Miss Audrey

Welcome to my world. I love my son more then life. I love my boyfriend, Kenneth Harris. I'm finally someone's everything. He's my dream come true. If I could be anywhere in the world it would be Illinois.

[missaudreyshepantsme]

"Some people are good at being in love. Some people are good at love. Two very different things, I think. Being in love is the romantic part- sex all the time, midday naps in the sheets, the jokes, the laughs, the fun, long conversations with no pauses, overwhelming separation anxiety ... Just the best sides of both people, you know? But love begins when the excitement of being in love starts to fade: the stress of life sets in, the butterflies disappear, the sex becomes a chore, the tears, the sadness, the arguments, the cattiness The worst parts of both people. But if you still want that person by your side through all of those things... that's when you know-that's when you know you're good at love."

[missaudreyshepantsme]

To my husband,

I know how much you give, how hard you push yourself for us. I see the tiredness in your eyes, the weight on your shoulders, and it breaks my heart because I wish you could see yourself the way I do.

You are the reason our family feels safe, the reason we can dream. Even on the days when you feel worn down, I need you to know, you are everything to us.

I’ll always stand by you, no matter what. You’re not alone in this, and I’ll never stop being proud of the man you are.

You are loved, more than you know. ♥️

[missaudreyshepantsme]

When it comes down to it.. I’m not ready to die.

[missaudreyshepantsme]

I always think I look pretty before I stand next to someone else.

[missaudreyshepantsme]

[missaudreyshepantsme]

Do you love Me? Alice asked.

No, I don't love you! replied the White Rabbit.

Alice frowned and clasped her hands together as she did whenever she felt hurt.

See? replied the White Rabbit.

Now you're going to start asking yourself what makes you so imperfect and what did you do wrong so that I can't love you at least a little.

You know, that's why I can't love you.

You will not always be loved Alice, there will be days when others will be tired and bored with life, will have their heads in the clouds, and will hurt you.

Because people are like that, they somehow always end up hurting each other's feelings, whether through carelessness, misunderstanding, or conflicts with themselves.

If you don't love yourself, at least a little, if you don't create an armor of self-love and happiness around your heart, the feeble annoyances caused by others will become lethal and will destroy you.

The first time I saw you I made a pact with myself: "I will avoid loving you until you learn to love yourself."

‘Alice in Wonderland’

[missaudreyshepantsme]

your children are watching your relationship.

watching the tone of voice you use.

watching if you’re affectionate.

watching how you talk about and treat each other.

watching how you handle disagreements and conflict.

your kids are learning how to love and what to accept, from YOU. so work hard to show them what a healthy relationship looks like 🫶🏼

[missaudreyshepantsme]

My husband got paid today.

I looked in our account, and there it was.

Recognition for all of his hard work. The long hours on the job. The price he is paid for getting it done.

He deserves it, and we need it.

Boy, I’m thankful.

But I don’t get the same for my job as a stay at home mum.

I work so hard every day, and night.

I literally have never worked harder.

Yet mine is purely a labour of love.

My money invisible, like so much of my work.

But that work -

That all consuming, exhausting, relentless work that comes with being a full time mother -

It comes with a wage.

Just not the usual type.

Right now my wage is in the slower mornings I get to have with my kids.

It’s in the cuddles we have throughout the day.

It’s in the new firsts I get to see, and the lasts I may never see again.

I get paid through the quiet little moments we share when no one else is watching, and the chaotic days filled with so much joy.

And boy am I lucky.

No one hands me a check for being a stay at home mum,

But my kids hand me the lottery.

Because I may be broke financially,

But I am rich in heart and soul.

Credits to the rightful owner.👇

Words: Words of Emma Heaphy

[missaudreyshepantsme]

I’ve cried so much in the past 24 hours. I can’t take anymore.

[missaudreyshepantsme]

[missaudreyshepantsme]

I’ve figured it out. The only time I want to do what I love is when you’re mad at me and don’t want to talk to me.

I base my whole world around you and it still means nothing.

[nakamorijuan]

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[missaudreyshepantsme]

Man all I wanted to do tonight was watch that movie ..

[sailorsenshigifs]

[missaudreyshepantsme]

Dear struggling soul,

Please remember Christmas is not about you. It’s about the children in the next room. All cozy and snug, dreaming of what great things are to come. Just remember, they won’t be forever young. So puff out your chest, and keep your head up high because it’s crazy how fast the years go by.

[missaudreyshepantsme]

I really hate depression. I was so happy 12 hours ago..

[missaudreyshepantsme]

A girl with a heart.

Do you ever talk to girl and wonder why she's so sensitive about certain topics?

How about why she is so caring to everyone?

Do you ever wonder why she is so willing to give so much of herself with no expectation in return?

It's because she doesn't make you work very hard for the attention she gives you.

It's because she accepts the love she thinks she's earned while you accept the love you think you're entitled to.

It's because she accepts the apologies you don't mean, she forgives the mistakes you don't learn from, and she forgets the misery you don't stop bringing.

Because of her good heart, she's been making excuses for you every single time you hurt her.

She's been looking past how cruel of a person you are, and she's been ignoring the idea of leaving you because she's just not that kind of girl to give up on you.

She trusted you too easily, she got attached to you too quickly, and she fell for you too soon and she knows exactly what she has done, but she can't help it.

She just has a heart that can always see the good in someone and not let your imperfections determine whether or not you're good enough for her.

It also makes her believe that you also have a good heart and you're capable of meeting every expectation she has because she would do the same for you.

But let me explain something to you.......

Here's what you should be afraid of.

You should be afraid of the day, a good heart gives up on you because once this happens, then you've truly lost something more valuable and precious than anything you will ever encounter.

So if you're reading this right now and you currently have a girl with a good heart, take my advice and take care of her, because life doesn't bless you with a good woman twice.

~ Cody Bret