Maverick

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What was making Reagan extremely nervous was how Maverick was going to react to everything she had just told him. His question kind of surprised her, but of course she was going to answer him. “Because I learned that not all guys are going to be like him,” She replied to him. “I just, I couldn’t keep living my life in fear of getting into relationships because of what he did to me.” When he spoke, her heart melted. He was definitely nothing like her ex. “I-I really appreciate all that,” She said softly. “I left out a lot of disturbing details, but I feel like we should save that for another time.”

         “That’s a very solid point, and I’m sorry if I’ve made you uncomfortable by asking that, but I was just genuinely curious.” He wasn’t usually one to apologize for a question he had or something he believed in affecting someone else emotionally in other cased, but given that this was an actual trauma and she so strongly overcame it—plus toxic relationships were fucked up. He didn’t want to put her through the memories of that any longer. However, aside from abuse and trauma, death as such, he was pretty unapologetic and he Maverick was perfectly okay with the backlash of that. Being a freethinker had its repercussions. “Of course, and I understand. Tell me what you’re comfortable with, Reagan.”  It was very personal, he understood that completely. 

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Reagan was putting a lot of trust into Maverick by opening up to him. This was something she never talked about. It was usually too painful, but he made her feel comfortable safe. She knew he’d have questions, that’s how it usually goes. “It was a few years back,” She replied to him. “And no, he’s long gone.” Which she was so proud to say. “I, uh, actually haven’t been with another guy since then.” That was what she didn’t want to say, but it might’ve been obvious just by the way she was always so cautious around males. “I’m an open book I guess you could say.”

      Another bold admission, he thought as he listened to her, unsure of what to say to her about that too, but he was curious. “What made you feel as if you were ready to be involved with someone now? Like what made you realize you were ready?” Maverick had luckily never gone through emotional or physical abuse in his life, so he was curious. The most emotional torment he’d ever been through was when his parents divorced at fifteen. However, that was because they fell out of love with each other—nothing abusive. They’re actually best friends now. “I just want to say, I feel really privileged that you’d tell me something so personal to you, and I admire your strength and I’m sorry you went through all of that.” 

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She was nervous and fidgeting. Things were coming up that she had buried in long ago. But she knew eventually it was all going to come out; it was only a matter of time. Reagan felt pretty safe, especially when Maverick said he wasn’t going to judge her. He deserved to know, then maybe he’d understand why she acted the way she did sometimes. “I, um, was in an abusive relationship in the past.”

      Well, now it truly made sense as to why she was so nervous. talking about abuse was no easy feat, but he felt special that she would trust him with such deeply personal, dark news. He didn’t expect her to get that personal, and he wasn’t sure what to say other than sorry and you’re so strong, but he’d save that for when she finished. For now, he just wanted her to feel comfortable talking about the can of worms they just opened. “How long ago was this? Are they still an active participant in your life?” Maybe she didn’t want to talk about the details. “I’m sorry, if you don’t want to talk about the in and outs of it I get it.” 

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        Maverick had always been a good listener, but he understood that talking about personal issues was anxiety-provoking, and he didn’t want to make this person uncomfortable. “I mean, we all had past experiences that make us cringe, or regret... I don’t know, I know we kind of just met, but if you need to get it out i’m not going to judge you.” @hazxrdtomyself​