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         【;;          ❝ Turn your รςคгร into s t a r s ,                                          and your รoul into the รυη. ❞        】

[mxtsubachi]

were so--so different. So much--better. Brody felt, well, alive for the first time in almost five years. He felt like his parents were looking down on him, smiling proudly. And with that, he slipped the ring that he'd given the other off his thumb and got down to one knee. "Toby--I can say this, this time. And mean it. With everything I am. Will you, Toby Lockwood, will you change your name and have a bunch of puppies with me?" Brody asked, a goofy smile on his fave. "Marry me, Toby McFarlin."

⋨ ❧ ⋩ ;;      Was he crying? Yes. He actually was. He could not remember the last time he actually shed a tear, but it was because of the overwhelming amount of bliss he was feeling. Just a moment ago, he had felt like everything was going to crash down -- and Brody had wanted to end their relationship, but it was quite the opposite. He felt the ring slide off his finger, and heard him ask him to marry him. Okay, a laugh chocked out after hearing the joke about having a bunch of puppies ---- but, he grinned. He rubbed the tears away with his sleeve before grabbing his hands and nodding.  " O-Of course, I will. "  Toby took a shaky breath, but his words were confident.  " We already have the pack full of puppies, but Brody I ------ I want to do everything with you, and I want to be your husband more than anything. Yes, I'll marry you. "

[mxtsubachi]

"I--." The werewolf sighed, smiling. He leaned in and pressed another kiss on the other's lips. He was right--a lot had changed since they had met. Brody--didn't feel like he was suffocating anymore. He didn't feel like he was just getting by, he felt like he belonged. He had a home again--a family again. But there was still something... missing to him--and he'd never been more sure of what it was until this moment. Back then it was hard to whisper I love you, and now it came out strong. Things

Ask Part 1

[mxtsubachi]

"Toby... I need you to seriously think about something." Brody said, he pushed some strands of the other's hair out of his eyes and smiled. Leaning down he gently placed a kiss on the other's nose. "I love you. I--I don't think I've ever been more sure of it. But--but this... this wasn't the life you wanted. You wanted something normal, and yet, you chose me--to fix me? To wait for me to fix myself? And I have. I--I understand, if you want to go--leave me. And live that normal life you wanted."

⋨ ❧ ⋩ ;;      Like he was told -- Toby did seriously think about what he was saying. Before he had ever met Brody, the life he had wanted was just a normal life --- He wanted to go to school, get a good job, marry, and maybe raise kids. He thought that if that was the life he got, then he would make his parents proud. That is all he ever wanted. But, after meeting the werewolf -- things changed. He felt like he never needed all that and his life became trying to make Brody happy.  " Why are you questioning this? It's true, before I wanted something much different. But, to throw everything I have with you away for something as trivial and meaningless as a normal life --- Why? Why would I ever want to do that? "  Toby didn't look at the other, casting his eyes down at their feet.  " I want to have a life with you, silly. Don't think for a bloody second that I would leave just because you seem happy and content. If I left --- it would be because I was leaving with you. "

[mxtsubachi]

【psa;;      sooo heads up -- i have been working on my new blog, and its gonna be great since im remaking this blog. i have a url and a theme going -- but its still gonna be a bit. new things;; im redoing ethan's bio a bit, im adding a new shadowhunter oc, and im gonna be adding some canon characters. hella.

[fyseojin]

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[soulless--mind-deactivated20170]

[xindomitam-archive]

I want to RP real shit in a ship. I want the fights, the tears, the late nights with pillowtalk, the dumb discussion and small intimate moments, the duties and the nights ordering food because they’re too lazy to cook anything. i want disagreements and fooling around, being silly. i want the trips to places, to an amusement park, to a boring art museum one of them wanted to go, to the mall, roadtrips, lazy mornings and early, hurried mornings. little scares, silly texting when they’re apart, whining about things to eachother, night cuddles and nights where they don’t even touch because of a disagreement. I want the cute nights in, and the nights out. I want to see the pairing grow, I want it to take time and be complex, i want it to be factible, and not a fairytale. I want the good and the bad that comes with a relationship.

[hosuti]

Adrian had never wanted to touch someone as much as he wanted to touch Conner right now. He felt like he was slowly drifting away from Conner and it was causing him to act like he was. What if he found someone that wasn’t bothered by their age difference? Someone who would give Conner what he wanted? It scared Adrian — a lot. Skipping Conner’s first words, he went straight to the next set. “Yeah, you can. — you can sleep with me, if you want.”

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;      " Wait --- Hang on a second. Are you sure? .You're just going to let me impose on you like that and let me sleep next to you? "  Just because there was an age gap between them, and Conner being the younger of the two, he somehow was easily able to get anything he wanted out of Adrian --- Yet, once and a while he felt like he was asking too much from him. It had surprised the werewolf that he was putting up with this too. He took a step closer, as he spoke -- wanting to hear his heartbeat to be sure he wasn't joking about that. 

[kushandwisdom]

[hosuti]

A smile graced Adrian’s face but it wasn’t happy or sad, it was just calm. A hint that Adrian was being a bigger brat than usual. Ignoring the kiss — the older man took back his hand and rocked back on his heels, as if trying to loosen up the tension that had formed. “I’m not hiding anything.” A short pause. “I didn’t mean anything by it, either.” Adrian listened to that last part and couldn’t help but to feel his brows knit, which he tried to avoid doing. “It doesn’t matter.”

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;      If he was honest with himself --- Conner wasn't likely to be the one to stay in a relationship for a long time. But, he wanted to try and make things work even if he knew he might fuck up a little.  " Whatever then. "  He shrugged, dropping the hand he was holding.  " I just want you to be honest with me, that's all. "  Then again, Conner could hear his heart beat. He would be able to tell the truth from the lies without any trouble. He just didn't want to hear it.  " Can I stay over by your place tonight? I'll sleep on the couch, if you want. "

[littlexdrummerxboy]

         ”That you’ll finally be an adult?” Ryan asked, listen Conner           Ryan is still a virgin and he’s older than you.

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;      " Yeah, that is exactly what it means. "  Even though, he isn't a virgin -- Conner was just tired of being called too young to do things with older guys. 

[littlexdrummerxboy]

           ”What—did you finally get laid?”

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;     " No, but you aren't far off --- My birthday is in three days, which means... --- Well, you get my point, right? "

[littlexdrummerxboy]

       ”You’re smiling right now.”

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;      " Maybe I am just in a good mood? Ever think of that? "

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;      " Okay, I smile when I lie. " 

[my-bodysfailing]

[hosuti]

Adrian placed his face within the palm of his hand in an effort to hide himself. Was Conner being a little more stand offish than usual? Though, hadn’t he just asked him on a date? Adrian was being paranoid at best but the feeling was unsettling. “Now I’m never going to say it.” Adrian was acting like a child but it was just something that came naturally to him, he couldn’t help it. “So, if you did have something to do, you’d go?” Brody certainly had planted seeds of doubt. “Just kidding~”

[mxtsubachi]

≼ ❈ ≽ ;;           " Adrian ---- "  The werewolf let out a groan, and tossed his head back. A moment later, he had grabbed that hand and pulled it away from his face. Conner was bold -- maybe a little too bold.  " Don't try and hide things from me. You obviously meant something by that. "  He had gentle placed a kiss on the hand.  " If I left it would be because my pack or my family needed me. That's what I meant. M'not gonna ------ "  Ah, he couldn't really say that.