Cherryy

पेड़, धूप, झील, मकबरे और फूल।

[mrperfectlydamaged]

One day, I'm gonna grow wings

A chemical reaction.

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this is so random and you do notttt have to reply but my ex also has your name, is from Delhi (and romanticised it just how you do) and suffers from the same cigarette dilemmas you do. and you guys have similar interests. I hope he's okay and I hope you are too.

WOAHH WHATTTTT!??

That's crazy man. Its not dilemma yaar sab sach hota hai. Similar interests, can I meet this guy???

[cafffeineconnoisseur-deactivate]

Even alcohol can't save me rn

[the-boook-thief-deactivated2026]

Team cap or team tony ?

[mrperfectlydamaged]

None of them were in the right, all of them were wrong and right somewhere.

If the team had agreed to tony and agreed upon the accords it would've given the full autonomy over the Avengers to the govt.

Tony was a normal man before he became iron man, he was shaped through the destruction of the weapons he made himself which led to his guilty conscience and trying to fix things and minimise suffering, whereas cap is a soldier he knows war and suffering from it is inevitable. None of them were in the wrong, their experiences shaped them and both of them are right and wrong. But it wasn't about being a team cap or team tony from the first place. It was about the man playing, the revenge. Some secrets are better if kept, and cap tried to be a good friend more for tony. Cause cap knew tony would go for bucky'ss blood the moment he'll know the truth. So in theory wasn't he just trying to save tony? But then again it was Tony's right to know. And maybe he did realise it by the end.

Captain America civil war was really important because it laid the foundation for cap to be wrong. Cause in the book he's this perfect character, ethical moral, and everything you can think of. And in the civil war cap is faced with this dilemma, and now he's in muddy water. Where he is wrong and right at the same time.

But honestly personally?

Team tony.

[the-boook-thief-deactivated2026]

Tony’s stance is emotionally understandable, but structurally flawed and Cap is right to distrust authority controlling superheroes. Governments aren’t neutral, and the Sokovia Accords could easily be misused.

Team Captain America always

[mrperfectlydamaged]

[the-boook-thief-deactivated2026]

Team cap or team tony ?

[mrperfectlydamaged]

None of them were in the right, all of them were wrong and right somewhere.

If the team had agreed to tony and agreed upon the accords it would've given the full autonomy over the Avengers to the govt.

Tony was a normal man before he became iron man, he was shaped through the destruction of the weapons he made himself which led to his guilty conscience and trying to fix things and minimise suffering, whereas cap is a soldier he knows war and suffering from it is inevitable. None of them were in the wrong, their experiences shaped them and both of them are right and wrong. But it wasn't about being a team cap or team tony from the first place. It was about the man playing, the revenge. Some secrets are better if kept, and cap tried to be a good friend more for tony. Cause cap knew tony would go for bucky'ss blood the moment he'll know the truth. So in theory wasn't he just trying to save tony? But then again it was Tony's right to know. And maybe he did realise it by the end.

Captain America civil war was really important because it laid the foundation for cap to be wrong. Cause in the book he's this perfect character, ethical moral, and everything you can think of. And in the civil war cap is faced with this dilemma, and now he's in muddy water. Where he is wrong and right at the same time.

But honestly personally?

Team tony.

[the-boook-thief-deactivated2026]

Tony’s stance is emotionally understandable, but structurally flawed and Cap is right to distrust authority controlling superheroes. Governments aren’t neutral, and the Sokovia Accords could easily be misused.

Team Captain America always

[mrperfectlydamaged]

I'm team book chor

[the-boook-thief-deactivated2026]

Team cap or team tony ?

[mrperfectlydamaged]

None of them were in the right, all of them were wrong and right somewhere.

If the team had agreed to tony and agreed upon the accords it would've given the full autonomy over the Avengers to the govt.

Tony was a normal man before he became iron man, he was shaped through the destruction of the weapons he made himself which led to his guilty conscience and trying to fix things and minimise suffering, whereas cap is a soldier he knows war and suffering from it is inevitable. None of them were in the wrong, their experiences shaped them and both of them are right and wrong. But it wasn't about being a team cap or team tony from the first place. It was about the man playing, the revenge. Some secrets are better if kept, and cap tried to be a good friend more for tony. Cause cap knew tony would go for bucky'ss blood the moment he'll know the truth. So in theory wasn't he just trying to save tony? But then again it was Tony's right to know. And maybe he did realise it by the end.

Captain America civil war was really important because it laid the foundation for cap to be wrong. Cause in the book he's this perfect character, ethical moral, and everything you can think of. And in the civil war cap is faced with this dilemma, and now he's in muddy water. Where he is wrong and right at the same time.

But honestly personally?

Team tony.

[mrperfectlydamaged]

Sunsetz

[mrperfectlydamaged]

I miss the person I was a cigarette ago.

[mrperfectlydamaged]

@the-b000k-thief is backkkkkkkkk yayyyyy 😋💪💪💪💪💪

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तेरी याद है, कुछ है पूरी कुछ है अधूरी

[mrperfectlydamaged]

Spending hours with each other locked up in a room together with loud music in the other hall next. Across that door is a smokehouse with carbon units carrying mixed alcohols. Arguing, prolly dancing, filling themselves with what we argue the government about. You're sitting awkwardly talking, and it's awkward and weird. Trying to hold hands, asking if they shall kiss. And you're interrupted every 10 mins by someone walking in. Then randomly you're taking a drunk dude out to buy more drinks and giving him money secretly to have him get back home. Just to get ghosted the next day and telling they ain't ready and that their friend finds them cute.

Welcome to college ig? Welcome to college Ashmit<3

[mch-daily]

old man playing mario kart

[mrperfectlydamaged]

have you started smoking?

I live in Delhi.

Metaphorically yes. Realistically no. Occassionally yes.

[mrperfectlydamaged]

What did u do that made someone call u a “creep” (on that confessions page) like they didn’t give further proof or anything and that was weird

I think that mostly explains it. And and they should further clarify it instead, you don't ask the guilty for their crime now do you?

[mrperfectlydamaged]

Aren't we all made out of love? Even if momentarily, we must've loved something, even if it was brief. It fills you in and gushes all over you.

I still remember the distinct smell of her sweat, and how I could've worn it everyday. It filled my lungs, gave me a moment of peace. Now I fill my lungs with cigarette smoke, a moment of nothingness. The, god I needed this, to I feel disgusting. It's so intimate, cigarette butt between my lips, it's not as soft as her lips but it sure hits me so hard. They're sure not as sweet as her but then I would open a pack of kinder joy not to please the kid inside me but to rather kill it.

It's really subjective what I feel. And then I think well fuck it I guess. I know I said love fills you up, just like the smoke fills your lungs. And in that moment, it's all yours. You decide how long you want to keep it in you. Maybe you have to let it go eventually. Eventually, yes. But maybe we've got it all wrong, love wasn't about filling you in, it was about what was left hollow after it, the high even if it melts you down, turns you to ashes. It's the ashes of love that was once.

Now that raises a question in my heart, or lungs shall I say? Towards the end as the awful taste of the ciggs kick in, do you still smoke or kill your darling. What does this teach me? To kill your darlings or smoke them in? Maybe none. Maybe you never light it. But my lips miss hers and I light another one.