dirt enthusiast
cherry valley forever
๐ชผ
Cosimo Galluzzi
Three Goblin Art
No title available
No title available
we're not kids anymore.
Andulka
One Nice Bug Per Day
โฃ Chile in a Photography โฃ
RMH
YOU ARE THE REASON
Janaina Medeiros
Game of Thrones Daily
Aqua Utopia๏ฝๆตทใฎๅบใง่จๆถใ็ดกใ
taylor price
blake kathryn
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
sheepfilms
seen from Singapore
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Tรผrkiye
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Australia
seen from Netherlands
seen from Germany
seen from Malaysia
seen from Malaysia
seen from Singapore
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Brazil
seen from United States
seen from Tรผrkiye
seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from United States
@mistermachoman
โ introductory post. โ
hello. you can call me 'priest' they/them pronouns. this is a blog ran by a system with bpd who ideally tries to work as whole, therefore no sign-offs. i also have asd, adhd, and avpd. my tags.
i am very nervous when it comes to social interaction, please be patient with me. this blog pertains to bpd information and works secondly as a diary of sorts regarding my symptoms.
i have no queue currently i gotta think think brain blast
they gave me a natural debuff called "fuck you for even thinking about wanting to build meaningful relationships"
there is not a day that goes by that i don't think about the guy who claimed i made my entire personality about having bpd
i really hate that 'favorite people' is the poster child symptom for bpd and that there's a severe lack of discussion over the rest.
where are my rapidly changing self-image and loss of identity posts, where are the risky and self-sabotaging behaviors posts, where's the horrible mood swing posts.
i feel like a tsundere "it's not like your my fp or anything..."
good omens season three coming out has unfortunately reminded me that my groomer used to call me 'angel' and 'angelito'.
sometimes i mourn the person i could've been if i hadnt gone through all this trauma and didnt end up with a personality disorder
i can't get a fp because what if they don't feel similarly
finding out your own mother has bpd is a personal 9/11.
"beautiful princess with a disorder" i have a gun.
isolating isnt enough anymore i need to not be a person
the worst part about moodswings are when i know i'm being irrational over something so i have to sit there and seethe.
"are you okay?" absolutely not but i'd rather kill everyone in the room than talk about it
beat my seven evil withdrawal attempts when i feel like you don't care in order to be my friend
i really miss when my old favorite person would update me on everything going on even when i wasn't awake.
