not porn

I am a millennial. Generation Y; born between the birth of AIDS and 9/11, give or take. They call us the global generation. We are known for our entitlement and narcissism. Some say it’s because we’re the first generation where every kid gets a trophy just for showing up. Others think it’s because social media allows us to post when we fart or have a sandwich for all the world to see. But it seems our one defining trait is a numbness to the world. An indifference to suffering. I know I did anything I could to not feel; sex, drugs, booze. Just take away the pain. Take away all the people I loved who wouldn't love me back. And that’s the rub of all this, isn’t it? I can’t feel shit. I can’t feel anything. We think that pain is the worst feeling. It isn’t. How could anything be worse than this eternal silence inside of me. I use to not eat for days or eat like crazy then stick my fingers down my throat. Now no matter how much I binge I can’t fill this hole inside me. I can’t take it anymore. I think I’m going batshit.

[written-scars]

[moan-s]

[labella-instagram]

[moan-s]

[moan-s]

[11anothergirl11]

How many nights have you wished someone would stay?

Unknown (via 11anothergirl11)

[projectendo-deactivated20210112]

anonymously send me

to hell

[veryharam]

[amortizing]

This goes out to all of the people who have been broken, but have been strong enough to let go.

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[maisjetaime]

It eventually gets better, without any sort of explanation; you just wake up one morning and you’re not as upset anymore.

Ten words story: may 2015 hold that morning for you. (via maisjetaime)

[s-u-p-e-r-m-4-n]

[chaarice]

[24hoursinthelifeofawoman]

[c-isnenegro]

[moan-s]

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[deceptivelips]

(18+)

[coral]