[furiousgoldfish]

me, thinking about abuse event and not feeling much about it: hm does this mean I’m okay with it? or am I just dissociated from it?

me, having a nervous breakdown abt it later: it was the dissociation

[painarchive]

[pepperoniplaygirrrl]

When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.

[thiniestgoals]

I can definitely relate to that

[moonlightstainedtears]

People never understood this, which had led to me not going out with them anymore and losing friends, obviously. Recently, I actually managed to have 2 friends IRL again, one I had known online for 2 years already, so she knew how I am already but the other one was a friend of her and she barely knew anything of me, and once, she “secretly” took a photo of me when I did her hair and when I noticed, I told her “please don’t, I don’t like that” and she IMMEDIATELY apologized and deleted the photo she took. And this was so ??? to me, like, I’m not used to someone just apologizing and not being a bitch about it? People should just be more like that because if one doesn’t want photos to be taken of them, then just don’t? And if you didn’t know before but they literally tell you not to, then apologize and delete it? 

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

Doctor: you are dying

Me: oh thank god finally

[avvrice]

parents be like you can’t imagine how hard it is for us to deal with your mental illness

[avvrice]

parents be like *annoyed sigh* you’re suicidal again? really?

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

my body is a hotel for anxiety

[confusedchildinside]

fuck you for taking advantage of me because you knew i was already damaged

[softboysoft]

me: genuinely cannot remember things from my childhood, like at all

also me: I’m okay, this is nothing, everyone can’t remember things from their childhood, this is a natural normal thing

[zakazne]

[m-e-s-a-r-t-h-i-m]

[mae0x]

you know that exact moment you realise you’ve over-shared with someone and you immediately feel like throwing up ???

[screenshotsofdespair]

[sleepymila]

I’m just so mad I let myself be that fat in first place.

[a-slut-for-ana]

no but what makes me sad is, even when i reach my goal weight my face will still look like my face.