Why aren’t we talking more about the first night they actually got to fall asleep together. The first night at the cottage, warm quiet all alone, a little sunburnt and tired from an afternoon swim in the lake. Sore from sex and kissing, sleepy and shuffling to the big bed together. Shane brushing his teeth she’s half shut already as Ilya strips down for bed, Shane watching him wash his face in the skin, pulling back to let Shane spit his toothpaste when he needs to and maybe it should be a little sealed because they have never ever done this, but it’s not. Ilya pees while Shane takes his supplements and then Ilya brushes his teeth while Shane neatly places his clothes into the hamper.
They fall into bed just in their boxers and Ilya is pulling Shane into his chest, curled close together under covers. They’re both nervous and giddy and excited and so fucking sleepy. Smiling like dorks and yawning into kisses. Feet playing under the blankets and shane is so happy he has to hide his smile in Ilyas neck because it’s embarrassing how pleased he is, Ilya in his bed. His real bed. With him at the cottage and there is no walking about the door just them and being honest and happy and Shane feels like his skin is buzzing. They shuffled cuddle and re adjust until Shane is laid on Ilyas chest, sprawled on top of him with Ilyas fingers slowly tracing up and down his neck. “M not too heavy?” Shane asks and he’s nuzzling his nose against ilyas pulse point. The bed smells like him, he knows they will fuck again in the morning but more than that he knows Ilya will kiss him sweet and slow hand on his jaw and throat until they fall back to sleep after. Knows he’ll get up with him after that, later in the morning, have a coffee with him sat out on the dock and then they will have the whole day to just be. But he asks that just incase, incase sleeping on him like this is too much, overheating Ilya or he’s too heavy on him. Ilya lets out an unhappy gruff and bites gently at the curve of Shane’s cheek “don’ move” he whispers back, words all mixed together.
Pleaseee give me your thoughts on their first night together. Maybe Ilya wakes up and realises they have drifted apart and pulls Shane back to him. Shane gets up to pee and just spends a minute watching Ilya sleep in his bed, settled and sweet boyish face relaxed 🥺😭
