and he’s been quietly processing the situation ever since.

“why didn’t you tell me he was pursuing you?” sohee breaks the silence, looking at you with hurt written all over his eyes.

“i didn’t want to hurt you,” you try reasoning with him. “i thought i was protecting you—”

“bab- yn” sohee sighs. “that’s not protecting me, that’s leaving me in the dark.”

“my best friend was going after my girlfriend, don’t you think i would want to know that?” sohee bitterly laughs. “i would’ve loved to know that my girlfriend once had feelings for him too.”

“baby, it was just a tiny crush.” you quickly jump to your defense. “i was in denial—”

“you still should’ve told me,” sohee lets out one last sigh as he brings his hands up to rub his eyes.

“i should’ve,” you nod your head at him and shift your focus down to your hands.

“it’s getting late you should go-”

“that’s it?” you sadly ask, looking at him with wide eyes.

“are we still-”

“we can be friends,” sohee cuts you off, offering you a small smile. “i don’t think we should date.”

“ever?” you quietly ask. “never again?”

“c-can i fix this?” you hesitantly ask. scooting closer to him, you take his hand in yours. “i can fix this, i promise.”

“yn,” sohee mumbles, wiping away your tears with his thumb.

“this was all just a big misunderstanding,” you desperately plea with him.

“pretty girl, you still kept secrets from me,” sohee softly states. “i’m not mad at you,” he reassures you. “we can still talk but as friends— at least just for now.”

“friends,” you defeatedly state, scared that if you continue pushing he might completely pull away from you again.

not being able to help himself, sohee leans forward and places a gentle kiss on your forehead. there’s no denying that he still holds— and will always hold— strong feelings for you but truth be told, he’s terrified to try again. so, he’ll settle for a friendship instead, at least just for now. “friends.”

☁︎ — CLOUD 9

CHAPTER 44 — friends

summary !! after years of constant pining after his best friend’s sister, yn finally takes notice of sohee and sohee swears he’s on cloud 9. or in other words, loser sohee finally gets the girl.

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[minkkumaz]

eunseok and i are in the same boat bc yn getting friendzoned was ALSO not on my cloud 9 bucket list.

[minkkumaz]

8turn world tour was not on my 2024 bucket list