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i find myself far more honest here bc there is no one to witness

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there once was a person who spoke so gently to me. and i ignored every red flag. if everyone likes you, you have a serious problem. im glad i do not need people. im glad i am safe. im only sorry about the destruction i caused in the midst of the storm. there are apologies ill never give. things i cant say. people i dont know anymore. people i dont ever wish to know anymore. they were never true to me...which hurts ever so much more considering the sun in the sky only has meaning because of them, even still. i have become an angry, bitter spirit. meaning is fading. death doesnt seem so scary anymore. i have been dead for a long time now.

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I mean this kindly, but something about your art screams insane and i love it

hi! so thats bc i actually am mentally unwell and should probably be 5150'd

maybe in another few years ill finally heal. maybe itll take me ~40 years~. maybe ~ill always be pathetic~ like this. god i hate living!!!😀

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i was only a lookalike

i bet you tell her youve "never called anyone sexy before" too

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i like to pretend im the victim and my bite isnt catastrophic

i know im not perfect, but at least i never lie.

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"youll smile, but your eyes wont light up like they used to. we wont say much and youll pretend that youve moved on."

oh how bitterly i feel it.

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i got the good ending

ignore how shitty the background is

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It really seems like you're going through it right now, and I hope things get better for you soon. I've been wanting to send you a note for a while now saying just how much I *LOVE* your art!!! It's gritty and visceral, of course. But there's this sort of intangible quality to it that I can't quite describe. So much of it has a kind of quietly unsettled feeling that's beautifully subtle yet undeniable. Like when the sky turns green before a big storm? Some standouts to me are the pig, brightly dressed with a cheerful daisy crown, happily eating fresh, glistening entrails. I think it's the little details in this one: the reflective eyes, the crooked nose *really* sell it. Also, The Twins. The concept! True, quiet, understated horror. It's stuck with me since you posted it. And of course, the Ganlink ones, just because, well, Zelda is where I'm at. They're so BLEAK in a way I never see, and not in any obvious way! I think the color palette has a lot to do with it? I don't know. It's super cool. Anyway, I hope this is all coming across as complimentary as I intend it to be. In any case, I hope you have a really awesome day.

hey thanks for this! it actually means more to me than you realize. life is really weird rn, and my art is reflecting that. i find the color green really helps convey the weird, looming sickliness that lives inside me. i probably need therapy but art is good enough for now lmao. but honestly most people tell me my art makes them genuinely sick to their stomach, so truly, thank you for your kind words✨

i have been working on another ganlink bit. been in the works for a while.... cuz art block killed me this winter. but ive been getting back on it and im glad that there are people who enjoy their little snippets here❤️

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me vs the girl he told me not to worry about

the leering eye of horror has not yet moved its gaze past my frame. im transfixed. looking downward at its fiery face, i see myself. i am so angry.

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"hey soph, how sobriety going?"

to any current alcoholics: its not worth it. keep drinking.

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why do men make us compete? why do women compete? i just lie down and take it. im too tired to care.

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do not forgive them, they are not sorry

the fact of the matter is that mckeag was always a sniveling bitch. when he crawled to slater the first time to the last time they spoke. full of lies. slater was right to run. perhaps all they ever did was use one another, but the truth always shows itself in the end.

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phew!! i was almost honest with myself for a moment there shhhhhh

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a few of my attacks this year

someone plzz attack me AF— moth-scum

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edgy hair dye scene with cat

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me when rfk bans sugar

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even while i dream of sweet repentance