the distance between us

but the sight of the stars makes me dream

[endless-puppies]

You’ve got a delivery

[littleshinee-deactivated2017050]

[ashawol-deactivated20240605]

2018 SHINee Season Greetings

[fyjjong]

the moon is pearl aqua in japan today. jonghyun is the moon now, watching over us. (source)

[mizubelle]

so it’s pretty obvious if you look into my archive that i haven’t been using this blog much at all for i don’t even know how long. a lot of the big chunks of posts in my archive lately are from queued posts.

anyway, what i want to say is that this blog will stay here. it’s always been a personal blog for myself even though sometimes i felt worried that since i posted such a variety of content that it kept people from following me, but really that number never meant that much. the important part is that the blog is my own history, my own story mainly through my college years that showed how my interests and i changed over time. 

and it is also so important to me because it holds a record of how i fell for kim jonghyun, such a beautiful soul who i will always keep with me. he felt like such a constant and such a comfort but he was human too, and he can and will be a comfort to myself and so many others although not in the same way we originally imagined and hoped. god i’ve been meaning to type a long post about him and put it up somewhere but this isn’t it yet, i know.

anyway, the main point is that this blog has mostly been inactive and will likely stay that way. i have over 41,000 liked posts that must mostly be of him and shinee and maybe i will continue to reblog posts of him and other dear pieces of myself on this particular blog but i don’t think tumblr will ever be the place where i engage in fandom very actively, mostly because it hasn’t been for a while and i think that it just doesn’t feel like home. i don’t know. maybe i’ll start another blog for newer posts someday. maybe i’ll only post him here when i am ready. i don’t know. right now i can’t imagine typing out those long tags screaming about how much i love him when we won’t get to see him again and that was always part of my intention for the times when i went through my likes and posted him because i really do love him. and that was my intention for so many of those posts i know i’ll be able to find even now in my likes. or maybe i won’t do anything with those likes although i like how i was able to keep things organized with even the most basic tags for labeling. i just don’t know. i keep my instagram in my links page and i added my twitter there just now just in case you want to find me. take care everyone. i will work to take care of myself too.

anyway, just to finally close this, thank you kim jonghyun and thank you to tumblr for being a part of my journey.

[fyjjong]

(171211) @bohoslovska: 종현 오빠랑 다시 같이 일해서 너무 기뻐요~ 😊 이번에도 콘서트 vcr 촬영 있었어요, 이번에도 공연 못봤어요 ㅠㅠ 진짜 아쉬워요~~ 그래도 마음속에 오빠 응원해요! ㅎㅎ 😊 화이팅! 또 만나요!~ 😉 (i / ii / iii)

[music]

Bye, everyone! I hope you had as much fun with me as I had with you. Thank you so much for spending this time with me. I love you!! 

여러분 감사해요! 덕분에 너무 재미있는 시간 보냈어요~ 여러분도 재밌었나요? 다음에 또만나요~

[maerinah]

941024; twenty-three years ago an angel named jung soojung was born (●♡∀♡))ヾ☆*。

[femaleidols]

[colorsofshiningstars]

171016 move - taemin 💫

[mysterylover]

MOVE

[busa-n]

MOVE choreography

[blancknj]

「 m o v e 」

[taems]

Move tracklist

[taeguk]

happy birthday to our most precious, park jimin ♡ 

#HappyJiminDay, #지민생일ᄎᄏ

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Self confidence is a learnable skills, like typing or riding a bicycle. You develop it with practice.

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[jiminscockdesu]

Can you look at me like that, just once?