About:
I cannot figure out how to make a Carrd and links to About pages are hit or miss on Tumblr so this will serve as my main About method.
Hi, I’m Hellebore! I’m 34, genderfluid, they/them, graysexual towards irl people, self-shipper.
Past urls have been TheBeshimiFangirl and Vlads-Snacc.
I try to tag the standard things like b/lood, v/iolence, w/eapons, etc. MOST of those tags are associated with my ship with Anton so if those are triggers for you, your safest bet is completely blacklisting #killer king and #otp: follow me into the dark. I tag all sexual or suggestive posts as #al talks dirty. If you need me to tag anything else for you, just send me a friendly ask or pm. I'm human as well as autistic so I might miss a thing that might seem obvious to someone else.
Anti's DNI! I don't personally ship anything that could be considered pro-ship, but witnessing anti's disgusting behavior has definitely made me anti-anti.
Warning: the majority of my f/o’s are Villains™ who have canonically killed people, possibly large numbers of people. The morality of my ships with them is not up for debate, so it’s your responsibility to decide whether you follow or don’t. If I follow you and you cannot follow back, that’s fine with me. My current f/o’s are as follows:
Beshimi - Rurouni Kenshin (I don’t support or read/watch this franchise anymore due to the actions of the creator) - Tag #ninja husband, #love after death
Usopp - One Piece (post time-skip only) - Tag #sniper bae
Buggy the Clown - One Piece - Tag #clown bae, #clown husband
Vladislav - What We Do In The Shadows - Tag #vampire bae, #vampire husband
Frieza - Dragon Ball franchise - Tag #emperor bae
Hades - Disney’s Hercules - Tag #Hell bae
Zorak - Space Ghost Coast to Coast - Tag #bug bae
Galdino (Mr. 3) - One Piece - Tag #wax husband
Scratchmen Apoo - One Piece - Tag #beatz bae
Bartolomeo - One Piece - Tag #cannibae
Borsalino (Kizaru) - One Piece - Tag #Kiki do you love me
Charlotte Perospero - One Piece - Tag #candy bae
Hizashi Yamada - My Hero Academia - Tag #holla back bae
Naboo - The Mighty Boosh - Tag (n/a)
Death - Horrible Histories - Tag #bone daddy
Musa - Winx Club (season 7) - Tag #unicorn cantata
Yajirobe - Dragon Ball - Tag #bean daddy
Rick Sanchez - Rick and Morty - Tag #portal gun to my heart
Anton Chigurh - No Country for Old Men - Tags #anton #killer king #otp: follow me into the dark
I'm semi-okay with sharing. I've figured out that it depends on how I find out about it. If someone comes to me and says they also ship with one of my f/o's and they want to be friends, I'll be excited, but if I run across someone else in the wild and we share an f/o, I might block. Honestly, I haven't gotten this nailed down yet.
Dr. Evil (familial) - Austin Powers franchise - Tag #evil dad
Doctor psycho - Harley Quinn the animated series - Tag n/a
I don’t tend to take f/o’s off my list if I don’t spend time with them for a while because I never know when we might see each other again. They tend to cycle through my brain. That’s why my list is so long.
Ever since I was about 11 years old, I have used my imagination to have relationships with fictional characters. When I found the title of fictosexual/fictoromantic, it made so much sense. I had found a name for something I’d been experiencing nearly all of my life. As a reminder, I’m 36 now. This is not a phase or a “Tumblr sexuality”. It’s a very real and valid way to experience love and I embrace it as such. I find self-shipping to be very therapeutic, self-soothing, healing, and just plain fun!
Some other fast facts about me: I’m married irl and my irl husband knows about my “husbando’s" and is supportive. I found out a couple years ago that that I am autistic. I draw and followers are free to reblog any of my artwork.
I’ve got a few other blogs. They’re all sideblogs and this is my main. My personal blog, Swag-Galore, is for anything I see that I like and occasional personal status updates. Threes-doll is my N/SFW blog. Uwusopp is my Usopp blog. Buggysbae is my Buggy blog. After Buggy, I stopped making side-blogs for new f/o’s and pretty much just dump it all here.
Not really sure how to end this. Thanks for reading, okay bye!
