[throughtheeyesofmyself]

[neckkiss]

[timbllr]

[zptp]

[perrfectly]

[chronic-life]

[itallstartedwithakiss]

[millstoney]

[bled]

by Matt Talbert

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I surrender myself to everything. I love, I feel pain, I struggle. The world seems to me wider than the mind, my heart a dark and almighty mystery.”

— Nikos Kazantzakis, tr. by Richard Howard, from “The Rock Garden,”

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“All we need is to muster the strength and courage, sink again, bear again. All we need do is turn inward again, there nobody can pursue us.”

— Gertrud Kolmar, from “A Jewish Mother from Berlin & Susanna: A Novella,”

[inkskinned]

I'm exhausted but my mind won't let me sleep. I spend my day all foggy, feeling little anchors under my eyes. Resentment in my teeth. When it comes time to finally relax, there's no use trying. I keep spending hours on my phone staring at the same three apps, not even seeing. Go to bed way past when I wish I had. Call this haze living.

[remanence-of-love]

[przekornie]

[sinceredarlings]

[uniej]

delete my memory

[rllygay]