we're not kids anymore.
if i look back, i am lost
Today's Document
祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Andulka
Jules of Nature
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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
oozey mess
Cosmic Funnies
NASA
izzy's playlists!
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
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YOU ARE THE REASON
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
almost home
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sheepfilms
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@miss-murloc
I miss you too
SHIN??? oh my god I miss you so much!!!! brooooo!!! please please if you get the chance or are able, hit me up on discord, or twitter, or psn!!
pls, let me know in some way if you’re okay and safe!! hope to hear more from you soon!
there's nothing here for me anymore, no one cares about me, no one texts me too see if I'm okay or if I want to hang out, no one misses me so why am I even here
You ever feel like you have no choice but to reach out and talk to people, even when you feel unwanted by them?
Everything inside me screams not to message or call, but the fear of being forgotten about. That confirmation that I really do not matter, I do not cross your mind - that might send me into a whole different spiral.
That’s ultimately why I reach out, bc I crave so deeply to mean something to someone and I don’t want to leave room for them to show me how little I am thought about, loved or cared for.
i still miss you so so so much...
I miss you too
SHIN??? oh my god I miss you so much!!!! brooooo!!! please please if you get the chance or are able, hit me up on discord, or twitter, or psn!!
pls, let me know in some way if you’re okay and safe!! hope to hear more from you soon!
this was by far one of the crueller things to do. i still dont know if this actually was you but i’m continuing to assume that it is. but i couldve eventually accepted that you abandoned me had it just been that, even though its an overwhelmingly shitty thing to do.
i look back on our time with a lot of fondness but also sadness, but sometimes seeing this, just. why did you send this? this gave me so much false hope, hearing something from you, only to then again be left in the dark, never to talk to you again. i feel like if you really wanted to come back, you would’ve done so by now, even though i only have my suspicions about why you left so suddenly.
but im still upset about it, because you meant so much to me, every single minute that we spent talking was worth it, i still remember it all, every single thing, and i still miss you, and i still wish you would come back. i still... hold onto this stupid hope that some day. maybe some day. it’ll happen. god.
At this point the damage is just too fucking big to ever get healed. It doesn't make sense anymore to try and fix it. It can't be fixed.
“u okay?” no i just want to feel loved by someone without thinking they’re lying to me
Trans women who really need affirmation are like the most easily manipulated people and it seems like everyone, including other trans women, know on some unconscious level how to use them for sex, moral absolution, social climbing, the list goes on. And it's very easy to make them go away when the game is up. Maybe this is why trans women talking about transmisogyny always makes people go apeshit, nobody wants to lose such a useful tool
I don't want to be an option, I want to be a priority
(almost killed myself 74 times) what a day
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it’s getting worse again
as always
pushing others away as a test is a toxic coping mechanism i learned to challenge the love ppl in my life have for me. i’m so afraid of being abandoned, if i push them away and they go then its not as painful as if they randomly leave me. its like a controlled selffulfilling prophecy
The pain doesn’t stop.
Not for christmas,
Not for new year’s,
Not for birthdays, or saturday nights with friends, or weekends, or weddings, monday mornings with the person you wake up with, or sunsets, or reunions with the people you love.
It’s there.
Always.
“you’re so quiet” bro everyone ignores me and nobody cares about what i have to say
What is it about me that makes me so easy to ignore?
I still dial your number, knowing you’ll never hear it ring. I still write these letters, knowing you’ll never see the words. I still love you, knowing you’ll never feel the same.
— Letters from S
