asiye

my toxic trait is that i overthink and break my own heart

[mujheyaadrakhna]

i died a lot to live a little with you.

[mujheyaadrakhna]

ben de bilirdim kurumasını ama dalımda uçmayı bilmeyen kuşlar var...

[mujheyaadrakhna]

i wonder every day,

i wonder whose eyes you would've had,

i wonder who you would've run to after scraping your knee,

i wonder if you would've laughed like your dad,

i wonder who you would've grown up to be,

i wonder how beautiful heaven will be,

when i see you running towards me...

[mujheyaadrakhna]

I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.

[mujheyaadrakhna]

yan yanayken iki çocuktan farksızdık, şimdi nasılsın, büyüdün mü biraz?

[mujheyaadrakhna]

şimdi unutmaya çalıştığım her şey, zamanında beni mutluluktan öldürecekti.

[mujheyaadrakhna]

kalbim kırgın ama ruhumda hâlâ seni beklerim,

ben siyah bir geceyim, dilerim ki o ay yüzünü göreyim,

seni beklemekten gözlerim beyaza döndü,

ama dert değil;

eğer canın isterse o kara gözlerine feda olsun...

[mujheyaadrakhna]

bilmeni isterim ki senden başka yakınım yok fakat şu da var ki, bana senden daha uzak bir şey de yok.

[mujheyaadrakhna]

Hum mar chuke hain aur humein uski khabar nahi,

Ab kisse karein shikayat woh bewafa ki,

Har shakhs ko kaha thy usse behtar koi nahi...

Shikayat koi dariya ki ravani se nahi hai,

Mohabbat mein shikayat kufr hai,

Un logon se duniya mein shikayat hai humein,

Shikayat humse hai ya kisi aur se mulakat ho gayi hai...

[mujheyaadrakhna]

woh mujhe bhool bhi sakta hai, uska eman thodi hoon main...

[mujheyaadrakhna]

kaun rakhe ga hamein yaad is daur-e-khudgarzi mein, halaat toh aise hain ki logon ko Khuda yaad nahi...

[mujheyaadrakhna]

Jab mein mar jaoon, meri kahani likhna.

Kaise barbaad hui meri jawani likhna.

Aur likhna k mere hont khushi ko tarsay,

Kaise barsa meri aankhon se paani, likhna.

Aur likhna k ussey intzaar to bohat tha tera,

Aakhri saanson mein woh hichkiyon ki rawaani likhna.

Likhna k martay waqat bhi deta tha dua tujhko,

Haath bahar the qafan se yeh nishaani likhna…

[mujheyaadrakhna]

"pichle december mai aur tum chaand ki baatein karte the,

ab ke december mai aur chaand tumhari baatein karte hain..."

[priiisdope-deactivated20240518]

Tum aadat bano hamari hum bigad jayenge

[carmelia-rose]

TUM AANKHO SE BATANA HUM SAMAJH JAYENGE

[mujheyaadrakhna]

"tum aankhon mein dekho hamari, sab samajh jaoge!"

[mujheyaadrakhna]

"how sacred is this pain

that you placed in my heart,

the pain comes from you

I wouldn't trade it for any joy..."

[mujheyaadrakhna]

"and I knew from the beginning

that I found you to lose you,

and loved you to miss you,

because we met by coincidence."

[mujheyaadrakhna]

agar yeh raaste tum tak na pohonche toh kya faida jaane ka?

[mujheyaadrakhna]

I have so many dry gardens in my heart and O Allah; you’re the Rab of rains.

[mujheyaadrakhna]

Gönlümde kurumuş onca bahçem var ve ey Allah'ım; sen yağmurların rabbisin.