I see people on Instagram who tag #ana #anorexia #ed and so and their plates are full of rice, sometimes pasta, even bread, more dressing than salad, some cookies and shit and I'm over here like: I drank 3 liters of water today...

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I see people on Instagram who tag #ana #anorexia #ed and so and their plates are full of rice, sometimes pasta, even bread, more dressing than salad, some cookies and shit and I'm over here like: I drank 3 liters of water today...
I don’t want to be fat, or chubby.
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I miss my parents so damn much but I know if I go and see them they will force me to eat and then I would feel "oh sweet, I starved (water only zero calories) myself for 2 weeks and everything's ruined now. I decided to stay at my place but I'm going to call my mom and tell her and dad I love them so, so much.
Have you ever starved so long you stopped feeling hunger? I have
Sad skinny girl eating a cupcake = Eating disorder romanticizing and/or remarking on the fragility of human willpower. How poetic.
Sad fat girl eating a cupcake = Binge eating disorder.
Happy fat girl eating a cupcake = Ew! Gross! Doesn’t she know how unhealthy that is?!
Happy skinny girl eating a cupcake = Wow so REBELLIOUS. Don’t forget to treat yourself! Ha ha!
Do you see the problem here?
If I'm being completely honest with myself, I don't want to give up my eating disorder.
They started to tell me I got very thin and I should start eating more. “ wow omg you should eat a cheeseburger!” But I knew they were just jealous and would kill to look like me.
2 years ago pictures like this would make my mouth water. Now pictures like this makes me want to fucking throw up. I would rather die than eat all that shit.
I’m eating normal. I hate it, hate it more than anything,being full makes me feel gross, fat and disgusting.
Mom: you need to lose weight
8 y/o me: No, I'm fine
Mom: you should cut back on the sweets
10y/o me: No, I'm grand
Mom: you'd look so pretty of you were skinny
12 y/o me: MOM! Please stop I dont want to
Mom: Fine
13 y/o me: Mabye I am fat.
Current me: Starts restricting, purging.
Mom: You've been losing weight, I wonder what triggered this?