hi. it's been a while since I've talked on this blog. How about an update on life?
I haven't made a longer post since well before Ramadan. I've posted on occasion but...that's really about it. I doubt anyone's really noticed I'm gone. I post occasionally on instagram. not often enough. I haven't updated the podcast in...months. I don't know if i will again. I want to. but it just seems pointless.
I feel like I don't belong. I feel like I'm lost. Was I put on this planet to do anything good or was i just put here to die? What's the point of anything? It's all on my mind.
I know I'm supposed to trust Allah and just hope that He will make everything ok for me. But the world is falling apart so quickly. Will there ever be enough time for everything to become ok? I shouldn't doubt Him but sometimes i do.















