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somewhere, i am god.

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DOCUMENT, CONTAINS RULES, CHARACTERS AND OTHER LINKS.

TRASH CINEMATIC UNIVERSE MAIN PLAYERS -> @etharest ; @cripplemagics ; @etoilebleu ; @enchaentales ; @purgirltory ; @hagiophagy / @runecast ; @brokenfist ; @solrites ; @drwlf ; @moonaffair / @dreamingyou ; @bledsaint / @bloomcrown ; @cuntryjunkie

THE BOYS BADDIES -> @awkwardcourage ; @garglemyballsack ; @thcbvtcher / @starliqqht / @homclander / @thcrealheroes ; @innerwar / @supegod

SPACE TRAVELERS -> @rasskaz4ik ; @bungem ; @highly1ogical / @startold ; @deficd ; @iconaclysm

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walk with me. carlisle, but.

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i got distracted so imma try again tomorrow.

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@starliqqht liked for a starter.

maybe it's the shit coursing through his veins, whether that be the drugs or the hatred, or maybe a damn decade is too long to go without getting laid. he needs something, usually, to give a fuck and get hard, but since when has anger and annoyance not counted as something? both flow like water, or rather, like the venom that has been pouring out of each of their mouths back and forth since she's stepped away from vought.

how long ago was that? he can't recall. it doesn't really matter.

what does matter is that whatever pissed off bullshit she's just thrown at him lingers in the air between them a little longer than usual, and though he's actively pissed about whatever thing it was that had caused the argument, he can feel that distinct twitch beneath the thick denim of jeans because of course, he'd not bothered with boxers that day. rarely does he, but that's beside the point.

the point is, before he is capable of really understanding what's going on under all that pointless flesh he's got, he's stepping heavily across the space between himself and annie - starlight. a fuckin' supe. though he'll admit in the darkest, deepest hole where no one can hear him that she's one of the good ones. once in her space, he's using the brunt of his presence to pressure her back against the nearest wall.

he doesn't touch her. not yet. no, hands plant at either side of her head against the wall, his body leaning inwards towards her. he knows what he wants, but he's not about to try taking it. he hates it, maybe even hates her, but she has to agree.

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okay, enough messing around. (that's all i do here.) i'm gonna try to write some, but i DO think i'm going to hold back my finished replies / queue them for tomorrow so i give myself some breathing room to get more done rather than getting myself stuck in a loop cause i'm goofy like that. got the attention span of a dead rat's asshole.

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what if i said leonard is a goddamn menace with his medical / anatomy training and abuses that knowledge to make partners squirt. what if i said that.

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every time alcohol comes up as something leonard has to encounter in a thread, i roll a d20 in a private discord server to decide his fate. if at any point proof of the roll is desired, it can be given in the form of a screenshot.

1 ; critical failure ; he immediately falls entirely off the wagon and dives into a path with the goal of blacking out. there is no possibility of saving him from this choice in the moment. his sobriety is entirely broken and consequences will be severely negative. 2 - 9 ; failure ; he takes the drink, but is easily dissuaded by people he trusts that can see what is going on. he's fallen off, but there is hope that he can be saved before he reaches the point of no return. consequences will be negative, but he can roll to recover at every opportunity presented until he either critically fails or passes. 10 ; neutral ; a reroll is made. 11 - 18 ; success ; he turns down the drink, but deals with the anxiety and physical pain of the temptation. he'll get something else, lean on serena / trusted friends, or leave, but will experience minor withdrawal extinction bursts. sweating, trembling, shortened attention span, temporary obsession with drinking, fidgeting. he is present, but might need to be reminded to participate in conversations. 19 ; high success ; he denies the drink, and manages to withdraw himself from the connection to it for the time being. it's most likely that he either hangs heavily onto one of his trusted people, or leaves entirely from the situation to protect himself, thus avoiding negative consequences and withdrawal extinctions. 20 ; critical success ; the drink is denied entirely, and he may even inform the person(s) offering it that he is abstained from alcohol aside from special occasions wherein he has an extremely trusted person with him that acts as a failsafe and a meter. he does not leave, managing to maintain conversation and enjoy the time still. no extinction burst behaviors are exhibited in this scenario. though this is a massive moment for success, it does not guarantee that he will not falter in the future.

different points in his life, as well as different people, will have different modifiers attached.

academy era. disadvantage. -3 to rolls. example: leonard rolls 10, -3 means he actually rolls a 7.

first voyages era. disadvantage. -1 to rolls. example: leonard rolls 10, -1 means he actually rolls a 9.

five year voyage era. advantage. +1 to rolls. example: leonard rolls a 10, +1 means he actually rolls an 11.

retirement era. advantage. +3 to rolls. example: leonard rolls a 10, +3 means he actually rolls a 13.

pavel, nala or scotty being present each gain a +1 advantage, with a possible total of +3 if they are all present in the moment.

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✶  ︵  *dash  game:  knowing  your  writing  partner  can  potentially  make  writing  together  a  lot  easier!

the basics

name: trashmouth

pronouns: i tend to hop between preferences cause i'm queer as hell but so long as it's respectful i genuinely do not care

sexuality: demisexual

three facts

i got lost in paris looking for the eiffel tower and when we asked directions, the two local dudes took two steps back in the direction we'd come from and pointed down the street. in our defense the part we were in was uphill quite a bit from the tower.

in rehab, i ran a tiny group for creative writing called dungeons and detox and i'm really proud of all the people that gave it a shot because we had older folk that had never done anything like that before coming up with really amazing character concepts, and it's really fueled my desire to want to do something therapy-wise surrounding creative writing and storytelling. any retreats looking for a creative coordinator hit me up lmao

when i enlisted in the air force, my asvab scores were ridiculous enough they were like "hey take the gibberish test" and i passed it with flying colors. it was literal gibberish i had to decipher the structure, meaning and station of. and yet? my brain damage since has made it insanely difficult to remember how my native tongue, english, works. i remember some german from high school and a bit of na'vi i tried pushing myself to learn but it gets all scrambled a lot.

roleplay experience

how long: over twenty years now. is that impressive or sad? the world may never know lol

platforms you've used: notebooks in school and letters in boot camp, imvu, gaia online, tumblr, discord, world of warcraft, tabletop.

best experience: it's so hard to pick one because even the good moments have been spoiled by something at some point. but i really think coming back here after almost a decade of a break to be on wow instead and finding a lot of my friends from my earlier days has been really amazing. shout outs to @etoilebleu & @runecast & @moonaffair - the baddies that i've known for sooo long and are so important to me and the way i write now!

muse preferences

female or male: i tend to lean towards males, or characters that can swap back and forth typically through magic, and that is really because writing helps me express my personal gender identity and the constant crisis it's in lol i love writing women, but they too often get the shit treatment from whatever rpc i'm in so they don't usually last very long.

fluff, angst, smut: i love all of it at the right times, and with reasoning behind it. i'm not really a fan of gunk for gunk's sake, regardless of what 'gunk' is a stand in for. most things have to have some kind of meaning or further intention, but obviously not everything needs to. things that don't have meaning or reason are typically reserved for people i know well and feel comfortable with, though.

plots or memes: i like a good mix of both. having an idea of why these characters might be coming together but then beginning the actual engagement with a meme is perfection in my eyes.

long or short replies: whatever works for the situation and the drive, because i'm never going to expect anyone to match me, or write a lot, or contain themselves! whatever is the most fun for each reply and helps move the story along is absolutely fine.

best time to write: when no one else is home / awake, because if i'm trying to reply to something i need hardcore focus and to not feel like people are looking over my shoulder.

are you like your muse(s): i have various connections to my canons that are important to me, but probably don't make much sense to anyone else. my originals, though, are pieces of me, even if that piece was very very tiny when it was crafted and has grown and shifted over time. i think that's true for anyone that creates a character.

TAGGED BY . . . @iobartach <3 thank you lovey! TAGGING . . . @etharest & @cripplemagics & @thcbvtcher (or wherever you are, dammit!) & you! tag me so i can see it!

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oh my god that was lowkey exhausting i probably made it harder than it needed to be tho lbr

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realistic sex in fiction when you're just trying to have a good time is boring. that being said who's volunteering to take seng's nearly two foot long schlong plus knot?

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how does it feel to know that balial and leviathan are the ones that initially trained and knighted beau

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the fact that warren's birthday was four days ago is why i'm doing this doc portion.

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i really need to compile a doc of just all the basic ass information in a quickview for myself, like one page is dedicated to birthdays in chronological order, one is dedicated to heights, one is dedicated to eye colors, one is dedicated to typical locations, etc. that would really help my dumb ass i think.

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Joe MacMillan, a study in grief. (Halt and Catch Fire 4x08)

“[Lee Pace] gives Joe a haunted quality … It’s not as though Gordon’s ghost is visiting Joe; it’s as though Joe is a little disappointed Gordon’s ghost isn’t visiting him.” – Todd VanDerWerff, Vox

“Joe, bereft, waits for the time when he’ll be ‘ready to [tell funny anecdotes about Gordon again],’ though his relationship with Gordon—the series’ most enduring marriage—may mean it never comes.” – Matt Brennan, Paste Magazine

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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐒

rules: answer and tag six people you want to know better.

favorite color: purple & green last song: girls like you by maroon 5 currently reading: howl's moving castle, very very slowly currently watching: the hobbit: an unexpected journey, like, as we speak. but also i'm working through the seasons of the witcher that henry was a part of. currently craving: a nasty greasy burger with the works and garlic parm fries

tagged by: stolen from a lot of people tagging: you! tag me so i can see what you say.

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hey y'all, semi-important maintenance post incoming. this really won't affect anyone that i haven't already spoken to privately, but is more a moving forward thing.

no longer will any character written on this page be single-ship, nor will lore centric to the characters be based on any other character not of my making that has not been written with for under six months consistently, with a higher preference for a year or more being had.

i truly enjoy building things with other creatives, but too many times in my extensive history of writing have i built something i love with someone and made it my primary story, only for someone involved to lose interest or step away from writing entirely.

i am not closing myself off from building with others or making pieces of things part of my canon, nor am i closing myself off from main portrayals of canon characters etc. in a way, i'm protecting my creative peace from being stunted in the case someone takes a long hiatus, loses interest, or stops writing that character.

this is not a form of punishment or denial in any fashion.

this is simply me creating a boundary that maintains my comfort and happiness in a hobby that is meant to allow such things.

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is this a safe space? excellent.

the entirety of the characters of the hobbit, at once. next question.