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it is sad that in the aftermath of us I can vividly remember

the very worst things you said to me

the unkindnesses dealt

the shouting, the slams, the sound of your car as you drove away for the thousandth time

hot tears, the chasm in my chest

and the empty bottles of whiskey you hid away in the closet

#I will recover from you but I do not know how long it will take #either way I will not be the same version of me that met you over four years ago #dime&quarter #personal #6/15/24

coincidence or fate?

I ask the winking stars, even though

I know they’ll never tell me

#personal #5/24/24 #what are the odds that I booked a girls trip with nikky in july to sc #only 2 hours from him #jay

after all this time

#personal #5/17/24 #prom was 10 years ago today #what are the odds my coworker would put on the radio and it would play breakfast at tiffany’s today of all days #jay

he’s gone and

my heart and home are filled with ghosts

#personal #3/7/24 #dime&quarter

my chest aches with the repercussions of what once was

my affections smashed by your words and glass bottles

#personal #dime&quarter #november 2024

i can’t change my past any more than

you can change yours

#personal #5/31/20 #dime&quarter #and he said ‘i love you’

at least things have not changed

you’re mine and

i’m yours

#5/19/20 #personal #dime&quarter #it’s terrifying needing another person #it’s very new to me still

i love you. i love you.

i love you.

#personal #5/17/20 #dime&quarter #maybe too soon to say but it’s too late for that #i’m sorry #i had to tell you

so good.

I was never good at science

but damn if I don’t know chemistry

#personal #dime&quarter #5/17/20

oh, to breathe again

#personal #5/2/20 #good things will come #finally moving out into my own space #may has been a total dream so far #future alex please ride this high

that-twink-over-there

Do you like men?

No but I’m attracted to them anyway

park dates & dinner in the rav

anywhere is good for me, baby

#personal #dime&quarter #5/1 and 5/2/20

whoa mama.

i’m fun, huh?

#personal #dime&quarter #lord help me this boy stole my soul #sweet words and needy kisses #5/2/20

part three

#personal #dime&quarter #anywhere is a good time when it’s spent with you #wawa part three #with a fast walmart run #thanks for buying me toilet paper 😭#4/22/20

i might be a wild one but

you are, too

#personal #4/19/20 #dime&quarter #post work AM meetups #wawa parking lots are the new pandemic hangout go to

i want to be all you think about;

wish i had it all figured out.

babe, i’m playing it so cool

#personal #4/15/20 #dime&quarter #trying to let you in #why am I so hesitant? i have no reason to be

happy birthday 🥳🎉

i wish i could celebrate it with you.

like most things, i’ll just have to take a rain check

#personal #4/14/20 #dime&quarter #fuck coronavirus for real #this boy deserves more than a phone call #🥺💔

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