NOTE - THIS IS UNOFFICIAL AND JUST A PIECE OF FANWORK MADE BY ME AND THE YV FANDOM
Almost two years later, and it is officially done !! What started off as a silly little dream a girl who got into a new fandom turned into something bigger, and through the pits of hell and still fighting the biggest and worst depression of my life... this still became a reality. No matter how hard the battle is.. No matter how deep into the pit you fall... thinking you aren't going to be able to get out of it, know at the end of it all.. there is a light there shining bright, greeting you with open arms and happy for your return.
Thank you to everyone who supported this project through the pits of hell it had gone through during the making of this, none of this was also possible without the support of all of you, so from me and the other artist of this project, Thank you.
little funny behind-the-scenes editor tidbit from yours truly:
before all 50 parts were submitted and i was trying to get a feel of how parts 1-10 would be put together, i had to put in some filler to stand in for unsubmitted parts, leading to this dumb thing
and now... our lovely editor !! please also know... they didnt draw the art there... i did !! most of these were gifts for our editor <33
editor showcased
almost two years in the making.. and it is finally complete, and here over in the unofficial bittersweet project are excited to share all the hard work we have made !! see you soon~!!
A final statement from me regarding SilentParadoxx/SylentNights
TW: Online Grooming/Predator, mentions of SA/self harm/mental breakdown, manipulation
I wrote this because I wanted to give my final piece take on it all. I wanted to end this, I felt many needed to know how this ended. I wrote this as a closure for myself, and to finally be okay
It helped clear my head to get this last word out
For a while, I've been trying to figure out how to write this. With having to struggle mentally, physically, and emotionally, I decided I ne
i should be asleep right now LOL but i did at least want to say something about this and boost it because it’s incredibly important.
i hope star and everyone else knows that i’m forever grateful for the support i got when i came out about the truth surrounding lexi and i’s “relationship.”
it hurts me more than anything seeing how this especially affected star. she deserves just as much love and care as i was given, so please, do provide it for her as well and read through her statement.
know that we’re all strong and capable of moving forward. i wish nothing but the best for star. 💜
A final statement from me regarding SilentParadoxx/SylentNights
TW: Online Grooming/Predator, mentions of SA/self harm/mental breakdown, manipulation
I wrote this because I wanted to give my final piece take on it all. I wanted to end this, I felt many needed to know how this ended. I wrote this as a closure for myself, and to finally be okay
It helped clear my head to get this last word out
For a while, I've been trying to figure out how to write this. With having to struggle mentally, physically, and emotionally, I decided I ne
hi !! im opening these because i need help getting out
(read below for more info)
Hi everyone !! Not my usual post, but due to events from last night, I couldn’t take shit anymore.
To make a long story short, I want to try and leave my mothers house cause I can’t handle her anymore! After almost 20 years of living with her, I’m now finding out I’ve been abused by her and well yesterday broke the camels back after being physically assaulted by her and with the threats that it will be continuing.
I’m currently in the process of finding a job and going back to school (university) to study for an associates degree, along with trying to help support my dad since my plan is to be possibly be moving with him for a bit until I find another place to stay, along with trying to support my two younger siblings, but with my current funds, it won’t be enough, which is why I am opening sketch commissions !!
^ these are the examples of what i will be trying to complete
these will mainly range from $10 to $15, this will be the pick your price sorta thing, you decide how much you want to pay me from that range and I’ll be more than happy to do it. I don’t have a current goal settled for this in mind but just raising whatever I can will be of great help. If you are interested, please DM me and we can talk about your commission. I only take PayPal, CashApp, and Ko-Fi payments.
If you don’t want to do that and donate instead, I have a goal set on Ko-Fi !! The goal is currently set to 100 bucks since I really don’t want to settle for something bigger at the moment.
Ko-Fi Tip Jar Link ⬇️⬇️
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but if you can’t do either because let’s be honest there is honestly far worse happening in the world in which is perfectly fine if you can’t, you aren’t obligated to do so, just sharing this post with whoever you can is very much appreciated it !!
That’s currently all I have to say at the moment. If you read to the end, thank you very much for reading. I’m very grateful for that. <33
hi tumblr, coming on here to say thank you for all the support regarding the doc against my groomer. i didn’t think it would receive the overwhelming amount of attention that it did, and that it would reach the likes of team yuurivoice and harper (madam wigglesworth) herself, but… it did, and since then, her online presence has been rightfully wiped from existence.
mustering up the courage to do something of this nature myself was really hard. i was full of fear and i was constantly second guessing myself. but now it truly feels like i got the closure i needed. i don’t have to be afraid anymore because i have all of you to stand with me, as cheesy as that sounds. i pray that she lives with that regret for the rest of her life. to anybody else who was affected by what she did, i’m here for you as well. i’m sorry people had to find out this way, it saddens me that she did this behind people’s backs. but we’re all here for each other now.
much like twitter, i’m not very active on here. i even made a bluesky recently which i have no clue will even be as active. but who knows, maybe i’ll try to post more on all platforms. in lighter news, i start college soon, exciting! and maybe this is not the right post to announce this LOL, but i’ve also been recruited as an editor for @unofficalbittersweetproject. lovely things happening here folks.
much love to you all, thank you once again for everything. 💜
MAJOR TW: grooming, sexual/predatory + manipulative behaviors, mentions of suicide, etc.
hey guys, sirius here. bit of a more serious post than usual. i never thought i’d ever open up about this publicly but i felt it was necessary, after staying silent for so long about these experiences.
if you’ve been following me long enough, you may recognize who this is, especially if you’ve been a part of the tingles and dragons community, the yuurivoice community, and just asmrtist communities in general.
please read and spread around, thank you.
i never thought i would put together something like this, primarily because i was in denial for so, so long over what i endured and didn’t t
update: lexi has already made attempts to reach out to me again despite this being dropped. take it how you will, but naturally i’m seething.
the following will be messages we exchanged here on tumblr before i promptly blocked her, as well as a lengthy message she sent me on instagram recently.
MAJOR TW: grooming, sexual/predatory + manipulative behaviors, mentions of suicide, etc.
hey guys, sirius here. bit of a more serious post than usual. i never thought i’d ever open up about this publicly but i felt it was necessary, after staying silent for so long about these experiences.
if you’ve been following me long enough, you may recognize who this is, especially if you’ve been a part of the tingles and dragons community, the yuurivoice community, and just asmrtist communities in general.
please read and spread around, thank you.
i never thought i would put together something like this, primarily because i was in denial for so, so long over what i endured and didn’t t
update: lexi has already made attempts to reach out to me again despite this being dropped. take it how you will, but naturally i’m seething.
the following will be messages we exchanged here on tumblr before i promptly blocked her, as well as a lengthy message she sent me on instagram recently.
MAJOR TW: grooming, sexual/predatory + manipulative behaviors, mentions of suicide, etc.
hey guys, sirius here. bit of a more serious post than usual. i never thought i’d ever open up about this publicly but i felt it was necessary, after staying silent for so long about these experiences.
if you’ve been following me long enough, you may recognize who this is, especially if you’ve been a part of the tingles and dragons community, the yuurivoice community, and just asmrtist communities in general.
please read and spread around, thank you.
i never thought i would put together something like this, primarily because i was in denial for so, so long over what i endured and didn’t t
