Happy International Friendship Day! I wrote a "poem" a while back about a long-distance friendship and falling in love platonically as an aroace; this feels like a good time to share it.
Here I sit on the swings in this garden
Thinking of you, our week spent together
Some flowers falls violently, one hits my back
I think to myself 'What season is this?
Perhaps it is autumn', but we're in full summer.
It must be because I associate you
With the fond memory of when it hit me
Again with such violence, that one realization
One I'd never tell you, lest it hurts you, too
Let's just see each other in a year or two.
Then I'll let you know, if you're close enough
That I'll be there for you, no matter how far
But really I don't need you to feel the same
It's more than enough that you told me you'll stay
I do not need you to change yourself
Because I love you as you are, my friend
So I did not dare ask to hold your hand
Didn't demand a longer embrace
Didn't feel hurt when we parted ways
'Cause now I am sure that I'll meet you again.
Platonic love, what a funny thing it is
The saying "just friends", they've got no idea!
They think we've it easy, no chances of heartbreak
Cold-hearted as robots, unmovable as mountains
I too was floored when instead I experienced
The highs and the lows of this love rollercoaster
The worries, the tears, that feeling of dread
'I'd rather be a robot or mountain', I'd said.
But then I saw you once more
In our scorching summer heat
And now that you are, too
My green and purple heart.