look at me

tc/dk . Hello this blog is about my fucked up parents and the person who will never love me back

[misrbl]

Self note

.my mother hasn't seen him in person. Not yet .i should not bring my mom to graduation party. I should bring my dad. Even though i don't want both of them to come .my parents caused me suffering from both physical and mental problem

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Three weeks to graduation day

I feel our bond is stronger. I began to feel emotional everytime i talk to him. I know my feelings now. But still don't know how to control myself.

[misrbl]

My mother mentioned his name

I always try my hardest to hide everything from my parents and they already knew it. My mother have the stinkest mouth ever. I don't want her to mention his name. Ever.

[misrbl]

If y'all have a crush on a tc (or someone else) that already married i suggest y'all to find their social media and find any picture of them with their partner or children. Look at it veeeery deeply. They have a whole wonderful life than you ever know. And you shouldn't disturb them in the way you know what. This 99% work as a limiter and can prevent yourself from doin stupid things when you're facing them. Sometimes love means letting go. Let your heart die with it.

[misrbl]

1. Sometimes i checked his facebook page just to remind myself that this man have a whole life outside school.

[isawatree]

[willow]

[imagination]

[misrbl]

Do i ever considered myself as someone who doesn't give a shit

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Enlighten

Maybe i don’t really need someone i love to love me back Maybe i can just look at him like he’s my aesthetic person, My beauty, or something to look at. Maybe i should ignore what those girls think about me when I’m passing by Maybe i should draw more Maybe i should enjoy my life

[misrbl]

I'm standing here while he's feeding his child across the other land. I can feel myself slowly fading from his mind.

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I'm not going anywhere. I'll always be in this small city , watching you get older and grey. From a small distant across your desk, I'll pretend like everything was like the beginning of school year.

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In the end of the day, i finally noticed that he actually care. What makes me crying tonight is because knowing that i dont want to care anymore

[dearinsanity-xo]

“Love is when you can’t stop looking at him, even if he’ll never look back.”

[bled]

[wnq-movies]

I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.

Uma Thurman  (via wordsnquotes)

[misrbl]

I just waking up hating him. I hope this lasts forever