Just read play date and it was amazing,I usually hate big word counts but your 17k wordcount just made me wanna read more.
Hi bb! T_T sorry ahahaha, i always write long (for the plot and always getting carried away). thank you for the compliment though <3 it warms my heart that people read through that long-ass fic.
addison / addie. twenty. neurodivergent. southeast asian. she / her. queer. entj. extroverted introverted. aquarius sun. scorpio moon. gemini rising. matcha löver. brown ‘n tan skin. fur mom of four cats + one dog. glossed lips. claw clip hair. scrunchie on wrist. hair in a messy bun. cold coke in hand. red burning cheeks. forehead kisses. words softly spoken. lab coats and stethoscopes. dawn skies. long skirts. pre-med baddie. fantasy enjoyer.
WAVE 02: FILMCAM (moving pictures.)
challengers. asoiaf ( got , hotd , akotsk ). outerbanks. arcane. you. normal people. the hunger games. the maze runner. divergent. the 100. ladybird. marvel. dc. fearstreet. scream. anora. formula one. suits. how to get away with murder. the last of us. titans. sinners. saltburn. panic. knives out. kingsman. nosferatu. ready or not. cruella. gone girl. final destination. tangled. corpse bride. 10 things i hate about you. saw. nerve. daredevil.
WAVE 03: MIMOSA (music.)
florence + the machine. hozier. lorde. chase atlantic. cigarettes after sex. the neighbourhood. niki. olivia rodrigo. charli xcx. tate mcrae. sabrina carpenter. fleetwood mac. david kushner. post malone. rihanna. zayn malik. zara larsson. frank ocean. lizzy mcalpine. harry styles. sleep token. phoebe bridgers.
WAVE 04: BEACH (screen favorites.)
mike faist. zendaya. drew starkey. florence pugh. josh o’connor. finn bennett. saoirse ronan. tom holland. rachel zegler. michael b. jordan. emilia clarke. callum turner. theo james. sophie thatcher. nicholas hoult. milly alcock. sam claflin. hunter schafer. taylor russell. henry ashton. cailee spaeny. josh hutcherson. paul mescal. jack o’connell. daisy edgar-jones. lewis pullman. wilson bethel. margaret qualley. sam spruell. jacob elordi. dakota johnson. pedro pascal. victoria pedretti. emma d’arcy. andrew garfield. anya taylor-joy. charles leclerc. madelyn cline. carlos sainz. bertie carvel. oscar piastri. tom blyth. charlie cox.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ hello, you. guidelines and boundaries are listed below. before you interact, please look through my guidelines first to understand the content i post and the boundaries i’ve set.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ if these guidelines make you uncomfortable, please feel free to leave this space. otherwise, i advise reading them thoroughly to ensure we keep this environment safe and respectful for everyone.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀𖤝 ABOUT THIS BLOG
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this account focuses on rated r / nsfw / 18+ content that often leans into dark and heavy themes. i still write things that aren’t nsfw related, such as angst and fluff, but the blog as a whole is an adult space centered. please treat the entire blog as an nsfw space intended for an 18+ audience.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ what do i write? fanfiction. my work is mostly about the pairing of character x reader, which is written in the second-person point of view. there will be times i will write character x character, but when i do, i use the third-person point of view. in my writings, i don't use the placeholder called y/n or other similar ones. i prefer not to use them because i don't write fan fiction that way.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this will also be a reminder that my first language is not english. you will/expect to see typography, grammatical errors, awkward sentences to read, or the terminologies that people are not usually seeing in other people's writings. despite all the named errors, and while i could just use my time to fix every line, i usually don't. not because i don't want to; it's about the more i read, the more i overthink about what i wrote, and it's tiring to fix it repeatedly. regardless of all the visible mistakes, i appreciate those people who like what i wrote.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ i always ask, who do i write for? the first answer will be for myself first. i’m the first person who needs to be satisfied with a story before it’s published. what started as a way to pass the time has become something i love, and because i write for free and for fun, the content here primarily caters to my own interests. however, i also write for the readers who choose to stay in this space, which is why i’m always open to requests.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀𖤝 AGE POLICY
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ when i made this account, my intention was to cater and curate this space for adults. you can't follow, like, comment, reblog, or interact in my space if you are a minor/under 18 because my space isn't for you. this is the boundary i am setting for myself and for you.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the writings i will publish include explicit themes such as sex, violence, trauma, and other dark or disturbing subjects or the like. this blog is not meant for minors, even if you think you are ‘mature enough,’ so if you are underage, you need to leave in this space.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ i know some minors may still read silently despite these boundaries and i can’t control what i can’t see, but that doesn’t mean it’s harmless. don't mistake me for tolerating it just because i can't see it; the thing is, it's the reality of what i can't control.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ what i can control is people who interact with me. i will block anyone underage who likes, reblogs, comments, or sends asks here. also, if you have an ageless account or it looks shady, i will also block it, especially if i'm not confident that you're already an adult.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀𖤝 WRITING GUIDE
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this is your guide to what i do and don’t write and it's divided into four sections so you can see exactly what to expect. read this before sending a request or making a suggestion because some of my work might not be for everyone.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ my blog has clear boundaries and interests and i am honest about the topics i will write about. the reason this section exists is that some of my work is intense. you can see for yourself if my blog is for you, and it's perfectly valid if you block or unfollow because my account is not your thing. i don't make this space for other people's comfort and i don't expect anyone to shape their comfort around my space. i want people who stay to be 100% sure of why they’re here. this section includes:
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ࣪ 𓂃 ﾞ CHARACTER LIST. ᵎᵎ
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this is my character masterlist, organized by fandom, and these are the characters i write for by choice. if you don't see the character you are looking for, you can still ask/request me about them, but there is no assurance i will do it, though.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ when i write my characters, it can be in different ways. sometimes i can be canon and follow their original stories. i also like to be canon divergent and change things a little bit but retain some information intact. but my favorite is when i write them into new scenarios and situations; in other words, i love alternate universes (aus). for example, doctor!character or cowboy!character will be much different from their original background in a show or movie. it also applies to changing their gender or personality depending on how it will fit the story.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ when i write, i like to be flexible and write the characters in a way that keeps their original personality or feelings the same as what they had before. i like to change the attitude, behavior, and traits they have, but that depends on the idea i want to dive into.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ some characters were originally written with darker canon backgrounds, such as killers, cheaters, or those who have a questionable morality in general. sometimes i write them as they are, but not all of my stories are dark. the tone varies. i write for a lot of fandoms and characters- more than i can list here. if you want to request a character or fandom that’s not on this list, you can visit my other blog where i accept those requests. if you want to request a character or fandom that is not seen here, feel free to send an ask.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ a quick note: i update this masterlist as often as i can, especially when i find new characters to write for, so the list will change over time and it reflect my current interests. the following is the list of characters i currently write for:
cast list i . . . challengers ࣪ ˖ ﹙ tashi duncan ˓ art donaldson ˓ patrick zweig ﹚
cast list ii . . . panic ࣪ ˖ ﹙ dodge mason ﹚
cast list iii . . . west side story ࣪ ˖ ﹙ riff lorton ﹚
cast list iv . . . outer banks ࣪ ˖ ﹙ rafe cameron ˓ jj maybank ﹚
cast list v . . . marvel ࣪ ˖ ﹙ benjamin poindexter ˓ bob reynolds ˓ bucky barnes ˓ johnny storm ˓ loki laufeyson ˓ natasha romanoff ˓ peter parker ˓ stephen strange ˓ steve rogers ˓ tony stark ˓ yelena belova ˓ etc ﹚
cast list vi . . . you ࣪ ˖ ﹙ love quinn ˓ joe goldberg ﹚
cast list vii . . . the hunger games ࣪ ˖ ﹙ finnick odair ˓ young coriolanus snow ˓ peeta mellark ﹚
cast list viii . . . the maze runner ࣪ ˖ ﹙ thomas ˓ minho ˓ newt ˓ gally ﹚
cast list ix . . . divergent ࣪ ˖ ﹙ four ﹚
cast list x . . . scream ࣪ ˖ ﹙ billy loomis ˓ stu macher ﹚
cast list xi . . . sinners ࣪ ˖ ﹙ stack ˓ smoke ˓ remmick ﹚
cast list xii . . . suits ࣪ ˖ ﹙ harvey specter ˓ mike ross ﹚
cast list xiii . . . the last of us ࣪ ˖ ﹙ joel miller ˓ tommy miller ˓ jesse mazino ˓ ellie williams ﹚
cast list xiv . . . resident evil ࣪ ˖ ﹙ leon scott kennedy ˓ chris redfield ˓ carlos oliveira ˓ jill valentine ˓ ada wong ﹚
cast list xv . . . the 100 ࣪ ˖ ﹙ bellamy blake ˓ john murphy ﹚
cast list xvi . . . dc ࣪ ˖ ﹙ clark kent / superman ˓ dick grayson / nightwing ˓ bruce wayne / batman ˓ etc ﹚
cast lisf xvii . . . arcane ࣪ ˖ ﹙ caitlyn kiramman ˓ vi ˓ jinx ﹚
cast list xviii . . . asoiaf ࣪ ˖ ﹙ aegon ii targaryen ˓ aemond targaryen ˓ aerion targaryen ˓ alicent hightower ˓ baela targaryen ˓ baelor breakspear targaryen ˓ cregan stark ˓ daemon targaryen ˓ daenerys targaryen ˓ daeron ii targaryen ˓ duncan the tall ˓ harwin strong ˓ helaena targaryen ˓ jacaerys velaryon ˓ jaime lannister ˓ jon snow ˓ lyonel baratheon ˓ maekar i targaryen ˓ oberyn martell ˓ rhaenyra targaryen ˓ robb stark ˓ sansa stark ˓ theon greyjoy ˓ valarr targaryen ﹚
cast list xix . . . the pitt ࣪ ˖ ﹙ cassie mckay ˓ dennis whitaker ˓ emery walsh ˓ frank langdon ˓ heather collins ˓ jack abbot ˓ melissa king ˓ trinity santos ˓ victoria javadi ˓ yolanda garcia ﹚
cast list xx . . . yellowjackets ࣪ ˖ ﹙ charlotte “lottie” matthews ˓ jackie taylor ˓ laura lee ˓ mari ibarra ˓ misty quigley ˓ natalie scatorccio ˓ shauna shipman ˓ taissa turner ˓ travis martinez ˓ vanessa “van” palmer ﹚
cast list xxi . . . off campus ࣪ ˖ ﹙ dean di laurentis ˓ garret graham ˓ john logan ˓ john tucker ﹚
cast list xxii . . . animal kingdom ࣪ ˖ ﹙ pope cody ﹚
cast list xxiii . . . knives out ࣪ ˖ ﹙ jud duplenticy ﹚
cast list xxiv . . . tmtm ࣪ ˖ ﹙ too many people to list. feel free to ask .ᐟ ﹚
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ࣪ 𓂃 ﾞ CONTENT TYPES. ᵎᵎ
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this section outlines the types of stories and reader dynamics i write. my work spans a wide range of genres, including fluff, angst, smut, horror, and everything in between. formats vary as well- from short drabbles and headcanons to multi-chaptered stories.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ i prefer to write character x reader style, where the reader is usually afab (assigned female at birth) or femme-aligned. i don’t write for amab readers because i’m not comfortable with that perspective. however, i can write gender-neutral, other specific type of !readers or characters, but mostly upon request. know that i try my best to write different identities respectfully and thoughtfully.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ in addition to character x reader, i also write character x character pairings, including mlm, wlw, wlm, and gender-bent or to ftm/mtf. their gender and sexuality aren’t always canon as i mentioned in my character list and they can be adjusted depending on the story or request.
sfw ꒰ fluff ˓ slice of life ˓ comfort ˓ soft ˓ implied intimacy ˓ emotional scenes ˓ domesticity ˓ coming-of-age moments ꒱ ╱ nsfw ꒰ explicit smut ˓ kink-heavy content ˓ dark fic ˓ psychological themes ˓ violence ˓ morally grey dynamics ˓ horror ꒱ ╱ angst ╱ aus ╱ crossovers ╱ headcanons ╱ drabbles ╱ blurbs ╱ fics ꒰ including one-shots ˓ multi-chapters ꒱ ╱ character x reader ╱ character x character ╱ any reader type ꒰ besides amab ⠃ focus on afab ˓ other readers can be requested ꒱
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ࣪ 𓂃 ﾞ WILL WRITE. ᵎᵎ
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this section covers exactly what i write, and the list i've put together isn't for everyone. my work involves triggering themes, and i know these topics are intense. i'm aware that some readers want to avoid this type of content because everyone has their own limits and something they can’t stomach.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ know that most of what i share here is a lot and can be too much for some people. so if you’re avoiding anything on the list below, then protect your own comfort, and if what i write isn't for you, i encourage you to unfollow or block me without needing to explain why. read the list with the expectation that you might not like what you find here. i take my writing seriously, i expect readers and requesters to do the same.
oral fixation ╱ marking ╱ bondage ╱ edging ╱ restraints ╱ body worship ╱ voyeurism ╱ exhibitionism ╱ public ˓ semi public sex ╱ messy sex ╱ orgasm control ˓ denial ╱ overstimulation ╱ squirting ╱ pegging ╱ breast play ˓ tit play ╱ age gaps ꒰ no minors ꒱ ╱ genderbent ╱ roleplay kink ╱ threesome ╱ pet play ╱ dom ˓ sub dynamics ╱ power imbalance ╱ dumbification ╱ impact play ꒰ spanking ・ slapping ꒱ ╱ temperature play ꒰ candle ・ ice ꒱ ╱ breathplay ╱ primal play ╱ mask kink ╱ scent kink ╱ humiliation kink ╱ objectification kink ╱ medical kink ╱ feminization kink ╱ lactation kink ꒰ mild ꒱ ╱ breeding kink ꒰ includes cumplay ・ creampie ꒱ ╱ cuckolding ╱ cheating ˓ infidelity ꒰ kink ˓ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ intoxication kink ╱ corruption kink ╱ hierophilia ˓ theophilia ˓ religious kink ╱ gun play ╱ drug use ꒰ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ violence ꒰ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ kidnapping ꒰ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ stalking ꒰ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ death ꒰ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ murder ꒰ narrative ˓ thematic ꒱ ╱ cnc ꒰ consensual non consent ꒱ ╱ dubcon ꒰ dubious consent ꒱ ╱ free use ╱ somnophilia ╱ dacryphilia ꒰ crying ꒱ ╱ fear play ╱ targcest ˓ pseudo incest ˓ fauxcest ╱ cannibalism ꒰ kink ˓ narrative ˓ thematic ˓ metaphorical ˓ literal ꒱ ╱ non human ꒰ vampires ˓ demons ˓ devils ・ angels ˓ fallen ・ gods ˓ deities ˓ fae ˓ elves ˓ mermaids ˓ sirens ˓ ghosts ˓ zombies ˓ aliens ˓ androids ˓ robots ꒱
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ࣪ 𓂃 ﾞ WILL NOT WRITE. ᵎᵎ
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this is my line in the sand. the works i create may explore heavy kinks or dark themes, but that doesn’t mean i will write for everything. i know i have many things that i am willing to explore, but i also have a set of themes, topics, and readers that i can’t write for. it’s not because i judge people who enjoy them, but these things are not really my interests and beyond what i can write.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ these are my hard limits- non-negotiable, not open for requests, and not something to joke or test me about- so these are not up for debate. if the readers request topics from the list, the request will be ignored and deleted without saying anything because i am not here to remind you repeatedly, argue, or prove anything about why i didn’t write your request.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ and like what i said in the previous category, i understand and i know that everyone has their own likes, comfort levels, and curiosities. that’s natural, but this section is where my personal limits is out in the open. even if i write themes can be uncomfortable or disturbing, the things listed here go beyond what i’m willing to explore. it’s just not for me- regardless of how intense my work can be otherwise. everyone has a different cup of tea. these simply aren’t mine.
amab readers ╱ bestiality ╱ scat ╱ vore ╱ fisting ╱ tentacle kink ╱ emeto ˓ vomit play ╱ age-based content ꒰ age play ˓ caregiver ˓ little dynamics such as ddlg ˓ mdlg ˓ abdl ˓ age regression ꒱ ╱ pedophilia ˓ minor involved content ╱ real person fiction ˓ rpf ╱ furry ˓ therian kink ╱ a ˓ b ˓ o ꒰ alpha ˓ beta ˓ omega ꒱ ╱ graphic self-harm ╱ major character death ꒰ including reader ꒱
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ each section above includes detailed breakdowns: genres, kinks, different reader, narrative types, and themes i will or won’t explore. if you’re unsure where something fits, check the lists. still not sure after? you’re welcome to ask- kindly, clearly, and only after you’ve made an effort to read what’s here.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ i’m open to unusual or highly specific requests, but only if they align with what i’ve already laid out.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𖤝 DISCLAIMER
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the published writings in this account are fictional and metaphorical regardless of whether they have resemblance to or inspiration from personal experiences, observations, and reality. what i post is not an extension of my values, moral standards, and personal beliefs and should not be seen as one. what i write as my topics doesn’t equal what i want, desire, tolerate, or condone in real life.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ they exist to build the mood, tension, or atmosphere of the story; to show how they think and act; to deepen the characterization of the people there; and to know how they are shaped by the environment around them or where they live. not because these topics are shown in my writings does it already mean that i support them or believe that they are acceptable and okay in real life, because i don’t see it that way.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ for transparency of my works, i always put warning tags (for content and trigger) above my works so you know what the story will be about before you read it. i try my best to put warning tags clearly and responsibly. however, if i fail to put something or there’s a specific warning i overlooked, let me know so i can add it. please read at your own discretion. i am aware that most of it will be intense, distressing, or can be personally uncomfortable to some readers. i advise you to step away, filter the tags, and leave/block/unfollow my blog because your well-being comes first.
⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀𖤝 REQUESTS
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ requests are open unless stated otherwise. if you’re sending an idea, please be specific so it’s easier for both of us. include the following in your ask: (a.) characters, (b.) rating: nsfw or sfw, (c.) plot: a sentence or scenario, and (d.) kinks, if applicable. i write based on what interests me, so there’s no assurance every request will be written. make sure you've read the guidelines above before sending anything.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𖤝 END NOTE
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ this will be the end of this guidelines. thank you for taking the time to read long enough to reach the very end of this blog. if you feel that my blog is not suitable for you at all, you can leave by unfollowing and blocking this account. but if you continue to follow this account, it means you are aware of, acknowledge, and understand the guidelines i outlined here.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ don’t rewrite, translate, repost, use, copy, or claim it as your own on any platforms without my permission, as what is published here on my blog is original writing and belongs to me.
