Musk dairies 🌿

Today, go a little easy on yourself.. Today be a little more proud of yourself 🌸🪄🪽

[muskanishome28]

How I never got to say,

That you were not my prey,

I loved you and wanted you to stay,

But you choosed to disobey,

You choosed to walk away,

Now I anguishly burn and pay,

By distancing my self and living in despair..

~ M

[muskanishome28]

You need to learn to let go….

An that is how you will know..

this is not what you were looking for..

it was another lesson just know…

Love will never make you feel this low..

so scream and cry cause this is how you grow…

But make sure you learn to let go…

~ M

[muskanishome28]

Loving you was an prodigious feeling,

Kissing you was an astounding dream,

Your smile enlightened the child in me,

You were better than people I have seen,

Your silhouette was magical and staggering to me,

But you treated me so abysmally,

You were all I needed and now you’re just a want for me,

~ M

[muskanishome28]

The residing love that doesn’t seem to fade away,

“You will heal” they say but this love seems to stay,

The momentary love feels like a longing heartache,

All my majestic feelings went to waste,

I would have devoured your agony and given you astounding peace,

But you left me shattered and full of grief..

~M

[muskanishome28]

On a rainy day with a devastating storm,

The rain touched me like a ammunition bomb,

How my favourite season which felt like a hug which was warm,

Now feels like a heartbreaking song,

From jumping in the puddle of water even after a warn,

To sitting in an ocean which should wipe me out cause that’s what I want,

It gets better but first you need to face the storm.

~M

[muskanishome28]

To yet another rainy season,

To yet another romance,

To yet another “ohh this is love”,

And to yet another chance,

I lost the lover in me to yet another man..

~ M

[muskanishome28]

They say love will find you when you least expect it,

But what if every part of me craves that shit,

It’s easy to say “let them go, end it that’s it,

But have you tried losing that hope that spirit,

I’m a human and their touch is all I need,

But I guess I shall let it go and I shall quit… and

let the love find me even tho I never least expect it.

~ M

[muskanishome28]

Let her be

Let her breath

Let her cry

Let her sight

Let her be alone

Let her feel lonely

She will bounce back

Let her fall

She will come back stronger

~ M

[muskanishome28]

Notice the sky, Notice the moon,

Notice the flowers and grass around you,

You are the main character baby,

Get that embedded in you,

This world is a horrendous place honey,

Make everything around you about you.

~ M

[muskanishome28]

The sky makes me feel less crestfallen.. 😌☁️

[muskanishome28]

Here comes another phrase of life,

Beginning with another hello,

An another goodbye,

Someone gets to know me from the start,

Someone left me knowing half,

Here comes another morning,

Asking me to take another chance

But not to give one..

Here comes another date and time,

But here I am repeating the same damn life.

~ M

[muskanishome28]

Sitting near the sea,

Thinking of how it would be,

If our love was real as gold,

And enough bold as me,

The waves making me understand that…

It was a lesson,

An not true confession..

The moon asking me to cry,

An let my heart beat well an sigh…

~ M

[muskanishome28]

Breathing body of mine,

Has no will to survive,

Just a phrase,

That’s all is my life,

I believed in love,

An I was left half alive,

Soak all my blood away,

Let me dry to death,

Cause… BREATHING BODY OF MINE,

HAS NO WILL TO SURVIVE!!!!!

~ M

[muskanishome28]

All of this time,

I couldn’t find a true friend of mine,

School was hella boring,

But I think it was fine,

Tried so much to enjoy life,

Tasted varieties of alcohol & wine,

But!!

All of this time,

I Couldn’t find a true friend of mine.

~ M