Benedetta

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[myheartsdressedinwhite]

Hopefully nobody finds this blog ever

[ultravioletbeing]

Real masculine men will not risk loosing you. They will claim you.

[ultravioletbeing]

Sento che qualsiasi cosa io possa dirti tu già la sappia, il desiderio di parlare con te si annulla quando dentro me sento che tu già mi stai ascoltando, che ci siamo capiti, che abbiamo deciso insieme. Senza rabbia, senza ego, mai distanti.

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

Beloved,

You are the sunshine I've always longed for.

I see you and my heart softens,

I wish to lay my head on your chest and feel like a child again,

No fear.

Beautiful soul, i feel you, i see you, i innerstand your pain.

Wild soul, warrior, you don't need to sacrifice yourself, you're already free.

May you always be protected and loved by Mama and Papa God.

May you Always remember your belonging to this family.

Amen.

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

Beloved, i know how deeply it hurts.

I am sorry, i should've been more graceful, more compassionate, more patient.

My anger betrays me.

I wish to kill

To destroy

The demons

The chains.

Whether i like it or not this is not safe nor smart.

I have to take care of me, protect me.

You see i am alone, fighting.

You see, you are too.

I pray with all of my heart for our liberation, so that we can come back to God, union, innocence.

Play, laughter, symbiosis.

Mother Father

Sun

Beloved i believe in us.

Love is enough.

[ultravioletbeing]

I think i love you,

In a way that my mind cannot comprehend.

I love you and I leave.

I see you, and i see me.

And the parts of you that need more of you;

And the parts of me that need more of me;

And how i wish I could give you all of me, how i wish you could give me all of you.

You are the mirror

You detoxify me

Just so i can fit more of us,

More of God.

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

When you have a lot to offer a lot of people/entities will try and take advantage of you both consciously and unconsciously.

Chances are you're probably not even aware of how much you actually have to offer and when you don't you end up giving more than receiving untill you become depleted.

My advice would be to get to know yourself and your weaknesses, deeply, when you know your blind spots you are less susceptible to manipulation and harder to harvest.

You are worthy of receiving as much as you give.

You are not too much, you just need to direct your love/light/energy towards a more spacious direction, somewhere your love can flow freely, without being consumed.

Benedetta

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

Ho il cuore spezzato

Io amo

E non ci sono mani abbastanza grandi

Per contenermi

[neckkiss]

“Love breaks my bones and I laugh.”

— Charles Bukowski

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

I promised myself I was not gonna fall into the twin flames bullshit anymore but then i saw you.

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

I just feel like i messed it up with you.

I was so ready to find the man i wanted in my mind.

And when I found you, you were broken instead.

I was angry cause you didn't get ready for me.

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oh u think i'm annoying? fuck me about it

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[myheartsdressedinwhite]

Is union with your divine partner an earthy equivalent to our union with God?

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

We're all whining about things when we could literally just not let it affect us. Like just don't care!!! Take your attention off things that don't deserve it!!

[myheartsdressedinwhite]

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