#birthdaysadness

[mistydawnsmith]

Sad

My birthday is here

my happy yet sad day

1st birthday

without my son

oh the pain of a mother

who lost her son.

but being strong

for you and herself.

I love you my son.

i miss you so

[sonkzu-blog]

#birthdaysadness #happybirthdaytome

[elvishthings]

niye ki doğdum?

mirkelam işi gücü bırakmış, dünden beri kulağımın dibinde geçip giden mmmm zamanları mmmm biryerlerde bulmam konusunda ısrarcı.

tek bir rakam değişti yaş hanemde, ama sanki yüzler basamağı değişmiş gibi yaşımın, beynimde.

güzel anılar biriktirmek demek yaşlanmak ve başarılarıma bakıp sevinmeliyim övünmeliyim belki de. bu da pek bi züğürt tesellisi. yersen.

neyse ki güzel insanlar var her yaşımda, her yanımda.

bak bu kitapta bile.

[danceintherainandbefree]

ugh my birthday is coming up and i have a feeling its gonna suck ugh

[surfacingthoughts]

Because the only thing I can get out of my mouth is...

"Seriously namiss kita today."

[surfacingthoughts]

Three hours to go...

...and I miss every single thing that happened for the last 4 birthdays I had.

I spent an hour and a half in the shower thinking of all those used-to-be's.I just stood under the shower head crying and letting the water wash my tears away because there's no more someone nagging me at midnight telling me it's my freaking birthday. No one to annoy me that I'm one year older. No one telling me to get up and jump because it's my birthday.  No one to wake me up when all I want to do is sleep. And then when the sun finally rises, there's no one to greet me at dining table with breakfast at hand to greet me and give me my special breakfast. There's no one to go with me to church to give thanks to the Lord.  I miss every single bit of everything they've/he's done because they matter to me the most.

Goodnight. </3 Thank you God for another year.