R.I.P. Tyler C.
I would do anything to have him back for one hour... so we could sit on my porch and talk about stupid shit we use to do, I'll Bring the crackers you bring my best friend back. I know its not fair to him to break down like this especially around this time a year but it was exactly a year a go since i'v talked to him last and the 27th of March is the day it happened. When they told me i kept telling myself its just a joke but then i could feel it, it was almost like the world was burning around me and i could feel all the heat but i wouldn't burn to death... and i'm still waiting. I don't know anymore if i'm waiting for death or the flames to give me a break, but i have a feeling neither will happen soon and i'm cracking under the pressure. No one knows what i would do for 15 mins of advice from you and they will never understand why if they didn't know you. I will see you again one day brother, until then I'll raise enough hell for both you and I. One Love <3
