+ pax nishimura +

so dance! if it moves you jump in the fire if it burns you. i'll throw my arms around you darling and we'll turn to ashes drowning in the flame scream in the dark i'm gonna light up this place and die in beautiful stars! what if these demons keep falling from the sky? sometimes i love the way you swing the flame and everything inside!

[lily-musings]

                                                         forgive yourself.

                                                            not just once                                                    again, and again, and again                                             as many times as it takes to find peace

[fantasticmemesandwheretofindthem]

WISE men say:     ❛    Only fools rush in.     ❜ ….    ..   ….but I can’t help falling in love with you.

[rpxmusings]

                  I  can’t  drown   my              D  E  M  O  N  S                  they know  how  to              S     W     I     M       

[themusewhomuses]

It’s so easy to learn to love others,                      but it’s difficult to love myself

[rpxmusings]

                          I’d rather  [ pretend ]  I’m something  better  than these  broken  parts                               — pretend —  I’m something other than this  M E S S  that I am

[mycherrycheers]

slvrtcngvs‌:

“And that’s why I always find you nearby when trouble comes.” She pointed a finger at them. “Careful, trouble ain’t always kind to its followers.” Jinx would know all about that considering all things. It was no secret that she was usually on the other side of the law, or that the crowd she ran with were a bunch of troublemakers to put it gently. // x - @mycherrycheers​

“you know, i can’t say you are wrong there.” he admitted with a small snicker. “guilty as charged, but i can’t say i’m much of a saint either, so its perfect company really.” ( @slvrtcngvs​ )

[mycherrycheers]

slvrtcngvs‌:

Kari still hadn’t let go looking at him with those ever observant eyes. “So happy that your head starts to drum?” Now that was a new saying. She’d been called a headache before by her older brother, affectionately of course. But she got the feeling this wasn’t what he meant. “Well, if that’s the case,” She dropped her hands, smile warm, “You make my heart drum with happiness.” // x - @mycherrycheers​

“now look what a charmer we have~” he teased playfully, offering a poke to her cheek. it really did make it hard to believe that she was so oblivious to how adorable she was.  ( @slvrtcngvs​ )

[mycherrycheers]

slvrtcngvs‌:

“There’s a drumming noise inside my head that starts when you’re around.” || @mycherrycheers

“Oh. Oh no,” The brunette blinked, once, before reaching for her. Her hands gently cradled his face as she eyed him carefully looking for any bumps, bruises, or anything out of the ordinary really. “Should we go to the hospital?” Kari offered, biting her lip in worry. It certainly didn’t sound pleasant, and she was the cause? Maybe it was the bodyspray she was wearing. 

pax looked at her a bit baffled before letting out a hysteric laugh. “man kari, sometimes you are just too good.” he smiled brightly. “it was a joke of sorts.you just make me really happy is all. i promise no hospital visits for me are necessary!” ( @slvrtcngvs​ )

[mycherrycheers]

slvrtcngvs‌:

continued from here || @mycherrycheers

“Now why would you ever question me. I like to think I’m a pretty upfront, honest person with genuine motivations.” Jinx crossed her arms over her chest, a playful expression gracing her face. “You make me sound like I’m some shady person who can’t be trusted.”

“you have your moments, though to be fair, i guess i’m not one to talk.” pax admitted with a small snicker, a grin plastered on his features. “shady doesn’t necessarily mean bad though. i happen to find them quite interesting!” ( @slvrtcngvs​ )

[mycherrycheers]

tries to make them laugh ↦ inko // inko // @h4ck3r101

whenever he was around the boy, inko just always held this constant state of composure. he couldn’t recall a time where he had smiled in his presence even. so the redhead had really wanted to make him smile, at least once! his first attempt was funny faces, though he didn’t think that went over well? so then he decided on a number of bad puns. “what do you call a fish with no eye? a fsh.”( @h4ck3r101 )

[mycherrycheers]

❣️ ( min // fckecheers // forehead )

the redhead offered a warm smile as he tucked his brother into bed. he had gotten a small case of the cold, so naturally pax was right at his side, attending to any need he had. pressing a delicate kiss to his forehead. it made him happy to be able to help min.( min // @fckecheers )

[mycherrycheers]

💟 // red // @redstillness

fingers ran across the man’s jawline, as if pax was trying to remember every single feeling and outline in case it would suddenly vanish. red remained where he was though as the two shared a sweet kiss, and then another, and once more. he didn’t know being with someone in this way could make him so happy. but pax felt like he was right where he belonged when red held him like this. ( red // @redstillness )

[mycherrycheers]

“oh! i’m sorry. why don’t we just *relax* and turn on the *radio*? would you like AHM OR FIM?” // squish // @xxsquish

“fim preferably, though i could do without the side of sass!” pax grumbled as he glanced over at squish. this wasnt even his fault in the first place.( squish // @xxsquish )

[mycherrycheers]

“You know, I wish you people would realize that I’m a thoughtful and intelligent person” // aera

“hey don’t sell me so short, i do think that! most of the time? you do have your questionable moments though.” the redhead mused with a playful snicker escaping his lips.( aera // @slvrtcngvs )

[mycherrycheers]

leave me lonely // pax & bee

[ continued from here ]

“w-wait...please don’t leave, bee.” he spoke with some reluctance, not being able to meet her in the eyes. he didn’t want to take his anger and depression out on someone, especially not bee who always tried her damndest to make sure he was taken care of. he was just under a fuck ton of stress and drowning in a sea of his own sorrows, what was new though? “i’m sorry...” he whimpered as he took in a deep breath. he didn’t deserve to be around her. or min. or anyone for that matter.  ( bee // @slimcsea )

[mycherrycheers]

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜ ( susie / tcnxbris )

He didn’t feel safe. Not at all. In fact he was incredibly uncomfortable. Given his profession he could see something clearly wrong. He didnt want to be here. Where was min?? He wanted to be with min. He needed min. He felt himself shaking slightly as he recalled his homelife. It gave him the same sick feeling looking at this woman.“What do you want from me?”( susie // @tcnxbris )

[mycherrycheers]

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜ ( kirishima / eijircu )

He always felt bad when people went out of there way and spend their hard earned money on someone as lowly as himself. Pax wouldnt admit it outright, but it made him feel a bit inferior in a way, as if he owed them the shirt off his own back!But he offered a smile to kirishima anyhow. The sentiment was sweet enough. “Its alright kirishima, no harm done! Im glad you had me in your thoughts.”( kirishima // @eijircu )