Confession: Every time I see Vixx interacting with Starlights, I get really sad. I’m not jealous, I really love this fandom. But I’m really scared that I might never see them one day. I’m scared that I wont get to look at Ken’s eyes and make Leo smile. I’m afraid that Vixx will never notie me or know that I exist. They are very far from me, and I hate that. I’ve never loved a band so much. I would go out of my way to see them.














