Hot Mommy

[mistydawnsmith]

Because of You

Because of you I now hate lesbians.

For how you treated me I already hate them.

Because of you now I see they they are capable of hurting me

I always thought that they can never hurt a girl like them for they are too.

Because of you I am truly a girl now. Purely into boys. even for threesome boys.

But i love gays I just hate lesbians for gays never hurt me like you did,.

[mistydawnsmith]

Hey

Hey how are  you?

I know life is hard now but hey i’m still here

we all have each other.

we are all in this together.

so cheer up my friend. I love you.

[mistydawnsmith]

loneliness

I cant take this anymore

I have been alone for a long time

feeling alone and lonely

being hurt by many

just because I am alone

so please chat with me I need you

Thank you thank you my all

[mistydawnsmith]

Anger

I am no longer angry

but the thought of how bad this world is get me feeling like this

but its okay I’m not literally gonna kill people

I say what is in my heart but never will I kill or hurt anyone

So please excuce my language and be my friend/.

[mistydawnsmith]

Good thing

Good thing killing is a sin or else

I might have killed way a lot of people

Good thing killing was a sin

or else I might have killed the people who hurt me big time

calm down they say.

How will I if I was in pain and broke my trust

leave me alone or you too might be killed

[mistydawnsmith]

loneliness hurts

a single mother’s life can be so lonely.

my son is now a teen

and grieving for my other son’s death.

I don’t know how to go on with this kind of life

But for my son I will for my son I can.

I may not know how but I will for my boy.

[mistydawnsmith]

Teenagers these days

what can you say about them?

personally I hate them for they are disrepectful no offense

I love them but hate what they do

selfish brats. when will you guys ever learn

please ln to be respectful before you give your authorities a heart attack

or youll wake up one day and your parents are already dead due to heart attack due to  stress because of you

oh my heart. I really had it.

[mistydawnsmith]

LEAVE

to my ex .... leave me alone

i dont need you

to my ex... leave me now

and never return.

I dont care what you think of me anymore

I may be a ugly no good  bitch but

I dont care for

you my ex i dont need you no more.

[mistydawnsmith]

If you hate me then leave

If you hate me then go.

I am used to being  left out

knowing that I am Asian and I am weaker than anyone

it just means that you don’t respect people and you only want sex. what kind of person are you. 

Yes I love sex but I still yearn ti be accepted and respected

So if you will not do that then there will be no  sex with me and  you may go and leave thank you. 

[mistydawnsmith]

Where do you live?

to tell you honestly I am asian

[blogkyrajuniverse]

♠️Blacked♠️

♠️Black Owned♠️

[mydesires71]

You know I do 😉

[mistydawnsmith]

Goodbye

I let go

let go of my son

let go of the pain

goodbye my son

till we meet in heaven

my heart will always be with you

buy I know you dont want mommy to be forever in pain

so I have to let go

and just look forward to see you there in Heaven

Goodbye my son

see you there

mommy will make you happy seeing her  happy 

like you always want her to be

goodbye my son

I love you forever!

Till we see each other there

[mistydawnsmith]

Why???

Why so cruel?

Why so painful

What have I don’t to make this this painful

someone save me someone care for me

i need you in my life

[mistydawnsmith]

Good Bad

Good thing killing is a sin or else I would have killed a thousand people

those who hurt others doesn’t deserve to live.

i’m tired of hurting.

its bad that i cant do anything when im hurt thats why how i wish i could scream and let it all out.

[mistydawnsmith]

when depression strikes

Even a girl like me can be like this

feeling alone and tired

without anyone 

without my son

working my ass out and still nothing

why do they always do this to me

am i really this worthless while I let everyone feel like royalty

when will it be my turn

when???

Oh heavens help me

i can’t take it anymore.

hiding my true feelings

so that no one will get my pain.

but i cant hide anymore

im tired im weary

please help me

[mistydawnsmith]

Sad

My birthday is here

my happy yet sad day

1st birthday

without my son

oh the pain of a mother

who lost her son.

but being strong

for you and herself.

I love you my son.

i miss you so

[mistydawnsmith]

grief

knowing that i lost my son

and remembering he’s gone

makes my heart bleed

how can I ever get through this

help me I need you

please help me with this grief

but even if i go through this

You my son will always be part of mommy

I love you my son