mrygmz

My life. My thoughts... and shit.

[mrygmz0-blog]

2010 - 2017 It's been real. Created his blog when I was 14? Things have changed so much and I would continue posting if I hadn't forgotten the password. Whoop.

[inkskinned]

sometimes i’m like “why am i still here” but then i realize that i’m often the only person who is around to take bad-to-eat stuff out of my dog’s mouth and i think there’s this sort of western idea of “if youre not CEO youre nothing special” but my dog is still alive bc of me and i’m still alive bc of other people so maybe i’m just here to pet cats and wear sweaters and help people take the glass out of their mouth. you know? maybe i won’t be CEO but maybe i’ll be able to help somebody afford their trip home. and i think that’s pretty okay, you know?

i needed to hear this today i think

[badgyal-k-deactivated20190901]

Leave passive aggressive behavior in 2016. Leave finger pointing without changing your own toxic behavior in 2016.

[mrygmz0-blog]

I'm realizing right now all my exes went on to marry the person they got with after me lol

[mrygmz0-blog]

Thought I was reaching the end line turns out it's just a new beginning.

[indieteen]

[roddyrod24]

[barbieofcolour-deactivated20211]

toxic 📢 friendships 📢 are 📢 just 📢 as 📢 traumatizing 📢 as 📢  relationships 📢📢📢

[barbieofcolour-deactivated20211]

this gained 3k notes overnight and it makes me deeply upset how many ppl have been scarred by toxic friendships 2017 better b good to you all or imma beat its ass

[aisforinterval]

[lora-mathis]

shoutout to the kids who do their own things despite their parents viewing them as disappointments. shoutout to the kids who cannot get their parents’ approval, no matter how hard they try. shoutout to the kids whose parents never view their best as good enough. you’re worth so much more than their half-hearted, conditional love 

[n0tive-deactivated20180829]

Have you ever looked at someone while they’re doing something small like driving or laughing or eating and just smile bc you like them so much

[salsitaverde]

It’s that time of the year again!

[la-comadre]

❄️

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[mrygmz0-blog]

Same

[arabellesicardi]

things worthy of investment: leather jackets, good lingerie, perfume, foundation, your dreams 

[bangedbysatan-deactivated201909]

[riotsnotdiets]

[c3rvida3]

My new meds make my skin throw a fit. It’s not terribly bad, just a few things here and there, but it’s bumming me out because I’ve never really had too many run-ins with acne.

My four-year-old sister, however, is under the impression that it’s just “3D freckles”, and that they look very, very pretty. She wants all of my freckles to “pop out”, especially the ones across my nose; they’re her favourite.

And it puts me in this weird position where I can’t say, “No, this is acne, and it’s bad,” because I don’t want to teach her that it’s a bad to have unclear skin, you know?

Because the more I think about interactions I have with children, the more I realise that children will consistently compliment “flaws” until they’ve been taught not to.

Like, a kid at the library, whose sister has vitiligo, saw my scars once and suggested that his sister and I should be cats for Halloween, since I have “tabby skin” and she has “calico skin”. “I can be a black cat,” he immediately added. “It’s not AS cool, but they’re the spookiest.”

When I started losing weight, my little brother immediately demanded that I gain it back, because I wasn’t as comfortable to cuddle with anymore.

And my other little sister always wants to wear her paint-stained clothes to school so that “everyone can tell [she’s] an artist”.

I don’t know. I guess talking to little kids just reminds me that all of this superficial shit we worry about really is 100% made up.