My fears keep me warm @miserablyscared - Tumblr Blog

happy pride to the gay people in my computer <3

it’s a beautiful day to check out a book from the library

its a beautiful day to return a book to the library unread after it auto renews 3 times

The library says thank you for boosting our circulation stats and the book will still be here later if you want it another time <3

Oh what an unlovable thing I've become.

I killed a part of me to keep you alive.

And u never noticed

losing the same person over and over again really fucks with your mental health.

no matter what, i constantly get excluded, maybe i should just give up on trying to be worth anything to people

when i’m hurt, i shut down, i turn into a total bitch i shut off my emotions i act differently towards everything and everyone and i hate it

i am excessive when i love someone and i am cruel when i hate someone. i want to be gentle. i don't want to be this way.

Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...

they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was

they did btw

I’ve lost so much of myself in other people I’m not sure what’s left

i can’t and shouldn’t have relationships, ever

“I love you.”

No you don't.

i hate everyone and i wish i never made any connections to anyone

No no no no no, you don't understand. I can't keep going on like this. It's draining me and I can't take it anymore. No more, please.

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

My fears keep me warm