myalterego

24F/NO MINORS sw: 74kg cw:69.7kg gw: 55kg

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guys i lost quiet a bit of weight in like a week and my mum just asked me if i’ve been taking diet pills since i look a lot smaller, ive never been more flattered in my life ! 🤪

btw i am not taking diet pills ive just been living off of greek yogurt, honey and fruits 🍉 🍌🫐

[actuallytwig]

Updated intro post!

This account is for my WL goals, inspiration, and general self improvement.

I’ve struggled with ED (ana/bed) since I was 15. I am 25 now. I consider myself mostly recovered, at least in the sense that I don’t do extreme restriction anymore, and work really hard to prevent binge eating. I think that the inner dialogue is going to be lifelong, but with therapy and life experience I’ve learned that I really don’t want to be “sick”.

I don’t want to be overweight, or malnourished- I want to be healthy.

For myself, I do feel my healthiest and most confident when I’m thin. I’ve always been thin, I didn’t pass 100lbs until my sophomore year of high school. In my early 20s I started smoking a lot of weed, drinking, and using nicotine products. These things seemed to be the cure to my ED brain, and I maintained a weight I was happy with while using these substances. In 2023 I quit using weed and alcohol, and the food noise came back. The constant insecurity came back. I quit nicotine in 2025.

During my journey of sobriety I started to really focus in on health, and what was truly important to me. Who was I without weed? If this sounds melodramatic, I get it. But weed really suppressed my identity, in ways I wasn’t even aware of. I forgot (or stopped caring) that I loved to cook, I loved nature, I loved healthy whole foods, I loved animals and I loved my family. When I was a stoner my life was boring, my attitude sucked, and I had no passion. While reconnecting with myself and my interests, I gained a lot of weight. Like 40+ lbs lol.

This year I’ve been working on sustainable, long term weight loss.

My stats are as follows;

Height- 5”7 / 171 cm

HW- 185lbs / 84kg (bmi 29)

CW- 166lbs / 75kg (bmi 26)

LW- 135lbs / 61kg (bmi 21)

For now, my goal weight is 140lbs.

For any weirdos looking to report my account- if you did any research at all, you’d see that my goals are perfectly reasonable and healthy.

Adding some personal photos of mine below

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coming on here after having a takeaway for dinner is like a humiliation ritual

[sailorwhoosh]

[myalteregosposts]

hey everyone i really want to put little rewards next to each kg i loose for a bit more motivation but im struggling to think of things, any ideas?

also if you guys have this in your notes app what rewards have you put ?

[myalteregosposts]

okay i’ve finally updated it and put in the rewards, i couldn’t think of that many rewards so i just put a reward for every 2kg i loose 🤷🏼‍♀️

[myalteregosposts]

guys i almost died eating chocolate, i was literally choking on it, its a sign i shouldn’t be eating it i guess

[myalteregosposts]

hey everyone i really want to put little rewards next to each kg i loose for a bit more motivation but im struggling to think of things, any ideas?

also if you guys have this in your notes app what rewards have you put ?

[myalteregosposts]

guys i’ve been to work all day (which is a very physically demanding job) but i still need to do my workout please motivate me in the comments, be as mean as you like 😂😂

i also have a boy coming over friday that i REALLY like 😫

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13/4/26 😜

[myalteregosposts]

guys any tips on getting a flat stomach?

foods, workouts, ANYTHING mine is huge 😫

[florial]

[myalteregosposts]

binged all fucking day today but i did a intense workout to feel a bit better, fresh start tomorrow i guess 🤷🏼‍♀️

[wishingiwasdiffrent]

Fml just want to be skinny

[myalteregosposts]

dream body right here

[wishingiwasdiffrent]

Fml just want to be skinny

[annabellesdream]

I HATE BEING HOME I HATE FOOD SO MUCH

[myalteregosposts]

LITERALLY! i keep trying to get overtime at work for my days off cause when im at home i just lay in bed and eat but there isn’t any overtime available at the moment 😫

[myalteregosposts]

anyone else’s biggest insecurity is that they have saggy breasts after wl?😭😭😭

[myalteregosposts]

just me, my vape and green tea against the world