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Im alive but not for long, school stuff, y'know

Happy Pocky Day, people! Go buy some now!

I can only draw when im angry tho haha. this piece so rushed it suck

It's only 8:30 am here and its already my worst Tuesday ever, bruh

da mars boi. id like to think that Deimos and Phobos are somewhat relate, they might be co-leader of the nexus but that's a little farfetched lmao.

Time spent: 4 hours so it's suck.

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Anyway Soldier is perfect and good

One of the most unfortunate (and fortunate in some cases) aspects of completely delving yourself into a fandom is that you begin to accept how other people interpret characters versus how the true game interprets them. Like I mentioned, this can be a really awesome thing! But sometimes, not so much. A good example in our home sweet home, the tf2 fandom, would be the most antagonized character of the game (at least imo. Medic gets a lot of shit representation too) Good ol’ Jane Doe.

Most of my opinion on this topic is from a personal experience so I’ll jump straight into that: When I first joined this fandom/ got the game, my love for the characters was pretty contrastive; Medic was super up top, and engie, demo, and ya boy solly I wasn’t really into (yet of course). This was pretty realistic since I was newer and had set my heart on my favs. As I met people, enjoyed content, and created my own, my love began to spread and even out (thank God). Except…one merc was still lagging. Soldier. As I matured in my knowledge and independence of interpretation I began to really notice why. Soldier is portrayed very heavily as the angry hateful antagonist of many artistic scenarios, especially writing. It’s too easy. Jane’s excessive expression of opinion and loud sense of patriotism and criticism made him an easy villain to give an insult, or cause a problem. I had seen this usage of his character so often that I had forgotten how this absolute DORK teleported fuckin bread for three whole days, just out of childish impulse

LIKE HOLY HECK HE IS SO BUBBLY AND ALL OVER THE PLACE! The interpretation is flawed in one major place. Is Soldier someone who has opinionated outbursts?? Yes. Are they all based on hate and bias?? NO. Soldier is very expressive in all fields, including excitement, love, and the support he has for his team The team part is a big one. Like wtf are you thinkin’ Jane LOVES his teammates!! He is extremely supportive and doesn’t seem to push his insults any further than impulsive outbursts

look at him smiling during scout’s date!! He’s so proud

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he’s so loving in his own way

anyway this kinda turned into a soldier appreciation post that is too long but uh yeah pls he’s not awful he’s a big ol dork thanks

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I FREAKING love how expressive his voicelines are. He's racist, salty, for sometimes, yes, still I think it's not meant to be taken seriously lmao. Gosh, I miss him.

school is back, so does my sadness... It's Monday here, so, yeah...

weird anatomy, I know, I'll try improve it. this was made each per day week ago lmao.

I hope I could stay in this fandom more than two months haha... srsly

aaaaand this is 3 weeks old, the very first piece of digital drawing I made so, yeah.

don't mind me just posting old stuff I forgot to upload

I legit watch rebooting the Madness for like 12 times already. gotta get a life, me.

mind: let's draw sth nice but no gay, k?

hand: aight

and u got this lmao, so disappoint in myself. this is two weeks old and drawn by pencil so it's suck and bad af and meh and ugh.

effort spent: moderately

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Me @ everyone

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@twinkdeimos many thanks for the suggestion!

my knowledge in madness has expand a little while fighting through the pain and lagging. Time spent roughly 8 hours, mostly idle 'cause I have no idea for the bg.

#madness combat

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someone gotta sacrifice

I didn't reblog people's arts much because some are fine with it and some are not... so, um, yeah... I'm a shy guy anyway so the least I could do is like and comment...

Apology for the last post, that left me guilty for 2 days so uh, let me cleanse my sin somehow.