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This is a side blog for my Muslim revert journey. officially a revert as of 9/24/22. Trans guy. Bisexual. 21+ but this is a sfw blog.

[mlm-revert]

hi. it's been a while since I've talked on this blog. How about an update on life?

I haven't made a longer post since well before Ramadan. I've posted on occasion but...that's really about it. I doubt anyone's really noticed I'm gone. I post occasionally on instagram. not often enough. I haven't updated the podcast in...months. I don't know if i will again. I want to. but it just seems pointless.

I feel like I don't belong. I feel like I'm lost. Was I put on this planet to do anything good or was i just put here to die? What's the point of anything? It's all on my mind.

I know I'm supposed to trust Allah and just hope that He will make everything ok for me. But the world is falling apart so quickly. Will there ever be enough time for everything to become ok? I shouldn't doubt Him but sometimes i do.

[mlm-revert]

Is that podcast for Queer Muslims available on any platforms besides Spotify? And is it still going?

i never set it up for anything other than Spotify no. Maybe one day if i ever get back to it. I haven't uploaded an episode for it in a long while. Hopefully soon tho.

[queer-muslim-culture-is]

to all my fellow trans muslims on trans day of visibility: i see you and i hear you. you are not and never will be alone in this

if youre not trans but you know someone who is, take the time to tell them that they are loved today, yea ?

[always-arousedxxx]

Reblog if you want one of these in your ask box:

[spongebob-autisticquestions]

•A compliment

•A story

•Why you follow me

•A cute message

•One thing you want to tell me

•One thing you want to know about me

[mlm-revert]

hi, do you have any resources about finding queer muslim revert community? like even a discord channel or something, just looking to talk to people and make community

salaam!

I know i've had this message for a while but never got the chance to respond. (i've had so much happening.)

So I started looking for fellow queer reverts here on Tumblr, but I eventually moved onto Instagram. There's SO MANY queer Muslims/reverts on there and i've made so many friends. I'm also a part of a queer masjid on discord. It's called Daar ul-Gharib and they have a website where you can request to join the masjid.

also feel free to message me if you ever need anyone to talk to. I can try to give more resources soon!

[bigenderrevert]

I made a request to join but they never got back to me

[mlm-revert]

oh hey I'm part of the volunteers of the masjid, it can take a little while before they let ya in. :3 we're pretty busy with Ramadan and everything.

[sheikh-sayeed-deactivated202504]

The Prophet ﷺ Said,

لَيْسَ شَيْءٌ أَكْرَمَ عَلَى اللَّهِ تَعَالَى مِنْ الدُّعَاءِ

"There is nothing more honourable in the sight of Allah than dua."

Sahih Tirmidhi 3370

[alhamdulillah10]

By Allah if your tawakkul in Him (putting your full trust in Him) is true for any type of rizq in this dunya, tawakkul itself is by no comparison sweeter and even a better rizq than what you're hoping from Allah.

[writtenduas]

This is a beautiful reminder that I needed to hear , May Allah reward you for the beautiful reminder Ameen 🤲🏼

[soulflowrss]

‎اَللّهُمَّ بَلِّغْنَا رَمَضَان

𝘈𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢 𝘉𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘯𝘢 𝘙𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘯

“Oh Allah, let us reach the month of Ramadan.” 🤎🌙

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[mlm-revert]

Literally sitting here reciting duas before i get ready to go get my heart monitor put on. Allah's gonna protect me through all this i know it but I'm still like...really worried lol

[ysr219]

"إيمانك بتحقق دعواتك يجب أن يكون أكبر من خوفك من عدم استجابتها، وبصراحة، هذا هو مفتاحنا لكل"

"Your belief in your duas coming true has to be greater than the fear of them not being answered, and honestly, this is our key to it all."

[9amartt-deactivated20250530]

قال ابن القيم رحمه الله:

من رحمة الله بعبده أن يبتليه ببلاء لا يستطيع البوح به ، ولا يجد من يفهمه في تفاصيله ؛ حتى لا يكون في قلبه تعلُّقٌ بأحدٍ غير الله يشكو إليه .

Ibn Al Qayyim رحمه الله said:

From Allah’s mercy upon His servant is that He tests him with a trial which he can’t disclose to others nor can he find anyone who can understand it fully/properly—so that his heart doesn’t become attached to anyone else instead of Allaah who he goes and complains to.’

Al Waabil Al Sayyib 35 الوابل الصيب

[heritageposts]

🇵🇸 From Friends of Al-Aqsa (FOA):

This Ramadan make sure you’re not breaking your fast with the taste of apartheid. All you need to do is check the label to avoid buying dates from apartheid Israel. This includes dates labelled from Israel, the West Bank and the Jordan Valley or if the country of origin is not shown. Ramadan is a time of reflection and self-improvement. During this month we are more conscious of our actions and how they affect others. Israel is the world’s largest producer of Medjoul dates. Let's be conscious of not buying dates that support Israel’s illegal occupation of Palestine and apartheid regime. * Major UK supermarkets like ASDA, Tesco, Iceland and Waitrose all sell dates from apartheid Israel as well as local grocery stores * The UK is the second-biggest importer of Israeli dates in Europe 50% of Israeli dates are exported to Europe, where the UK, Netherlands, France, Spain and Italy import huge quantities of the dried fruit. In 2020 the UK imported over 3000 tonnes of dates from Israel, worth roughly 7.5 million pounds. There are two peaks of date consumption in Europe. One is during the month of Ramadan and the other is during New Year’s Eve and Christmas. Boycotting Israeli dates in Ramadan is a concerted community effort that can show we are not powerless. It would be brilliant to see all Israeli dates still left on shelves across the UK and Europe at the end of the blessed month. This would reflect our strength as a community to stand together with a very important message: We will not support the oppression of Palestinians and we will not be complicit in Israeli apartheid. So, this Ramadan #CheckTheLabel and boycott Israeli dates.

With Ramadan approaching, please consider sharing!

If you're in the UK, they also have leaflets available for order on their webpage. These tie into their upcoming campaign #CheckTheLabel, with a national day of action on the 16th of February.

Again, check their webpage for more info.

[mlm-revert]

thinking about not using this blog anymore. idk.

[bled]

Salt flats of Salar de Uyuni, Bolivia by night

[mlm-revert]

Hey friends. Hope we're doing well. I know i haven't really been posting all too much really, but i wanted to hop on here and just talk. Give a little life update and everything.

so, what's new with me? Not much. Doctors appointments, counseling, the usual. I've been wearing hijab a lot more than not now. I tend to not wear it in the house but I do when i go out almost exclusively now. And when i don't have hijab on i do wear a hat or something to cover my hair.

my religious delusions kinda came back for a while, and that was difficult. I'm slowly recovering from them again tho so i'm grateful for that. I feel like Islam is really helping me heal from the delusions. I know it wont take them away completely probably, but it helps me distract and feel at home in something.

The new year is very close and I'm not looking forward to it. My mom passed away around this time of year and i just really dont like this time. it makes me feel like absolute shit so, I just tend to not do much for the new year.

anyway! that's about it. Feel free to follow my podcast (same name as this blog.) it's only got like 2 eps but i plan to make more in the new year. And follow me on instagram too if you'd like. (also same name as here) I've been using it for books a lot lately but i plan on posting some more content soon.

[mashallah]

[kurapikaschai]

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[mlm-revert]

hi, do you have any resources about finding queer muslim revert community? like even a discord channel or something, just looking to talk to people and make community

salaam!

I know i've had this message for a while but never got the chance to respond. (i've had so much happening.)

So I started looking for fellow queer reverts here on Tumblr, but I eventually moved onto Instagram. There's SO MANY queer Muslims/reverts on there and i've made so many friends. I'm also a part of a queer masjid on discord. It's called Daar ul-Gharib and they have a website where you can request to join the masjid.

also feel free to message me if you ever need anyone to talk to. I can try to give more resources soon!