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no one is having a good time (except william)

I ALWAYS COME BACK.

“People feel so much shame about it [mental health], so if, by talking about it, I can even have an impact on one person, that would be awesome.” Sophie Turner By Yelena Yemchuk | The Edit by Net-A-Porter (May 2019)

#excuse me #she's gorgeous #do you ever feel like #a little gay ?#like just #the absolute gFJKFDJLKHJ these pictures bring in me #G I R L S #GIRLS !!!!!!!!#SOPHIE TURNER AND HER BLUE EYES !!#IM SORRY

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The dragons are my children. They’re the only children I’ll ever have.

#got #got spoilers #i mean yes #i was sad for the first #kinda #but everyone was so busy being sTUPID in this episode i just rolled my eyes #WHAT DID YOU EXPECT FLYING TO KINGS LANDING LIKE THAT YOU DUMB IDIOTS WITH NO BRAINS #i was like wait #where are they #aRE THEY CASUALLY FLYINGINTO KINGS LANDING #just oh boy everyone is so stupid and stubborn in this episode

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mxdelusional

on a scale of one to ten how fucking stupid is what i’m about to do

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I mean there’s no possible good outcome and the worst would be being miserable and talking to nobody in a school where I’m ALREADY miserable and talk to noboddy

so uhhhh

yeah whatever

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I FAILED

i managed to fail this

#i cannot belIEVE #hhhhhhh #ok im gonna have to brace myself i was reasoning and got caught off guard #dammit boyo

mxdelusional

on a scale of one to ten how fucking stupid is what i’m about to do

mxdelusional

I mean there’s no possible good outcome and the worst would be being miserable and talking to nobody in a school where I’m ALREADY miserable and talk to noboddy

so uhhhh

yeah whatever

#joke's on you anxiety i'm already about to end it all #but i'm gonna at least try and get rid of a very bad catalyst

on a scale of one to ten how fucking stupid is what i’m about to do

#BRACE YOURSELF BOYO ITS BRUTAL HONESTY HOUR #at least it's distracting me from the v o i d (tm)#i'm losing it very very badly #but there's something to occupy my mind tonight something i need to get out of me #im such a dumbass who still catches feelings in 2019 am i right

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#lmfao

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Gemma Chan Photographed by Paola Kudacki for Allure

#ummmm excuse me #beautiful #big blixa vibe in these clothes #save #fashion

it’s bad again it’s very bad, very very very bad

and there’s no way to articulate it and there’s no way anyone will listen bc people don’t want to see it it’s so very boring people don’t want to bother i can’t blame you i can’t blame anyone but please please don’t leave me alone i’m running out of excuses and i try to reason but i can’t find arguments anymore

but there’s no one around

it’s going to kill me the weight on everything the ugly gray cloud the fuzzy indifference the incapacity of being alive it’s going to kill me

#it's bad it's bad it's bad #it's so bad i can't stand it #it takes so little to smash my defenses i don't have the strenght for this bs anymore