Genuinely going on a spiral without my medication but I hate the person it makes me, I don’t want to be an emotionless robot but I’m SO anxious I can’t have actual conversations with people without thinking they dislike me, school and work have been a roller coaster because of it too.
I’ve been smoking sm weed because of it too 💔💔 I shouldn’t have to do that just to be happy and have the will to live like fuck
man i totally forgot how weird people are about the “female orgasm.” like when I was younger i heard it talked about like an anomaly of science. and specifically people would ask shit like “what is the ‘evolutionary purpose’ of the ‘female orgasm’”. i dunno man its not hard to conclude that sex feeling awesome results in having more sex. but I guess that question seems more interesting if youre a fake intellectual and see men and women as different species and not made up of the same flesh and nerves. come on now.
ask (on @ilysungho): woonhak is def a man who yearns! if he can write the most cliche, teeth-rotting, and heart-quenching love songs without even experiencing it, what more if he’s ACTUALLY in love, right?! that man would def be obsessed with his girl. being in love with him is a refreshing encounter — would be so romcom-coded too! contains: woonhak x gn!reader, lovesick woonhak has a crush on you, asking out, super adorable fluff, all of bnd present, barista jaehyun, serenade lyrics, lmk if i missed anything!
when woonhak gets a crush... he makes sure to let it be known. everyone around him knows how much he likes you, constantly hearing every single overanalyzed interaction he's had with you since the early days of when he formed the crush. he updates his friends right away when something new happens, from a simple glance, to your lips forming a sweet little smile at his cheesy words. so he devised a plan.
and the plan was pretty simple: make a poster, sing a song, and ask you out.
he'd been working on it for weeks, finding ways to spend more time with you in the time. for starters, he'd gotten your cafe order memorized from seeing you at jaehyun’s workplace while he visits, the barista helping him with learning how to make it (though he messed up a few too many times—jaehyun just told him to leave it to him by the 5th try, to simply focus on doing what he's better at (aka music making)). he also knows what flowers you like now, sungho stepping up to help him with making a bouquet for the special day. also, his attempts at "coincidentally" bumping into you at the dog park as he watched you play with your little pomeranian are too obviously planned as he awkwardly walked riwoo's puppy every time, always unsure about how to take care of the little creatures.
both taesan and leehan help him too, doing so by working on the most important parts of executing the lovesick boy's plan. all 3 of them work together as woonhak's vision of what should be a song worthy of you comes to life through several days of songwriting and producing. and the poster? he wasn't sure just how much you'd like it, but he loves what his taesan hyung made for the day!
the day finally comes with the boy standing outside your house, the sun glaring into your window as you hear a faint tune to woonhak's voice playing outside. you blink through the glass as you focus your eyes on him, sunglasses adorning his face as he held up a poster reading ‘BE MINE?’ with... questionable strokes. but the bouquet that was on top of the radio player looked too beautiful, wrapped in a white? light blue? wrapping paper, a huge bright blue ribbon keeping the flowers together.
you could almost laugh at woonhak's commitment to preparation, simply in awe of how he always managed to show his charming boyish side that initially made you also fall for him. opening the window, you heard the words of the song more clearly: mm mm my playlist now, are you free on friday?
"YES!" you yell back, answering both the questions at once, though he just assumed it was in response to what he held, the main question he had.
"REALLY?" he yelled back, a bit shocked but also glad that he wasn't wrong about the signals you sent to him through the several hangouts before this very day. you nod as you keep watch, your head falling back in laughter as he ran around the road, screaming in joy as he barely held onto the poster paper.
and well, the neighbors... they may complain about his lack of awareness of his surroundings, but who cares about that when he finally got you, right?
kim woonhak PLEASE COME BLESS MY LIFE I NEED THIS MAN IN AN UNGODLY WAY I WILL LITERALLY DO ANYTHING DO TAKE A BITE OUT OF THAT COOKIE LORRRDDD PLS I WILL STOP ANY BAD HABIT I HAVE I JUST NEED THATAAAAAAAA
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