Loqkey like the entire last 2 years of this blog has just been me occasionally being like omg i wanna remake. But i feel like i legit have a curse on me stopping me from doing so and have for so long and part of it is that i wanna make myself a stupid fucking. Carrd or geocities or something sorry. But also this blog is so tied to like the worst time of my life and also i’m just insane and suck and have had a significantly harder time keeping up with people than i used to but i heard about multiple people asking about if i was doing ok today so yknow. If anything’s a sign! Lol. But i like din;t wanna actively use this blog again or my old one either bc they just feel evil and tainted to me for no good reason and tbh there are a lot of people i desperately Wanna connect with on here but also i lowkey just will log in and look at my dashboard and not interact with anthing and also i have so many gross fucking blogs i follow on here where i’m like what the fuck why do i dollow this person i hate all their posts i don’t wanna see this. But like i can’t allow myself to unfollow bc it would disturb the dash here being preserved in amber or whatever. What up
