ULTRA

noni.

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@gnzma @raichoose

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@lvsamine hey bestie. 💕

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@eternl :   “Somehow, I expected that this would happen eventually.”

“ isn’t it grand? ”   floating abyss lowers to his height, lets limbs curve upward as to mimic the granted weight of lusamine to stand on her own two feet. she walks towards lysandre, horribly  &&.  crudely mirroring what it’d look like if a marionette were puppeteered by an amateur. feet wobble, roll ankles upon contact, until she’s unwavering before him. bauble’s presence is now mere inches from his nose.

“ perfection, beauty. . . it’s all within the cusp of ultra space. everything i’ve ever dreamed of, the perfect pokemon  -  i am the one true eterna. i  AM  flawless. . . forbidden divinity held within my very being! ”   look into her eye, lysandre. look while you’re still so close,  &&.  see the milky hued remains of the human that once was.                 “ let me be your perfect world ;   ta petite méduse. ”

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y'all have gender? mother's just mother. :)

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@meistoshi :  so how exactly would you describe mother's way of thinking in her current state?? like, how she processes thoughts & feelings & memories in comparison to how she did prior to melding with nihilego :)c

UNHINGED. absolutely broken psyche. nihilego feeds off of mental state, liquifies the brain  &&.  drinks it like soup over the expanse of years. its effect on the mental state is a depletion of rational thought through the jacking of dopamine, seratonin, and testosterone. all the best emotions suddenly subsided by your fatal flaws coming to light. trauma? use that to be LOUD  &&.  EMOTIVE. complete manic overload, forced feelings you can’t sweep aside or slowly fall out of. this intensity NEVER GOES AWAY.

progressively losing memory over time. give her a few years  &&.  she may begin to forget lillie’s face. give her a decade or two  &&.  she’ll have forgotten her children entirely. thoughts are racing, erratic, spontaneous. always consuming  &&.  never leaving space for judgment or comprehensions. 

overall, the fusion has completely broken down lusamine’s mentality. all the freedom of free will while never being in control of your own mind. fun, right?

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wtf yall are poppin off at the chance to write w my nihilego / mother beast, holy canolis i’m gonna need more icon art / gamerip shit to keep up with all this. <3

also spam my inbox with questions while i procrastinate these betrayal starters.

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sometimes you just gotta try to draw for the first time.

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btw if i'm acting off or not posting replies as consistently as i usually do, for the past three days my lower guts have been killing me w dull pain, so i'm. just tryna live.

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hi anon! yes, i have rules, no not set up for this blog yet. HEAVY TRIGGERS / TOPICS will be shown here so be warned, my usual rules can be found on carrds like this!

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@nx-encxres :   " get away from me. "

cold, dull eyes.            foreboding.                     not her own.

hunger pangs, stirs like a stew’s film of baked layering, poorly mixed in with immense exhilaration that comes from new body, new body ;   new body. new vessel. devilish temptations to reach forward, consume. take hold. no no, easy now. mother knows best  -  to be together would be too soon. a proper host needs topiary grooming.

golden eyes scan facial recognition, of detestations spouted like bile from loose lips. poor child, bitter to the core. . . yet she senses something more. mother  CRAVES  to link, to engulf piers in its bauble as a source for connection. information, memories, emotions. . . so much to feed on. mother hesitates, takes a breath within fluid filled head, only to bubble free a sigh. 

“ poor soul, ”   muses aloud, giant form floating in a circular pan that sways its physique in a prowling arch ‘round his side.   “ so little in paid dues, forbidden from a world so harsh it often seems like ridicule. sweet, somber child. . . hiding behind so many barbed wires. ”   the proximity gives her a glance, a peek through foggy hourglass.

there he stands, a sniveling child, dressed in competition wear  &&.  a short cut of hair. traumatized ;   the first branch to snip. unknown to piers, the world falls around them, subject to the auras of ultra beast’s ability. lights become nothing but a past vision, the ethereal expanse of darkness hiding either soul away from the world. . . away from reality. into her pocket he goes, to be molded through vicarious mothering.

he will meet perfection, he will be her pride  &&.  joy.

“ how many have hurt you? see how you distrust even me? to think of all those who have wronged you. . . we are not so different, sullen one. ”

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I’M HOME.

[delilahfairchild]

betrayal liners

"i should have seen it coming."

"given your history, i should have known better."

"please tell me that at least a part of it was real."

"[friend's name] tried to warn me about you, but i didn't listen, you know."

"i was ready to give you my heart."

"you should have killed me earlier, so i wouldn't live to see this."

"get away from me."

"kill me right now then, i dare you."

"i should have left you bleeding to your death."

"do you have any regrets doing this to me?"

"i hope you will remember this until your death."

"i loved you in this lifetime. i won't make that mistake in the next."

"no one could have saved you."

"somehow, i expected that this would happen eventually."

"do we really have to end it all?"

"the worst of it all, it's that if you ask now, i will forgive you."

"are you expecting me to beg for my life now?"

"you made a promise."

"we could have had a thousand of tomorrows together."

"i lost, didn't i?"

"i deserve this. you deserve to kill me"

"technically you won't kill me, because i gave it to you. do it properly, then."

"make it quick, please."

"please tell me why."

"was i not enough for you?"

"please forgive me for pushing you this far"

"i forgive you."

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@akuromatico !

reverberations of his words echo, resound against galactic membrane that houses her psyche. gelatinous as it may be, its pulse quickens as does her heart rate, a flutter of breath visibly escaping in little bubbles that flow from her mouth inside bauble.

“ colress, my beloved compatriot in research. . . my midday goes well knowing that you now reside in close proximity. ”

mother elicits a purr, a moist sound that gurgles like a creek's chitter of amphibians, a side effect of human compounded within ultra beast. legs move to graze a shoe up the inside of a calf, resemble lower mimicry of a hand coming to chest.

oh the temptation to absorb him like lusamine, capture another in its vessel. . . ah, but that'd be overcrowding its versatility. instead, mother opts to tilt her large headspace like one would cant their head. it's a playful way to smile, one that extends her extremities to her colleague.

“ i take it you've been well? ”

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when ship talk turns to headcanons.

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hot take: nihilego, albeit a parasite, is the MOTHER of all ultra beasts. like arceus, except only in ultra dimension.

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gnzma​ !

“Y’know? I woke up in a pretty good mood today!

Why, I think it’s gonna be a fine day for onc-

…

Never FUCKING mind I AM NOT leaving my room-”

grotesque heartbeat pulses against the fabric of reality, hole torn through space to view in through doorway. guzma had only JUST opened front door, yet seven yards from front porch step held an ultra wormhole, one with a familiar face leering through to greet long-since abandoned coconspirator. golden eyes blink slow, vocal vibrations humming in its blurb of tonal trifecta that bludgeons the ears.

lusamine was no more ;   all that remained was MOTHER BEAST. she didn't need to perceive the skull to know just how he felt towards her, all that vile vitriol resonating like an oily film on a water's clear surface. lone eye opens to view him again, lone dagger staring back into the face of he who had all but aided her in her triumph.               “ hello again, my cherished one. ”

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hey colress, hey bestie / worstie how’s things how’s life  * reaching for ur throat *